"Mommy?" i turn to A.J who has a weird expression on his face, his batman pajama's loose around his body, he walks in my room with a heavy sigh, he crash on the bed eyeing me impassively. "You daddy whole."

I bend down with a small smile. "I will try angel, i want you happy that is all that matter at this moment if you are not happy than my whole world is not happy. You understand what i am saying?"

He shook his head quickly. "Okay, remember when you and me watch happy family together?"

he nods. "Well do you want that Andrew? do you want daddy to be with us will it make you smile?"

"Daddy love me."

i smile and nod. "Daddy loves you so much, he loves you this much," i held out my hands making a huge circle. "do you want daddy to be with mommy?"

"I want happy family." I give my son a big hug patting his back softly. "Okay angel. i will make us a happy family but remember Andrew you are my first in everything okay."

"I love you mommy."

"And i you angel," i let him go wiping a tear from my eye. "Mommy is going to daddy's concert than when i come home mommy will bring you shirt with daddy's face on okay."

"deal." i shook his tiny hand and nod.

"Deal batman, go to Nana." He nods and kiss my temple, with that he ran out to my mother's room.

i grab my jacket and went out the house with a heavy heart and soul.

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I came to the venue seeing Jade and Kara with huge smiles on their faces. "Oh just wiped that smug of your faces, i am back."

they clap their hands together dancing like idiots in front of the venue, the fans just eyed them weirdly. We came to the security guard who hugged Kara and Jade giving them both passes me included, they must of know them, seeing both these girls went to over a million concerts now seeing also Kara is married to playboy Purdy. i slowly walked down the hallway to a black door engraved in it 'BLACK VEIL BRIDES DRESSING ROOM' Kara open it and smiles welcomes them. i stroll slowly behind them with a heavy sigh.

Everyone stopped dead in their tracks seeing me, stunned that i came but also happy. "Hey guys." i mummer giving a half wave. I was surrounded in seconds by Jake, CC, Jinxx and Ashley, eight arms around me like a shield protecting me from harm... i missed being here. In their arms and most importantly in their presence. "suffocating me, please let me go,."

"Never!" Jinxx yells.

"We just got you back!" Ashley bellows as well.

i push them back with a heavy grunt. "I am not leaving, i am staying," i turn to Andy with a smile. "Hopefully for good this time right?"

"Yes." Andy nods.

Jon came in putting one finger in the air. "Lets do it!" Jake bellows running outside with the girls, the boys included. I turn to Andy with a small smile, he stalked slowly till he is in front of me, his hand on my cheek brushing against it .

"Watch the chemicals react." He mummers with a smirk.

I burst from laughter shaking my head side to side. "Don't recite my own lyrics to me Andy."

"What did A.J say?"

"he want's a shirt, and he wants you to be in the family. He wants his daddy and i am not gonna not make his wish come true,"

"Can i ask you a question?"

"Yeah, what's up?"

"May i kiss you. For good luck."

"When did the famous Andrew Biersack needs luck, you were born with it."

"I love you," before i could answer his lips was on mine, holy shit..... i missed this. My arms rapped around his neck as he pulls me up to his length. Both our lips turn into small smiles. He lets go of me with a heavy sigh.

"Go. We need you go save lives. i will be in the crowd."

He walked out but not before he kiss me one last time. "Go Andy." i push him out with a smile.

I close my eyes leaning on the wall, "This would be so much easier if i did not ran away in the first place." i push myself from the wall walking down the hallway. i came through the doors with a sigh. Lets do it.

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