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Rebel Love Song

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Ambers POV;
'he came closer,closer.his breath was on my neck.an evil smirk plastered on his face.i stood there.pinned up against a wall,shaking with fear.the tears rolled rapidly down my face.he laughed an terrifying laugh. "well,if your not going to give me what i want,then im going to have to take it.aren't i".i stayed silent,even my sobs couldnt be heard.he ripped my clothing from my tiny frail body,revealing my skinny,boney self.his hand ran up my sides,digging his nails in so far that blood was shed.his lips forced on to mine.his tounge was rammed down my throat.he then started removing his clothing,still frocing his tounge into my mouth.he ripped my underwear from my body,so i was completley naked...'

i sprung awake,tears rolling down my face,sweat rolling down my face.i was shaking at the memory.the memory of the day,ronen raped me.ronen was the most popular boy in school and kept trying to get it on with me.i refused everytime,and everytime he would hit me,beat me.one day i was to weak to fight bak and he won.the main reaseon i am the way i am,is because of that night.i didnt want people to know how useless,worthless,weak and pathetic i was.so i put up a screen and never let anyone,not even the girls and josh,passed it.
i slipped out of my bunk,silently and walked into the living room area.i pulled out my laptop and logged into twitter.i scrolled through my twitter feed to reveal yet more hate.things like;
'your usless whore!your only on the tour to get into andys pants!'
'go die,you fat,worthless bitch!'
"no one actually cares,no one.youre nothing!'
and
'seriously,you whore.andy doesnt like you!you just want to fuck him and leave.you attention whore!youre using the boys as a way to gain fame!just go die,no one cares.you would make people happier.'
i was crying,this had been hapening since rebels united started the tour with bvb.i hadn't told anyone.i checked my facebook and more hate mail.
i ran to the bathroom silently ad searched for my makeup bag.once found,i got my razor and placed it across my wrist,a cut for every insult.a cut for every person.soon,my forearms were gushing blood everywhere. i got up and walked out of the bus and across the venue.if they wanted me to die,i will.
Andys POV;
for fuck sake! why can't i sleep.i tossed and turned constantley.i then heard crying and footsteps pass the bunks.i looked out slyly to see amber in her boxers and a vest,crying.she had what looked like blood gushing from her arms.she left the bus.i followed silently.she walked across the field and out of the venue,me following behind her.she crossed the road,there was no cars,no people.she stood there at the top of a bridge,she started to speak...

Notes

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Comments

this is an amazing story so far and you can talk to me if you ever feeling down update when you can :)
Oh my goodies. Update. Fucking. Soooon!!!! C:
yay yay yay more chapters to come xD : ) .
@batman's kitten
no,more to come x
was this the last ch.