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I'm Not Enough For You

Fuck It

I woke up around 12 am to my father screaming at my mother.
"You're a failure! You cant do anything right!" He said as he hit my mother to the ground.
I ran down the hallway and pushed him off of her.
"Are you alright mom?"
"Yes darling. I'll go call the cops" She said running into her bedroom.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing? You're a bitch just like your mother! You're a worthless whore that cuts her self for no fucking reason!" He said punching me continuously. I started to black out but I pushed him off of me with my feet and ran out the door.
I ran so fast. I didn't know where I was going. My vision went from good to bad to worse.
Up and down. Good to bad. Bad to Good. It's strange.
I broke down crying by a bus stop and decided to look around to find out where I was. I ran pretty fast. I could hear music at the arena down the road. I saw an old abandoned gas station and a bridge.
I ran to the store, still crying from my eye being swollen and I couldn't take it anymore.
I got so worked up. I punched the window to find a glass shard.
I ran to the bridge. I took the glass shard across my skin. I didnt know how many cuts I had made until I looked at my arm. There was so many. I could feel the relief. I did the same to my other arm. I sat there for a few minutes. Watching the blood poor out.
I got up and looked down the bridge. It was pretty high up. The water wasn't that high. Perfect.
I climbed onto the railing.
I felt droplets of rain on my skin.
I looked down and there was so much blood. It was the end. Finally.
No more abusive Dad. No more secrets. No more bullies. No more school. No more. It was finally going to be over. No one would care. No one will remember my name. And if they did, they will be gone soon as well.
I heard a honk. I thought nothing of it until I heard a deep familiar voice say,
"Stop! Get Down!"
I took a deep breath, feeling the rain come down just a bit harder, and the wind blowing my hair to the left.
I began to jump but someone grabbed my legs and pulled me over.
I dont remember much. I might have blacked out. All I remember is that the man with he deep voice held onto me, so tightly. I heard people screaming. And two other familiar voices.
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Notes

(((AGAIN if you cut yourself and/or are thinking of suicide PLEASE if you want to contact me, COMMENT BELOW and i'll give you my kik or my email)))


I already wrote this once and it decided not to submit so I had to re-write this entire thing >.<<br> I was soooo mad. I dont think its as good as the first one I wrote. Oh well I tried to remember what I could. SO please comment rate and subscribe it helps soooo much and it makes me really happy to know you guys are there and reading my fanfic <3

Comments

Just letting you guys know because my computer wont let me edit my chapters, in chapter 12, (spoilers) at the end, Andy is the one smiling at lilianna saying "Never forget" not her father.. Because her father is a douche so.. Just wanted to clear that up.

@bvbchika
Thank you so much <3 I hope this one becomes popular because it's my most favorite thing i've ever written fanfic wise :)

This is an amazing story!

bvbchika bvbchika
6/15/14

Great story, keep writing! XD

Ms.PurdyGirl Ms.PurdyGirl
6/13/14