A devil's Kiss (Andy Biersack LS)

That moment when you walk with a famous person and everyone is looking at you and probably thinking; "huh?" Oh yeah my same face expression. Confused, excited and literally trying to hold in my god forsaken Fan girl.

Do not look them in the eyes, do not look them in the eyes. I keep repeating the mantra in my head.

We came to a little restaurant that serves buffet. Crap all the food.

"Table for three." Andy announced to the hostess. She turned around and her face expression also complimenting mine.

"Of... Course sirs." She whispers showing us to a table.

I honestly don't know what happen but when I, Ashley and Andy sat down we all pulled out our phones.

"Anything to drink?"

"Beer." Ashley says.

"Same here." Andy agreed.

"Miss, anything to drink?" I turn to her still shocked.

I need something strong. But hell its not even midday yet. Hell somewhere in the world its midday. "Bourbon neat."

"Coming right up." She says walking away.

My alarm startled the whole table. Crap I forgot too put it off.

"Uh sorry." The phone was in my hand and the next on the table, I am so F nervous! "You sure you are a fan?" Ashley questions. Am I fan? Uh Duh! "Ye..ss." Tongue tied instantly.

"What can you tell us about your self?"

Expect freaking out? "Dropped out of school after my mum left my dad and I. Been bullied a lot you know the usual." I muter dryly.

Its no secret mum left us. I am not ashamed of it.

"So Mandy is not your real mom?"

I shook my head side to side. "No."

"I am sorry."

Andy is feeling sorry for me? well that's the first emotional attraction he gave to me. It just suck it sympathy and not love.

"Its okay... If u will excuse me."

I stood up and march to the bathroom, well not march more like stalking the bathroom to see if there is anyone in it.

I don't have to pee. I just needed an escape.

Grabbing my phone I log into my blog and post a shorty.

Silence is key. And all about me. I am now in a bathroom. Hiding from my heroes. I can't not face them without fan girling all over them.

They want to know about me. I don't want them to know about me. Reason being my 'about me' revolves around them. Black Veil Brides in the morning. Black Veil Brides in the night. What am I suppose to say? God please send me a sign!

"Uh I love you so much I could lick your faces?" No. Fan girl is so much harder to contain than faith. Me.

Say to the whole world I am obsessed.

"Come fucking on!" I yell angrily seeing another comment.

*anonymous- maybe you should embrace your inner fan girl?*

You kidding?

*invisible girl- who are you?*

*anonymous- not god.*

I slammed the phone shut and walked back in the restaurant.

"What took you so long?" Andy asks with a small smile.

"My bladder was full." Why on earth did you just say that! "I.. Food!" I exclaimed running to the buffet table.

I seize the bacon, some bread and a tofu. "I could just slap you right now." I say to myself putting a hand full of berries in my mouth as I walk down the line.

I walk back to the guys with a grin. "What's wrong with your teeth?" Ashley asks leaning in.

Really? Fucking blue berries.

I slap my hand to my mouth. Embarrassing moment. "Bacon looks yummy." I muter gulping my bourbon.

My heart is beating so hard I swear it could fall out, out of my ass.

"Be right back." Ashley chuckles leaving I and andy alone.

"You okay Faith?"

I don't want to talk, I don't even want to open my fucking mouth.

I nod.

"Don't be nervous, we are just guys."

Guys! Guys! No you are not guys!

"So what are you going to do with your life?"

"Die."

"What?" He asks confused.

"What?" I ask also baffled, it just slipped out the 'die' part.

"You just said die."

I scoff shaking my head. "No. Die. I am mean I did not say die." My legs shaking my jelly.


"You look like you are gonna pass out any moment."

My mouth turn in to a huge O, my hands shivering like crazy.

Andy places his hand on my leg caressing it up and down. "Oh holy shit." I breathe.


Andy's eyes went dark, "You want me to order you some water?"

I seize Ashley's beer from the table gulping it. "No, beer is fine."

I could really use a life raft now

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