Victorias pov

"is it my fault? Is it because I'm not pretty enough? Why am I so damn ugly and stupid it is my fault all my fault isn't it?" I ask Andy, when Juilet finally leaves. I can't help the tears that flow down my face. He shakes his head, "No Vict no you are beautiful!" "No I'm not andy I'm a terrible excuse for a girlfriend! Hell I'm a terrible excuse for a person!" I sob. This was tearing me apart from the inside out. I hit my hand against the wall, and I feel the pain flow up my hand to my arm. I don't care anymore. Andy takes my hand and looks up into my eyes, his eyes shining a bright blue.

"Vict...," I refuse to look at him, "Vict look at me." I slowly move my eyes back to his. "You are a beautiful person. If he moved on to someone else, then he never deserved you in the first place, do you understand?" I shake my head. No I didn't understand. I loved Sam so much, and then he just leaves, moves on with someone else. I had been so easily tricked. I felt like a fool.

maybe I was a fool.

I begin to cry again.

God Victoria your such a fucking crybaby no wonder Sam left you it's all your fault you never deserved him, says an evil voice in my head.

and I believe it.

maybe, just maybe, because it's true.

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