A devil's Kiss (Andy Biersack LS)

I walk up to the door with my red eyes, I knock twice and the door opens seeing its... Well look at that can my life get any worse. "Juliet."

"Oh you know me?" She asks confused.

"You are famous." I shrug biting the bottom of my lip.

"True, please come on in."

I nod taking one step at a time. Two arms embrace me as I enter. "Hello Jinxx."

He let's go eyeing me up and down. "Hey!" Ashley and CC yells also giving me a quick.

"You haven't posted anything are you okay?" Jinxx asks with his brow arch.

Ashley, Juliet and CC turned to Jinxx confused. "I am fine, thanks for inviting me."

"Come on in!" Jake bellows giving me a half wave.

"Nice place." My dictionary of words has limited to 5 at the most. Maybe 2. 'Okay' and 'and that's cool' and the obvious 'I am okay thanks.'

We all sat down as Andy hand me a beer. "No thanks." I say with a small smile.

"We won't tell." Jake grins pointing to beer.

"Okay." I say. Seizing the beer from his grip I took a heavy gulp calming my nerves. my black coat tight to my body as I shiver underneath, not from the coldness outside but the coldness in my heart and now my soul.

"Are you fan of my music Faith?" She knows me? Did Andy told her about me?

No I am not. "Yes."

"Cool," she sat down on Andy's leg kissing his cheek softly.

Jinxx turned his head to me "sorry." He mouths.

"About what?" Jake asks, crap he saw.

"Uh.."

Jinxx interjected quickly. "Faith is going to school tomorrow."

"That's awesome!" The guys yells.

"Yeah...." I drifted off. Only jinxx knows my secrets. I did not tell him he found it him self, on my blog.

"Dinner is ready!" Ashley bellows.

a few minutes later we were all in living room yet again with a plate in our hands and a cool drink next to us.

I drifted most of the time off not really caring anymore what they are saying, I have been stabbed.

"What do you think about it Angel?"

I look up to Andy with a small smile. "About what?"

"Told ya, she is not here." CC laughs.

"About Warped tour, you wanna be our merch girl."

When did not happen to me, how I feel about Andy, I would be screaming yes, being the fan girl I am. But now.... "No." I answer in a whisper.

"Why not?" Because I don't want to be near you.

Breaking Benjamin had enough blasted through the echo of the house. Nice safe.

I pulled out my phone seeing its Brandon. I need a friend now.

"Who's Brandon?" Jinxx asks eyeing my screen saver.

I turn to Andy who became red. "A friend from my old town." I stood up walking to the kitchen.


Brandon is Jenny's brother. Gay brother. I only had two friends. That was Jenny and Brandon. The evil twins.

"Brandon?"

"Hey Princess, I miss you."

Tears begin to drip as he says those words. "Oh my god brandon I miss you too, I hate it here. I thought its going to be okay knowing I have am living next door to my idols but its not, Brandon I miss you and Jen, I rather get bullied at my old school, than be here now."

"Shh, princess. Almost there you know our deal is still on right?"

"Yes, soon as we are done with school we will leave live on a awesome island."

He laughs and I am sensing a smirk. "Have you cutted?"

"I know. But I did it today, on my wrist."

"Why?"

"I don't know. Pain. Hate. You know the usual."

"I and Jen are coming to LA for the weekend and we will make you stop."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

"Send my love to your hot stud Matty."

"Sure things. Love you Princess."

"Love you to Bran."

I slam the phone shut with a heavy sigh. I turn around seeing Andy leaning on the door-jam. "So, don't like it here huh?"

"This was a nice dinner thank you for inviting me." I nod and walked away, he grips me tight against the door slamming me into it. "Lemme see it."

How I wanted this... But not like this. "Lemme see it."

Just than Jinxx came with a smile but it quickly vanishes. "Let her go." He commands in a soft tone.

Andy lift up his hands taking two step backs. "Fine. Goodnight angel." He says so sweet, but yet so forceful.

He walk away as Jinxx came up to me with a smile. "You okay Angel?"

"Yeah uh, had a flashback."

"The uh.."

"Its okay Jinxx you can say it. The raping. I have to go." I twirled around walking into the living room. "I am taking my leave, goodnight."

Without waiting them for saying goodbye I march out the door.


As I came into my room, I know that my 'parent' won't yell at me for playing these kind of music in the middle night. My neighbors won't complain they are also rock stars.

I turn the volume up to 100 blasting bring me the horizon bless with a curse...

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