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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 8: Wild Animal

Rebekah's POV
I looked at them, they really found it good? I kept on hiding it from them even if they were in the music industry as Mrs. Taylor always told me it sounded horrible. I knew it wasn't totally true because each time I played, Tori fell asleep. It didn't happen with horrible sound!
But from that to tell it was good? No!
It seemed they thought so, because they asked me to sing another song... Suddenly I couldn't remember any song!

I took my phone, trying to find somehting easy, but I was scared. What if it was aweful? What if they laughed at me? Then I would just turn back to the cold monster they first met!
I picked 'Get Out Alive' from Three Days Grace, easy to sing, easy to cover with guitar!
I started, getting as concentrated as I could, so that their presence wouldn't disturb me.

'No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
They're bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said

If you want to get out alive
Whoa-oh, run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Whoa-oh, run for your life




If I stay, it won't be long
'Til I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
'Til I'm burning on the inside
If I go, and if I go

Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
'

They cheered and laughed, were they mocking at me? Or was I getting paranoid? I was still wondering about it when I felt arms around me... Arms around me? No! Don't hurt me! I pushed who ever was holding me and ran to the bathroom.
No Rebie, they're not all the same... They won't hurt you. You're a rock now! I looked at the tattoo I made in reminder and felt a bit better. I took a deep breath and went back to my room.

Sammi was in Jinxx's arms, she looked terrified. And it was my fault. They were nice to me, but I was just a monster, that was what they made me turn into. I looked at her and said:
“Just don't touch me. It'll be easier for every one.” she quickly nodded then said:
“I hope one day you'll tell me just why. But until this day I won't touch you.” I saw she was hurt, but I couldn't help it. It was too hard for me.

Then they went out of my room, I just ruined everything... I took my guitar and put it in place, I turned around to see Andy there, looking at me. I raised an eyebrow, what did he want? Why didn't he leave me alone as the other?
He slowly walked to me, as if he was testing if I would stay or not. Then he lifted his hand, still slowly. He was acting like with wild animals. But I knew that was exactly what I was...

He touched my cheek, my heart was beating pretty fast, both because I was scared and because it was Andy -fucking- BIERSACK! Meaning one of the hottest male ever... But he wasn't hurting me -... yet?- so I stayed without moving. He lifted my chin and looked at me, his eyes... He had the most perfect blue eyes I have ever seen! It would have been easy for any girl to fall in love with him. But I wasn't 'any girl'...

He smiled at me, why? I didn't know, I hadn't done anything special! I was just there with his hand on my face. Then he leaned in and kissed my forehead, the contact was soft and warm. I couldn't understand this guy, but he was nice to me.
“You are beautiful and amazing. And this even if they hurt you, no matters what they did. You are a strong person.” I looked at him, did he just said I was amazing?

I smiled and he looked down at my lips, he seemed to be looking at the most beautiful thing in the world. He leaned in again, but this time slowly, then kissed my lips, just a peck like on my forehead. Then he smiled as I still didn't run away.
“What is currently disturbing you? The fact that I just kissed you?” I shook my head then replied with a question:
“How do you know something is disturbing me?
-Your eyes. They are the only part of you that speak about your feelings. But you didn't answered me.” I looked up at him, he was taller than me -and than almost everybody- but didn't seem to threaten me.

“I don't want to go to school tomorrow.” he chuckled and his smile went wide. I closed my eyes, if he could really see my emotions through my eyes then I prefered him not to know I loved when he smiled like that...
“It's just your last year, then you'll be free! As you seem to like you freedom.” I smiled a bit, keeping my eyes close. I felt his breath close to me but I kept my eyes shut.
“Open your eyes... Please” I slowly did and almost jumped at how close he actually was.
“Rebie.. There's no need of being scared of me. I hope you'll understand it soon.” he pecked my lips again then suddenly pulled away.

“Have a good night. Don't dream about school!” he said with his low voice. Then he walked out of my room. I stayed here, dumbfounded. What did just happen? When I finally turned back to normal I went to bed, tomorrow I had to wake up earlier.

Tomorrow I had school... And it scared the shit out of me!

Notes

They kissed wohoo! Please comment, I would like to know what you think so far..


Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true