Daddy Andy

"Lyrik? Are you ever going to get up?" A hazy voice called to me. I had the biggest smile on my face remembering everything of the night prior. It was as if I lived in a Disney movie. Birds were singing, the sun was shining, music played softly in the distance. A hand slid around my stomach as I rolled and stretched awake. Lips grazed my bare skin and a giggle escaped my lips. As I slowly opened my eyes a shock came over me. I wasnt at home. The person touching me wasnt my father. I know that sounds so wrong in its entireity. I jumped out of the mess of what I was laying on and stuttered into focus my surroundings. I tried to cover myself up. I tried to speak. Nothing was coming out in understandable english.

"Why am I here? What did you do to me? Why you?" I backed myself into a wall as he just stared at me in a synical way. " I was home. I was with, ..I wanted.." I was beside myself. Did I really just let this guy, this boy take me in the most intimate of ways all the while thinking it was with whom I love truly?

"Lyrik, baby. You dont remember?" chuckling a little at my dispense. I wanted to glare at him. I wanted to take it all back. I wanted to scream. "Must have been some very great drugs you chose to take." He sat up slowly the ripple of his muscles did an involuntary spasm inside me. I stared down at my body wondering where this betrayal came from. His chuckle sent my head flying up to look at him. He just gazed at me. "You cried for what seemed like forever, about your loss of love. I carried you to my car and drove us here." His arms stretched out to emphasize his home. I didnt look around I just stayed focused on him. "You kept saying 'I want to feel loved' over and over again. I told you I could but it wouldnt be what you dreamed of for so long." I shook my head back and forth. "No, I wouldnt ask you. I couldnt ask you." Tears started a fresh streak down my face. "I've gotta get home." I rushed around to gather my clothes. Fumbling to put them on while not letting him see much of me...again. I just finished putting my shirt on when he spun me around his hands on my ribs pinning me to the closest wall. Fear shown in my eyes, my face frozen.

"Baby.." I spit in his face. "You can never call me that. You arent.." He shook me. "HIM!? I know I'm not your dear father. I know of your sick and twisted desires involving him and him with you. I know you've had escapades with Vyktor. I know you've been hiding some even if its a little infatuation with me. I see it as you wish to longingly be able to have a real, open relationship. That you're meant to have. You cant have that with Vyktor or your father. You let me inside you." I went to go open my mouth in protest when he sternly looked at me. "No, 'baby' we didnt have sex. I couldnt do that and not feel guilt. You let me inside you on a personal level. You were free, to laugh, to smile, to touch, to be touched." His hands trailed down my sides as he spoke. My breath i didnt know I was holding let out shakily and slow. "Now, as for us being naked...we had our own fun. And you, little miss, enjoyed it." I looked away from his face. His sexy smirk, his peircing blue eyes...no why was I thinking this way? He was right though. I had a list of men I could never rightfully have. I experienced a mile marker and couldnt remember a thing. All I remembered was a lustful fake dream. My body was suddenly cold as his touch moved away from me. I couldnt believe I missed it. I couldnt believe I wanted to remember. He was putting on pants when I came to from my thoughts. I shyly walked over to him. Standing in front of him I slowly and jerkingly placed my hand on his face. His eyes focused on me.

Where is she? I cant believe my daughter is missing. Her phone is here with me. How would I be able to get ahold of her let alone know where shes gone? I continued to pace my square footage of my house. The guys were either calling police, hospitals, friends or biting their nails, eyes in a daze, fear on their faces. This wasnt my daughters normal behavior. Then again nothing lately has been normal. My pack of smokes was dwindling, I couldnt focus. "Where would she have gone AB?" Ashley asked as he stared out our living room window hoping she'd come walking up the drive at any moment. A knock came to the door and we all rushed to it at the same time. "Vyktor? What brings you here?" I asked puzzled. I didnt know he knew where his students, my daughter lived. "I have something I would think would help you find Lyrik." I motioned him inside, a stern look on my face. "Go on."

"I caught that one boy, Leon, stalking her the other night. I gave him a nice warning, but she didnt show up to training tonight and thats not like her. Theres a whole lot of weird things going on with her lately that isnt the norm since he showed up in town." My hand under my chin I studied his words and how he spoke. There was a glint in his eye. "He's bad news Mr B. I figured a father would want to know about the kids around his daughter." Everyone around me was asking twenty questions. 'Do you know where he lives? Did you see her with him today?' It came all too clear that he knew more than what he was letting us see or hear. "Whats your deal then Vyktor? You seem to know alot regarding my daughter and this boy or even her whereabouts. If I find out you have anything to do with her missing, I'll find out. I'll ruin you." His face went from worry to snake. "Cant get anything past you Mr. B."

"Shes my daughter you lunatic." I was losing patience with him and not having any answers regarding Lyriks whereabouts. "I want your blessing to be with her." He stated as if it was normal for a teacher and student to be together. Just bluntly, openily asked. I was bewildered. I stood there shocked. The moment that anger hit me he was gone. My friends, bandmates, brothers already kicked him out and were yelling profanities at him. Telling him he'd never see her again, she was no longer his student. I stood staring at the sky, praying she was ok. I'd find her safe and sound.

*Before Lyrik awoke*

"Yes she's here with me. We hit if off great. I think she's done with him." I spoke into the receiver. "Just act shocked when he calls. You dont know anything. Of course I didnt, Im not that evil. Shes laying peacefully, smiling next to me. No. I swear this is just business. When its over she'll never know the truth. Alright ill keep you updated. Bye."

I ended the phone call with Her. This was the most twisted job i've ever had. Lyrik turned slightly in her sleep I could see the smile still on her face. I traced designs on her delicate skin. Even though this would be over in a few months time if that, I couldnt lie that I didnt find her beautiful. Enticing. I had to remain focused. This was just a job. I couldnt develop feelings let alone complicate this mission. The black shadow on her back began to fade. The plan was already working. He was losing the fight.

"Leon, I'm sorry. I cant tell you that I remember or know what I feel at the moment. Im scared. Im unsure. You're right though. If I had any chance of having a normal relationship it would be with you. Im just not sure youre trustworthy. Everything that involves you is very skeptical. mysterious. I cant trust myself with you." I saw his eyes change from soothing to dark. "You cant trust me? HA! You find comfort in older men. Men you cant have, let alone handle. You try pulling off this shy little sixteen year old act but really you want to be that bad girl. You want it so bad it scares you. Its why you ran from me at the club that night. Ran right into Vyktor's arms. Into his bed." I slapped him with tears running down my face. "You cant trust yourself because you're scared you'd like it." He just kept talking even as I told him to stop. Drilling his thoughts of me into my mind. I turned away from him thinking that he'd stop that the words he spoke would bounce away from me. His hands gripped my hips, his chest was to my back, he whispered now, right next to my ear. "You want it so bad, you lie for it. You yurn for it, you crave it." His hand grabbed mine and placed it right over his throbbing member in his pants. My breath hitched. "What would you have me do, Leon? Be a slut for your enjoyment. Your fake girlfriend sex slave. You're pathetic." I ripped my hand away. "You want this so bad you cant stand I want someone else. That I refuse to be near you. I wasnt me on those drugs. You want to be able to make me wet by just looking at me, and HE does that. I dream of him and I cum instantly. You could never do that to me! You're..." I was pinned to the wall again. "You want me and it scares you."

"Lies." I forced through seething teeth. Our faces inches away from each other. As his lips grazed mine my mouth opened. He snickered and pulled away. "Kiss your boyfriend goodnight before you leave princess." Gesturing a hug for me. Who was I becoming? I fingered him to me. He pinned me with his body..."Fuck you."

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