Rebel Love Song
its all my fault
Bens POV;
i rran through the hospital doors,pulling on my shirt.amber is going to be very badly shaken up and will have panic attacks,bad thoughts and do things that would kill me id they happened. i looked around and saw ambers bright red hair,messed up,matted and all over the place,ticking up.she was curled in a ball on the chair.i ran to her side. "amber,love.its me.ben" i said wrapping my arms around her "ben?"sh said looking up,her make up was everywhere,her eyes were red and puffy and all blood shot, and her face tear stained.she had blood on her hands and legs.i instantly jumped to conclusions "yes its me,amber what did you" i asked,on the verge of tears. she looked confused then sa the blood "its not mine,its andys" she cried. i pulled her into my chest.she was shaking violently and her sobbs were uncrontolled.i began to cry a little,seeing amber like this is so painful.i held her close just to be interrupted by a police officer. "hello,is that amber?" she asked,pointing to the girl,breaking down in my arms. i nodded "can i speak to her,please" "amber,can you speak to the ploice officer?" i asked quietly.she looked up,still crying and nodded.
"right,amber.what happened tonight between ronen and andy.?"
"well,we were walking bak to the tour bus after a show when andy stopped me outside of the dor and said he wanted to tell me somthing. he was only able to say 'amber,i..' before he fell to the ground unconcious.his head was bleeding rapidly.i saw ronen behined him,metal bar in hand.he was smirking.i screamned and lashed out him,then the others came out of the bus" amber cried "okay,so is there anything that could of provoked ronen to do that?" "no,only the fact that earlier that day andy got into a fight with him and won.but that was because,hee,umm...raped me" she said the last bit quietly.i felt anger corse through my veins,i needed to punch something.but i held it in. "okay,when did he raped you,sweetie?" "i was sixteen so 2 years ago.andy only found out becuase i hat a flash back/dream about it and i woke up.the night that happened i tried to kill myself because of 1)the memories made me feel worthless and 2) i was recieving alot of hate.i have serious depression so i hurt more than it should have. anyway,thats it.nothing else,they only met earlier" amber said,tears still rolling down her face.my heart was shattering."okay,right.we'll need a court case to determine the outcome and sentencing ronen will recieve.there is no doubt that he is guilty of rape,ABH,assult and attempted murder.because that is what it sounds like.okay,thank you for your time.see you soon.we'll be in contact about the court case.goodbye" the women got up and left.i pulled amber back into my arms where she cried so much she could over flow the atlantic ocean.but thats understandable,the man she loves is in hospital,he saved her,and he might be gone.i hushed amber and held her close.
---5 hour later---
Ambers POV;
"Andrew biersack?" the lady called out.me and ben shot up.the nurse walked over to us and began to speak "right,andrew is alive but in crtitcal condition.he will survive but he will have to stay in hospital for 2 months.when he fell he broke 3 ribs and 2 of his fingers as well as his ankle.he cracked his skull and has a concussion.hw ont wake up for a while but he is stable.you are welcome to sit with him in his room" i nodded and aid thank you and me an ben hurried to his room.
i took a deep breath and opened the door.what i saw made my heart shatter and the tears sarted to flow once again.andy,hooked up to moniters,drips and machines,bandages around his ankle,which was supported by a slig that held his foot in the air,he had bandages aroun his head and his fingers were strapped up.he also had his ribs strapped up,again.his face pale,but a deathly pale.his hair curly and draped around his face. fell to the side of his bed and took hold of his hand. "im so sorry,this is all mu fault,i should of never told you.if you had never met me ,you wouldnt be here.im so so sorry" i cried,knowing he wouldnt be able to here me.ben wrapped his arms around me again,i cried into his chest still holding andys hand.its all my fault.
i rran through the hospital doors,pulling on my shirt.amber is going to be very badly shaken up and will have panic attacks,bad thoughts and do things that would kill me id they happened. i looked around and saw ambers bright red hair,messed up,matted and all over the place,ticking up.she was curled in a ball on the chair.i ran to her side. "amber,love.its me.ben" i said wrapping my arms around her "ben?"sh said looking up,her make up was everywhere,her eyes were red and puffy and all blood shot, and her face tear stained.she had blood on her hands and legs.i instantly jumped to conclusions "yes its me,amber what did you" i asked,on the verge of tears. she looked confused then sa the blood "its not mine,its andys" she cried. i pulled her into my chest.she was shaking violently and her sobbs were uncrontolled.i began to cry a little,seeing amber like this is so painful.i held her close just to be interrupted by a police officer. "hello,is that amber?" she asked,pointing to the girl,breaking down in my arms. i nodded "can i speak to her,please" "amber,can you speak to the ploice officer?" i asked quietly.she looked up,still crying and nodded.
"right,amber.what happened tonight between ronen and andy.?"
"well,we were walking bak to the tour bus after a show when andy stopped me outside of the dor and said he wanted to tell me somthing. he was only able to say 'amber,i..' before he fell to the ground unconcious.his head was bleeding rapidly.i saw ronen behined him,metal bar in hand.he was smirking.i screamned and lashed out him,then the others came out of the bus" amber cried "okay,so is there anything that could of provoked ronen to do that?" "no,only the fact that earlier that day andy got into a fight with him and won.but that was because,hee,umm...raped me" she said the last bit quietly.i felt anger corse through my veins,i needed to punch something.but i held it in. "okay,when did he raped you,sweetie?" "i was sixteen so 2 years ago.andy only found out becuase i hat a flash back/dream about it and i woke up.the night that happened i tried to kill myself because of 1)the memories made me feel worthless and 2) i was recieving alot of hate.i have serious depression so i hurt more than it should have. anyway,thats it.nothing else,they only met earlier" amber said,tears still rolling down her face.my heart was shattering."okay,right.we'll need a court case to determine the outcome and sentencing ronen will recieve.there is no doubt that he is guilty of rape,ABH,assult and attempted murder.because that is what it sounds like.okay,thank you for your time.see you soon.we'll be in contact about the court case.goodbye" the women got up and left.i pulled amber back into my arms where she cried so much she could over flow the atlantic ocean.but thats understandable,the man she loves is in hospital,he saved her,and he might be gone.i hushed amber and held her close.
---5 hour later---
Ambers POV;
"Andrew biersack?" the lady called out.me and ben shot up.the nurse walked over to us and began to speak "right,andrew is alive but in crtitcal condition.he will survive but he will have to stay in hospital for 2 months.when he fell he broke 3 ribs and 2 of his fingers as well as his ankle.he cracked his skull and has a concussion.hw ont wake up for a while but he is stable.you are welcome to sit with him in his room" i nodded and aid thank you and me an ben hurried to his room.
i took a deep breath and opened the door.what i saw made my heart shatter and the tears sarted to flow once again.andy,hooked up to moniters,drips and machines,bandages around his ankle,which was supported by a slig that held his foot in the air,he had bandages aroun his head and his fingers were strapped up.he also had his ribs strapped up,again.his face pale,but a deathly pale.his hair curly and draped around his face. fell to the side of his bed and took hold of his hand. "im so sorry,this is all mu fault,i should of never told you.if you had never met me ,you wouldnt be here.im so so sorry" i cried,knowing he wouldnt be able to here me.ben wrapped his arms around me again,i cried into his chest still holding andys hand.its all my fault.
6/3/13