I'm Not Enough For You

I walked away towards the park, which was literally across the street, so i'm sure they could see me, I think..
Walking over towards the bench, I think about Andy and I..
Did he even love me? More less, like me?
I guess he did, or maybe I was his rag doll, he would use and then throw away.
I didn't wanna be though, it pisses me off, really.
He was my idol, I love him more than he knew. I remembered seeing him in 2011.
My first concert, where he let me back stage and told me the nicest things that I still remember to this day.
*Flashback*
"What's your name?"
"Lilianna"
"How long have you been a fan?"
"I think since last year. Yeah. I still have your first t-shirt that came out heh."
"That's amazing."
My father pushed away my mom and pushed on my shoulder saying, "It's time to go you cant stay here forever."
We were only back stage for 30 seconds at the most.
Andy didn't like that of course and said something to me,
"Look, I know you have to leave but before you go, here," He handed me the first black veil brides pentagram he wore on his neck, "I want you to keep this, as long as you can, and don't let it go. No matter what people tell you, no matter what they say, Black Veil Brides will always be here when other people aren't. Understand?"
"Of course." He said bringing me in for a hug.
"Never forget." Andy whispered to me.
"Bull shit. C'mon Lilianna. Time to go." My Dad said looking at Andy.
Andy looked back at my father, giving him the worst look ever. MY father looked away and smiled at me, mouthing the words, "Never forget".
And I never will forget. Ever.

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