A devil's Kiss (Andy Biersack LS)

The concert was amazing, I can't still rap my dome around that Jinxx was my anonymous friend. Its so weird. How did he log into my account? Was he smarter than me?

"Enjoy the concert?" Huh?

I nod slowly giving them my CD.

"Oh my god I love you so much!" A girl yells at Andy. He gave her a huge hug and talked. I wish he could hug me.

"You wanna ride home angel?" Jinxx asks, the girl and her friend turn to me shocked.

"Yeah." Was all I could say.

"Here you go." Jinxx threw the keys at me and winked. Being the clumsy person I am I let it fall.

"Uh.. K." I nod walking out of the meet and greet.

As I walk down in the parking lot the same two girls cornered me. "You know Black Veil Brides? How?" The black head asks.

"are you and Jinxx together?" The blonde one asks.

"My parents live next to them, no we are not together, bye." I guile my way through the girls pacing up to Jinxx's car.

What's up will the questions? Damn.

I grab my phone deciding to post a entry.

In love

The way Andy looked at his fans send shivers down my unlikely cold spine, he truly loves his BVB family. He loves me as well. But just a a fan. Nothing much. I really want to know him.. Not as a boyfriend but as a friend. He is amazing in every single way. Too bad he is not single and see through me.

Sigh... Life is a bitch. Right?

I slam my phone shut and climbed in the car.

Monday is around the corner and I am freaking out.

"Hey!" Andy startles me as he climbs in. No.. Where is Jinxx?

"Hi...hi.."

"U okay?" What sort of question is that? Am I okay! No I am not okay. I did not answer

"Jinxx will be out in a bit."

"Alright." I look down at my bvb screen saver tapping my finger slowly on the screen.

"Your a girl right?"

Huh?

"Ye..s I am girl."

He laughs and shook his head. "Sorry I am just uh, really confused now. I want to surprise Jules with a romantic dinner, and I don't know what to do."

Oh my god! Is he kidding with me. "Will you help me?"

"No. I mean yeah. What do you have in mind?" Smile idiot! I put a smile on my face but failed.

"Thinking dinner at the house, roses candlelight, any ideas?"


Well if it was me I would "yeah, I am sure 'Jules' is not a hand full so I would say don't go too out. Present her with a black rose when she enters. Tell her what makes her amazing. Don't make a big deal, just be your self, that's why se fell in love with you in the first place right?" I look through my eye lashes as my eyes water up.

"Yeah, definitely thanks angel."

"Yeah, sure." He nods kissing my cheek and climbed out the car.
I am alone now. I begin to sob, my tears tasting like pain and a pinch of jealousy.

The door opens as my hand reach my cheek to wipe the remaining heartache
"You okay angel?"

I turn my head to Jinxx and pulled a fake grin on my face. "I am okay."

"Sure about that angel?"

"I am okay, I am fine. I am okay." I sniff a bit turning my head to window. I just need to go home.

15 minutes later we came to our houses. "Have a good night." I whisper climbing out, practically running to the front door. I open it running in slamming the door shut.

I ran up stairs to my room, I grab my laptop and create a new blog account. An account Jinxx can't see.

Title?

Feelings towards the devil.

I have been stabbed tonight, I have been stabbed in my heart and I am still bleeding. The wounds won't heal like the scars on my wrist. I need someone to say something, anything. I am crying, why am I crying? Am I in love with someone who does not love me back. How am I going to heal?

The best way I know. Forget about it.

I log off running to my cd collection. I grab all my black veil brides posters and CdS and put into a trash bag.

I ran out my room to the basement and throw it in the corner. Same with my merch shirts and bracelets.

I crash back down on my bed plugging in my IPOD.

Hold on till may by PTV begins to play and so did my soul. Its playing a beat I can't dance to, can't sing to.

»Sunday«

I woke up and did my normal routine. I plug my IPOD in and blast Sleeping with sirens.

"I see you driving down town with the boy I love and I am like fuck you! And fuck her too!" I sang with Kellin Quinn grabbing my red shorts and a guns and roses tank top.

My phone buzzes seeing its Jenny.

"Hello?"

"Faith, sorry I have been grounded."

I giggle shaking my head. "Its okay Jen, what did you do this time?"

"Nothing!" She yells with laughter. "Blah! I got a C in math."


"That's bad. Your mom and dad really want you to join their elite group in Stanford. I am going back to school tomorrow." "What?"

"Yep."

"Are you sure princess? What happen-"

"I know, but its a new school maybe I can at least to fit in."

"Yeah, nop. You ain't gonna fit in kid."

I burst from laughter agreeing. "So true."

"Bye!"

"Later!"

I hung up and walk down stairs, seeing a note on the front door. •Faith, will be home in three days your mother and I needed to go to a conference in New-york. There is microwave food in the fridge, school starts at 7 Love dad•

"great, just great." With a heavy sigh I pull the note of throwing it on the floor. I turn around not before the door bell rang.

I open it slowly seeing its Ashley. "Out of milk neighbor."

I nod waving him inside. "Sure."

I stroll to the kitchen, "your parents said we should keep and eye out for you."

"Cool." I whisper pulling out the carton. "Take it."

"You okay angel?"

"I am fine. Just busy." Not busy just highly frustrated.

"We are having dinner tonight, you in?"

"No, I mean yeah."

"Cools jazz," he takes the milk giving me a wink. "See you at 8."

With that he walked out my house.

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