Rebel Love Song
who's ronen?
Ambers POV;
I woke up a bunk that wasn't mine,granted there was batman bed sheets but they weren't mine.they smelt like andy.my head was pounding and my arms ached and stung.then the events of last night hit me.i started to sob again.i'm alive.why?.i don't want to cause anymore trouble or be a burden anymore.urrhhggg.im a twat.everyone is probaly planning my mental help now.
i stepped out ofthe bunk and hobbled to the living area where everyone was crying.then,all eyes where on me.i was still sobbing."amber"andy said his voice cracking.he then engulfed meinto a huge hug where i sobbed into his chest quietly."shhhh,itsokay now.you're safe" andy cooed,stroking my hair.
after a while my sobs ded down and i was able to speak. "amber whos ronen?"ashley asked,concern filled his voice.i froze.my eyes widened."he..he-s.he..raped me" i sighed,tears fallling freeling down my cheeks.i heard gasps. "im going to kill that motherfucker!!" sally and josh yelled in unison. "how dare that fucking cunt!" andy screamed. i coward away,scared.i then felt a pair of arms slither around my shoulders. "don't worry,we'll find him and he won't be hurting you anymore"megan said smiling,a sad caring smile.i nodded and tired to return a small weak smiled but i couldn't even do that."wait,ronen as in head of the football team,has aids,fucks every girl,asshole ronen" caitlin questioned "the onewho kept trying to get off with you?" i nodded."well,i know where he is.he's my mums,step sisters son.he's in washington" caitling said through gritted teeth "he goes to college there now" "well thats our next stop,that little fucker is gonna get whats coming" cc yelled. everyoe agreed and i just stayed quiet.im scared,so scared.
I woke up a bunk that wasn't mine,granted there was batman bed sheets but they weren't mine.they smelt like andy.my head was pounding and my arms ached and stung.then the events of last night hit me.i started to sob again.i'm alive.why?.i don't want to cause anymore trouble or be a burden anymore.urrhhggg.im a twat.everyone is probaly planning my mental help now.
i stepped out ofthe bunk and hobbled to the living area where everyone was crying.then,all eyes where on me.i was still sobbing."amber"andy said his voice cracking.he then engulfed meinto a huge hug where i sobbed into his chest quietly."shhhh,itsokay now.you're safe" andy cooed,stroking my hair.
after a while my sobs ded down and i was able to speak. "amber whos ronen?"ashley asked,concern filled his voice.i froze.my eyes widened."he..he-s.he..raped me" i sighed,tears fallling freeling down my cheeks.i heard gasps. "im going to kill that motherfucker!!" sally and josh yelled in unison. "how dare that fucking cunt!" andy screamed. i coward away,scared.i then felt a pair of arms slither around my shoulders. "don't worry,we'll find him and he won't be hurting you anymore"megan said smiling,a sad caring smile.i nodded and tired to return a small weak smiled but i couldn't even do that."wait,ronen as in head of the football team,has aids,fucks every girl,asshole ronen" caitlin questioned "the onewho kept trying to get off with you?" i nodded."well,i know where he is.he's my mums,step sisters son.he's in washington" caitling said through gritted teeth "he goes to college there now" "well thats our next stop,that little fucker is gonna get whats coming" cc yelled. everyoe agreed and i just stayed quiet.im scared,so scared.
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