untold secrets

Johanna's POV

I wake up to see CC in front of me with Jinxx next to the bunk i was in. CC looked mad but Jinxx look a happy. CC holds up my bear and then gives Jinxx the look to leave, so he did.
"Why are you here Johanna?" He asked and every word laced in anger.
"I was lonely so I called Jinxx and we started to talk about me staying with you for the last couple of shows. Last night i woke up and ask Jon how many shows you guys had left. you lied." I told him standing up taking my bear and walking in to the lounge.
'jinxx' I signed.
"What Johanna?" They all asked.
"j-jinxx" i whispered.
"Yes? You OK?" He asked standing up and looking me in the eyes.
"n-no" I told him and burst into tears.
"Shh. its OK. Your OK. Hey, baby-girl look at me." So i looked at him.
"Why don't we get dressed and then go shopping?" He asked.
"Really? CC has been to busy to do anything with me." I said and looked down.
"Really Johanna. Now lets get dressed and go shopping."He told me and we raced to get dressed.

~~Time lapse to the mall~~

The first place me and Jinxx went was to HotTopic so i can get a new lip ring, new nose ring and a tongue piercing. You see I have ALWAYS wanted a tongue piercing but CC was always saying no, so I asked Jinxx what he thought and he liked the idea so i was doing it. We then went to the Tattoo shop to get my tongue piercing in and so i can get my first tattoo for my Dad and Great Grandma they were my closest friends, I know you must think im a freak but they were the only people that told me i could be me.

"So, what do you want your tattoo to look like?" The tatt guy asked
"I want to get a Purple rose rapped around a 8 ball." I told him.
"Where do you want it?" he asked as he watched me draw the picture.
"My neck on my right side." i told him and he nodded.

I couldn’t feel the tattoo needle until he started the shading. I squealed a bit and then calmed down. About 20 to 30 minutes later it was done, Jinxx and me went to a lot of other stores. it was about lunch time when we were done shopping, so we went and got food.

"Jinxx?" I asked looking up at him.
"Yeah?" He answered still looking off into space.
"Do you like anyone?" I asked.
"Yes i do. Do you?" He asked and looked up at me, i simply nodded.
"may i ask who?" He asked me.
"I will answer if you tell me who you like." He nodded.
"You. I like you, Jinxx." I told him.
"I love you too, Johanna." He said and stood up.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"Home." He answered and i nodded.

~~Back on the tour bus~~

When we got back his manager said that i would be staying in a hotel room with CC and Ashley and all i did was nod. When we actually got on the bus i clung to Jinxx, I saw Andy, Ashley and Jake give us weird looks and CC just looked pissed. I grabbed my bags from when i went shopping and went into the bunk room to hind from CC. I look at my bunk and realize all my stuff was packed, I then heard the door opened and i turned to see CC.
"Your GOING home! Johanna! I am done with this!" CC shouted which made we shriek back.
"Do you understand me?!?" He shouted more loudly.
"Yes. I understand CC." I said quietly and watched him walk out.
I started to cry silently, I was about to go and grab my teddy but heard the door open again.
"I heard you the first time CC now go away." I yelled.
"Hey its just me." I look up to see Jinxx and start to cry harder.
"Babe, Whats wrong? what did CC tell you?" He asked holding me.
"He told me that I had to go home, and that I can't stay. I wanna stay Jinxx. Please let me stay." I said and I hid inside his chest and cried harder.
"Do you want you bear?" I nodded.
"Here you go, Hun." They said and I looked up to see Ashley.
"Thank you Ashes." I told him and he nodded then walked out.

~~Hotel~~

Jinxx got CC to let me stay but i would be staying in a room with him and Jake. Jake was OK with it and so was everyone else, well except for CC. I looked through my bag and noticed
my bear wasn't there.
"JINXXY-BEAR!" I yelled which i don't normally do.
"What? Whats wrong?" Jinxx asked running in.
"I can't find my bear." i say calmly.
"Here. He wouldn't fit in your bag so I put him in my bag." He said handing me him.
"Jinxxy-bear." I said and hugged my bear.
"I thought I was your Jinxxy-bear" Jinxx whined.
"You are Jinxx." I said and yawned.
"If your tired sleep." Jinxx said.
And now i get to go to wonderland. YAY!

Notes

well forth chapter and its 1 in the morning im tired....night