My Precious Scar
I can't
Ashley's POV
“She weren’t there man, she weren’t fuckin’ there!” I groan coming off stage hurt obviously showing in my voice or maybe it was just disappointment at not getting laid. “Dude there’s plenty of other chicks who would love a purdy nite if ya get what I mean.” I heard CC call back winking cheekily as he twirls his drumstick in the air as we walked to the dressing room. I roll my eyes hearing a few clicks and a “ooh” as he drops them. “Anyway, “He begins bending down picking up his drumsticks “I thought you were the love ‘em leave ‘em type. She was that good huh?” He grinned nudging me for all the sleazy details. I chuckled thinking about it “I don’t know dude, maybe she was.”
“Ash, don’t leave me.” She whispered softly nuzzling into my neck leaving hot kisses along my jawline. I huffed resting my head on top of hers my heart heavy with emotions. I didn’t want to leave her, I didn’t for once in my life I wanted to pull her closer and block out the world around us. The sad truth is you can’t…it keeps moving, I keep moving. “Ash…?” I heard her sweet voice call my name bring me out my thoughts her childlike hands brushing the hair out of my face as she’s now sitting up watching my expression her long flame red hair trailing down her bare back. “I can’t Scar, I’m on tour you know that babe.” I smile weakly biting my lip trying my best not to show the emotion eating away inside. I can’t Scar…
I jumped sensing someone shaking my shoulder and the noises of heavy traffic consume me “Ash… Dude..?” he looked over me a hint of worry tinting his caramel brown eyes. “I’m fine man, where do you say those hot chicks where?” I shivered slightly from the breeze snuggling in my leather jacket London was freezing this time of year. “Come on this way man we’ll get ya sorted.” A wide grin spread across his face. If there’s one thing he loves nearly as much as pugs it’s partyin’ and chicks and boy can we party.
Scar’s POV
“Stop the train.” I signed frantically my feet pounding against the pavement as I ran onto the platform my breath hitched as the train pulled away. “You have to stop the train I need to be on there you don’t understand.” I signed desperately to the conductor my heart leaping out my chest the further the train went out the station. It’s getting further and further out of reach. “For love, do it for love.” I smiled weakly though my heart was ripping out my chest watching my last chance of hope run away.
He shuffled turning around smiling politely showing me his crooked teeth “Sorry Ma’am no can do. You’ll have to catch the next one tomorrow morning.” He said taking of his hat screwing it up fitting in his pocket revealing his balding head. Tomorrow morning…fuck. I promised him I’d be there. I can't
I gasped falling to the ground scrapping my knees as my tired legs gave out below me I wiped my damp cheeks though I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I couldn’t even keep a promise, get a train on time. She’s right I’m a failure…a disappointment. I sobbed louder my heart shattering in my chest all I wanted was his warm arms around me. To surround myself in his scent axe and peppermint I remember it fondly. To be safe. A moment of happiness for a live of misery was that too much to ask? I gulped counting my remaining money I only had enough for a train ticket for Southampton that was it I was broke. “Dance like no one's watching; sing like no one's listening; love like you can't get hurt, and live like there's no tomorrow.” I mouth to myself remembering one of his old tweets smiling weakly I gathered myself together before heading to the ticket desk. That's exactly what I as going to do live like there's no tomorrow. “One ticket to Southampton, don’t bother with a return.” I manage to sign quickly thankfully she understood.
“She weren’t there man, she weren’t fuckin’ there!” I groan coming off stage hurt obviously showing in my voice or maybe it was just disappointment at not getting laid. “Dude there’s plenty of other chicks who would love a purdy nite if ya get what I mean.” I heard CC call back winking cheekily as he twirls his drumstick in the air as we walked to the dressing room. I roll my eyes hearing a few clicks and a “ooh” as he drops them. “Anyway, “He begins bending down picking up his drumsticks “I thought you were the love ‘em leave ‘em type. She was that good huh?” He grinned nudging me for all the sleazy details. I chuckled thinking about it “I don’t know dude, maybe she was.”
“Ash, don’t leave me.” She whispered softly nuzzling into my neck leaving hot kisses along my jawline. I huffed resting my head on top of hers my heart heavy with emotions. I didn’t want to leave her, I didn’t for once in my life I wanted to pull her closer and block out the world around us. The sad truth is you can’t…it keeps moving, I keep moving. “Ash…?” I heard her sweet voice call my name bring me out my thoughts her childlike hands brushing the hair out of my face as she’s now sitting up watching my expression her long flame red hair trailing down her bare back. “I can’t Scar, I’m on tour you know that babe.” I smile weakly biting my lip trying my best not to show the emotion eating away inside. I can’t Scar…
I jumped sensing someone shaking my shoulder and the noises of heavy traffic consume me “Ash… Dude..?” he looked over me a hint of worry tinting his caramel brown eyes. “I’m fine man, where do you say those hot chicks where?” I shivered slightly from the breeze snuggling in my leather jacket London was freezing this time of year. “Come on this way man we’ll get ya sorted.” A wide grin spread across his face. If there’s one thing he loves nearly as much as pugs it’s partyin’ and chicks and boy can we party.
Scar’s POV
“Stop the train.” I signed frantically my feet pounding against the pavement as I ran onto the platform my breath hitched as the train pulled away. “You have to stop the train I need to be on there you don’t understand.” I signed desperately to the conductor my heart leaping out my chest the further the train went out the station. It’s getting further and further out of reach. “For love, do it for love.” I smiled weakly though my heart was ripping out my chest watching my last chance of hope run away.
He shuffled turning around smiling politely showing me his crooked teeth “Sorry Ma’am no can do. You’ll have to catch the next one tomorrow morning.” He said taking of his hat screwing it up fitting in his pocket revealing his balding head. Tomorrow morning…fuck. I promised him I’d be there. I can't
I gasped falling to the ground scrapping my knees as my tired legs gave out below me I wiped my damp cheeks though I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I couldn’t even keep a promise, get a train on time. She’s right I’m a failure…a disappointment. I sobbed louder my heart shattering in my chest all I wanted was his warm arms around me. To surround myself in his scent axe and peppermint I remember it fondly. To be safe. A moment of happiness for a live of misery was that too much to ask? I gulped counting my remaining money I only had enough for a train ticket for Southampton that was it I was broke. “Dance like no one's watching; sing like no one's listening; love like you can't get hurt, and live like there's no tomorrow.” I mouth to myself remembering one of his old tweets smiling weakly I gathered myself together before heading to the ticket desk. That's exactly what I as going to do live like there's no tomorrow. “One ticket to Southampton, don’t bother with a return.” I manage to sign quickly thankfully she understood.
short but very goo
6/11/14