Rebel Love Song
last time
Andys POV;
i woke up the morning after.last nights events flashing through my head. why would she try and kill herself?
i look to my side to see amber asleep,peacefully.her eyes were still red and puffy and there was tear stains still printed on her perfect cheeks.i gently stroked ambers cheek bone.she stirred a little "andy?"she whipsered in a small,scared voice. "shh,yes its me.its okay,im here" i tried to calm her.tears started to roll down her perfect face"he coming to get me,he's going to get me" she cried.i pulled a crying amber to mu lap and stroked her hair "who?and he's not going to get you" i asked slightly confused "ronen,he'sgoing to get me!he's going to find me!" she cried.it pained me so much to see her like this.who was ronen? "sweety,who's ronen?" i asked holding her to my chest "he going to get me and its going to happen again.i cant andy! not again! please!!"she screamed,terror in her voice.blood was running from the bandages aswell.shit.the cuts had opened."shh,i wont let him hurt you.wait here." i kissed ambers forehead and ran for the first aid kit.i came back to amber still crying and her arms bleeding like crazy. "whats going on!!" i heard caitlins voice and a set of footsteps running towards my bunk.she looked in my bunk and her face was full of terror. "amber!" she went to hug her but i put my hand out "what the fuck! she is crying let me hug her!why is she cryin!!!?? if youve hurt her imma kill you!!" she screamed.amber still laid crying. "its not me i promise,let me talk to her and sort her out and i'll explain later" i pleaded. caitling sighed "fine but whoever done this to her is gonna regret it" sh mumbled as she walked back to her bunk.
i climbed in next to amber and took her in my arms again.
i gently re-wrapped her arms and cleaned her up.
after about 20 minutes ambers crying died down a bit.and she fell asleep.i placed her under the covers and pulled them up to her shoulders.after that i went round to all the bunks "guys get up,i need to talk to all of you.please its important" i begged.they all grumbled and jumped out of the bunks.we all walked to the living area and sat down.
"whats up dickweed,it better be fucking important to wake me up at 8 in the morning"josh grumbled,rubbing his eyes."its is.its about amber...last night,amber tried to umm,commit suicide.sh had cut all the way up her forearms and tried to jump off the bridge over the road.she thinks she'sa burden and would be making everyone happy by killing herself." i said,tears rolling down my cheeks.everyone was shocked and then tears sprung from each of their eyes. "not again,is she okay?is she in hospital?i cant lose her.last time was to close!" sally screamed "she is in my bunk,asleep.and what do you mean last time" i asked,teras falling freely among my face. "when amber was 17,a few days after her birthday actually,sh tried to commit suicide.she had cut all up her forearms and overdosed on sleeping pills.we aren't completley sure on why but she was in a coma for 7 months and in the 5 month we almost lost her,she went ito cardiac arrest.
her parents didnt care,infact they found amusing that their daughter almost died and only survived by the skin of her teeth." megan said,as sallywas cryingso much she couldnt and didnt want to speak about it.
i am going to find out why she tried to kill herself and who this ronen person is.because if if has hurt amber in anyway i am going to beat him so bad he will need a shovel to dig his grave.
i woke up the morning after.last nights events flashing through my head. why would she try and kill herself?
i look to my side to see amber asleep,peacefully.her eyes were still red and puffy and there was tear stains still printed on her perfect cheeks.i gently stroked ambers cheek bone.she stirred a little "andy?"she whipsered in a small,scared voice. "shh,yes its me.its okay,im here" i tried to calm her.tears started to roll down her perfect face"he coming to get me,he's going to get me" she cried.i pulled a crying amber to mu lap and stroked her hair "who?and he's not going to get you" i asked slightly confused "ronen,he'sgoing to get me!he's going to find me!" she cried.it pained me so much to see her like this.who was ronen? "sweety,who's ronen?" i asked holding her to my chest "he going to get me and its going to happen again.i cant andy! not again! please!!"she screamed,terror in her voice.blood was running from the bandages aswell.shit.the cuts had opened."shh,i wont let him hurt you.wait here." i kissed ambers forehead and ran for the first aid kit.i came back to amber still crying and her arms bleeding like crazy. "whats going on!!" i heard caitlins voice and a set of footsteps running towards my bunk.she looked in my bunk and her face was full of terror. "amber!" she went to hug her but i put my hand out "what the fuck! she is crying let me hug her!why is she cryin!!!?? if youve hurt her imma kill you!!" she screamed.amber still laid crying. "its not me i promise,let me talk to her and sort her out and i'll explain later" i pleaded. caitling sighed "fine but whoever done this to her is gonna regret it" sh mumbled as she walked back to her bunk.
i climbed in next to amber and took her in my arms again.
i gently re-wrapped her arms and cleaned her up.
after about 20 minutes ambers crying died down a bit.and she fell asleep.i placed her under the covers and pulled them up to her shoulders.after that i went round to all the bunks "guys get up,i need to talk to all of you.please its important" i begged.they all grumbled and jumped out of the bunks.we all walked to the living area and sat down.
"whats up dickweed,it better be fucking important to wake me up at 8 in the morning"josh grumbled,rubbing his eyes."its is.its about amber...last night,amber tried to umm,commit suicide.sh had cut all the way up her forearms and tried to jump off the bridge over the road.she thinks she'sa burden and would be making everyone happy by killing herself." i said,tears rolling down my cheeks.everyone was shocked and then tears sprung from each of their eyes. "not again,is she okay?is she in hospital?i cant lose her.last time was to close!" sally screamed "she is in my bunk,asleep.and what do you mean last time" i asked,teras falling freely among my face. "when amber was 17,a few days after her birthday actually,sh tried to commit suicide.she had cut all up her forearms and overdosed on sleeping pills.we aren't completley sure on why but she was in a coma for 7 months and in the 5 month we almost lost her,she went ito cardiac arrest.
her parents didnt care,infact they found amusing that their daughter almost died and only survived by the skin of her teeth." megan said,as sallywas cryingso much she couldnt and didnt want to speak about it.
i am going to find out why she tried to kill herself and who this ronen person is.because if if has hurt amber in anyway i am going to beat him so bad he will need a shovel to dig his grave.
6/3/13