untold secrets

Johanna's POV

My dream was different then before, this dream i was a baby and I saw an angel but I couldn't see who he was.

Who was this angel?
Why was he guarding me?
Where is he now?
Is he still guarding me?
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I wake up to someone shaking me, when I opened my eyes I see Jake looking worried. He just looked into my eyes to see if I was ok.

"Why did you wake me?" I asked him.
"Cause you were screaming. You were yelling/asking someone who they were." Jake said and then I recalled my dream.
"Ooh. I’m sorry,Jake. I hope I didn't wake you." I told him.
"You didn't. I was coming up here to get you for dinner. so come on." He said and walked out the door and I followed soon after.

When we got to the lobby of the hotel everyone was there and talking about where they wanna go eat. I spaced out thinking about the angel from my dream, I mean I did see his eyes. The angel's eyes reminded me of a guy who helped me out back in Missouri.

~~Flash Back~~(2 years ago)

"HEY FAG! WHY HAVEN'T YOU DIED YET?" A jock yelled at me.
"Well you little bitch? Are you going to answer my boyfriend?" The jock's girlfriend asked me and threw a rock that hit the back of my head.
"I will die when you get A's on your grade card." I said looking him in the eyes.
"YOU LITTLE BITCH!" He yelled and punched me in the face right below my left eye.

The jock and his friends beat me until I couldn't move or talk, but lucky for them I NEVER said another word after. When I was Walking home that night from work, a gang of some sort surrounded me. Two had knives, one had something his belt and the other three just popped their knuckles and laughed.
"Who wants to fucked this little beauty first?" The guy with his belt asked.
"I would love to." A blond with no weapon said and stepped forward.

When the blond went to touch me this guy with black hair and honey-brown eye came and beat them to the living shit. He then opened up these beautiful white wings and flew me home.

~~End Of Flash Back~~

That was the last time I saw the winged man but if I ever see him again I will be sure to thank him. When we got to where we were going, which happened to be IHop, I snapped out of my trance and sat down next to Jinxx.

"Hello. Welcome to IHop, I will be your server for today. My name is Riley." He said and looked at all of us and of course his eyes stop on me. (Did I forget to Mention the band traveled to Missouri)
"Hey, Fa-Johanna. Nice to see you again." Riley quickly corrected himself before the guys got mad and just seeing him made me whimper and move away a bit.
"So what will you all like to drink?" He asked.
"Pepsi." Ashley said
"Mountain Dew." Andy and CC told him.
"Coffee." Said Jake and Jinxx, but I stayed quiet.
"What do you want,Hun?" Ashley asked and i pointed at him.
"She would like a Pepsi." Ashley said and Riley left to get our drinks.

We waited only 4 minutes and he came back. He then took our actual food order, and me not being that hungry got something small.

"Johanna. Is that all you want?" Riley asked smirking and I nodded.
"I see your still mute from that day.' He said and walked away.
"Jo-Jo. what did he mean? Do you know him?" Jake asked.
"Yeah, I know him. We went to high school together." I told them not wanting to go too into detail. Right when Jake went to ask another question Riley came back over.
"Riley, How do you know Johanna?" Ashley asked and when I looked into his eyes I could see he knew something.
"We were friends awhile back. Right, Johanna?" He asked and I nodded.
"Do you know why she went mute?" CC asked.
"From what I heard she was being a smart-ass with a jock." He said and his voice was laced with anger.
"How did that make her go mute?" Jinxx asked.
"The Jock-" I cut Riley off before he could lie.
"Him and his girl friend asked me why I haven't died yet. And me being a smart-ass told him I would die when he finally got A's on his grade card. Which I bet never happened." I told them and I then saw Ashley about to go beat his ass but i stopped him.
"Riley here and his friends beat me up until i couldn't move or talk. and after that day I NEVER spoke a word." I said standing up and looking him dead in the eyes.

CC got up and asked for a new server which we got and then we ate and left. On the way back I started to get a bit tired.
"Ashley? Will you care me?" I asked. He didn't even answer he just picked me up like the angel did two years ago and carried me to the hotel.

~~2 hours later~~

I wake up and realize I'm not at the hotel but I could see someone, and I was chained to a wall.
"Nice to see you awake Fag!" The girl yelled and came out of the shadows.
'CALI!' I thought and my eyes filled with fear.
"She is awake Riley." Cali said and left.
"You almost got me fired. you little bitch." he said and cut my arm.
'YELL THE ANGEL'S NAME!' my conscience screamed but I don't remember it.
"You little bitch. I would love to see the looks on their faces when they realize your gone." He said and cut a word into my arm and then another word into my hips. By the time he left I was a bloody mess. When Cali came in she cleaned and wrapped the wounds and left again. I looked out the window and thought of the angel and then my mind started to race with memories, and one held his name.

~~Flash back~~ (has the angels FAKE name. The name he told her to call him when she needed him)

"Hey little one. I'm sorry but I will be leaving for awhile " The angel told me when he sat on my window.
"But what if I need you." I told him and looked down.
"Just yell my name and I will come." He said and kissed my forehead and went to leave.
"you never told me your name." I said which stopped him from leaving.
"Just yell the name Raiden and I will come." He said and left.
~~End of flash back~~

"raiden.." I whispered in the cold, dark room I was in.
" I will not yell your name until he comes back into hurt me." I said and looked at the night sky.

~~NEXT MORNING~~

"Ooh. Your awake. Did you stay up the whole night?" Riley asked.
"Yes, I did." I Said.

I guess he didn't like me talking. He unchained me from the wall and started beating me up again.
'SCREAM NOW!' my conscience demanded.
"no. not yet." I mumbled and coughed up blood.
'DO IT NOW! OR YOU WILL DIE!' It screamed.
"no. not yet." I said a bit too loud.
"What was that faggot?" Riley demanded and kicked me in the stomach.
'NOW!" my conscience screamed in my ear and this time I listened.
"RAIDEN!" I screamed and out of no where I saw Ashley.

"Riley, you have harmed her far too many times." Ashley said and beat him up. Riley after the beating fell asleep. Ashley Hunched over him and said something in a different language and then looked at me.

"Johanna. I can explain." He said.
"Not right now. Can you take me to a hospital, please?" I asked and passed out.
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I woke up to beeping. When I look over at my right hand I see Ashley, he was asleep and I didn't want to wake him. I had so many questions to ask him so I decided to wake him up.

"Johanna." Ashley said.
"Yours my guardian angel. Your that guy who saved me. You’re the angel the left me to fight on my own." I said and cried.
"You remember?" Ashley asked in shock.
"Yes, I remember. I waited for you every day. I waited for even a little sign to know you were still there." I told him.
"I'm sorry Johanna." Ashley said hugging me.
""Will you please call me 'little one' again?" I asked him and he looked at me like he thought I forgot.
"You remember the nickname I gave you?" He ask in disbelief and I nodded.
"Johanna." The nurse called.
"Yes?" I asked.
"You can go home now." She said and walked out.
"YES!" I shouted, got dressed and then Ashley carried me and flew us back to L.A.

Notes

The end of Chapter 8 and im happy with my work....sorry if it took me awhile. Me and my Boyfriend broke up so I have been kind of depressed and I thought today would be a good time to write. you see, we got into a fight and then just last night he ended it so I wrote this instead of cutting into my skin (if you hate the fact I cut im sorry). well anywhore, i hope you like this chapter.