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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 50: Storm Of Rage

Rebekah's P.O.V
It was around 10, the only period I had without Ethan. I was in the back, drawing -as usual- when I felt it. Headache. 'Ethan is in trouble. He's hurt.' shit. I wouldn't be released from the pain until he would be okay.. I knew it sounds creepy, but it was like that when I cared for someone, when I put them under my protection. I put on some music, trying to get rid of the pain, but I knew it wouldn't work..
So I managed to get out of the class room and walked first to the male restroom. But he wasn't there, so I went to his locker... Fucking bullshit from hell!
I felt my anger building inside of me, and the death metal wouldn't help... They were around five guys beating the shit out of Ethan. Which was on the floor, trying to protect his head.

Of course there were no teachers or adult... Of course! Life is unfair. Said the evil voice in my head. But quickly my 'anger' turned into a storm of rage. I felt myself breathing heavily and my hands shaking.. I didn't feel this kind of anger since Tori came in my life. But today, now, yes.. I felt like killing.
They were each physically stronger, but they were five against one, unfair. I ran to them and punched the first face I met.
“What the fuck bitch?” but I just growled, I wasn't really able to talk in this 'mood'. I grabbed a neck and shoved its owner against the wall. Then I violently connected my fist to his face a few times before turning to the others. I slowly bent my head to the side... Four against me? Seem legit!


I jumped on the second one, grabbing his neck with both hands. His friends tried to take me off, but I had only one goal at this moment: kill.
I finally jumped out of the guys' chest and hit another with his body, still holding him by the neck. I punched to two remaining at the rhythm of the music currently blasting though my ears... Arch Enemy – Down To Nothing.
I think I saw some blood, but suddenly I felt someone pulling me from the two guys, I looked up. It was one of the previous one, I bit him as hard as I could, tasting blood. He released me, crying in pain.
“RAAARGH” I 'said' before jumping on another, not even noticing Ethan was nowhere in sight.


I grab two of them at the time, holding their heads and hitting the floor over and over. No I wasn't angry, I was in my animal side. The one I'm trying my best to hide. The one I've learned before meeting Johnny, the side they showed me when I was just 12...
There was blood, the guy I bit tried to make me stop, he tried to talk. But even if I could hear him -but I couldn't with the music- I wouldn't be able to understand him now.
“REBEKAH STOP!” I looked up to see a friendly face... Wait! Who was that? I release the two guys and walked to the person, ready to fight. But I stopped, it was Mr. Campbell, I shouldn't hit him, he was nice to me: I have to be nice to him... As much as I could!
“Rebekah... What is that?” he asked, pointing at the guys behind me, I turned around. There was blood on the wall, two of the guys were unconscious, two others trying to wake them up and the last one seemed to have his arm broken...
I turned back to the principal and just shrugged. He sighed.


He called a nurse and ambulance, then turning to me he asked me to follow him, I did
“Rebie what happened? Why did you beat them like that?” I remained silent, I didn't want to yell at him, so it was the only solution.
“Rebekah... How did you do that? They were five! You were alone. And they are from the football team, how did you manage to do all that to them?” I couldn't talk yet but I saw concern in his eyes, so I took a paper and pen.
'I am a monster.' yes, that was exactly what I was, a monster. Without Tori it just came back, this rage against injustice, this violence so deep inside of me that nor Johnny nor Andy could take it off... I was just a cold hearted monster.


“You can't say that. You're a wonderful person. We talked just a few hours later, monsters doesn't like art and music like you do. Why do you even think so?”
'Because that's what they turned me into.' I handed him the paper and he then looked at me with sadness.
“If that's so, I will be forced to dismiss you from the school. Parents won't accept a student who nearly killed his classmate next to their children. I'm so sorry Rebekah, if only you could tell me why...”
'It's okay, you'll be the only one I'll miss here. But I know you have your responsibilities. Can you call my parents?' I wrote down and he nodded, I noticed a few tears in his eyes, but I couldn't help myself.


Soon, Sammi and Jinxx arrived, the principal quickly explained them what happened and why they couldn't keep me anymore.
“Oh my fucking God Rebekah...” Jinxx sighed, putting his head in his hands.
“Why Rebekah? WHY? What the fuck happened for you to be like this? Why this amount of violence? Did you think about the consequences if one of them died? You're an immature and violent...
-Jinxx! Calm down please.” I looked at Mr Campbell, he seemed so sad... Jinxx was right if I killed one of them -which was actually my goal- then all the consequences would fall on Jinxx and Sammi as I wasn't 18 yet -well I would certainly go to children' prison too...


I felt like crying, yes, I was just an immature and violent brat. But no, I wouldn't cry. Why would I? I sighed, still wearing my emotionless mask..
“We understand Mr Campbell, as a school principal you cannot allow this.. Violence. I hope none of them is too seriously injured. Now we have to find a new school... If we can.” Sammi said, then she sighed as we shook my beloved principals hand, he wished me good luck and we walked off.
I put on some Amon Amarth as we headed home, my fist still hurt, but it totally worthed it. And.. Where did Ethan go?


Just before the fight, Shanella's P.O.V
I went to the restroom when I heard some weird noise. I walked to it, hearing some guys talking and some sobs... Then I saw it. Ethan was on the floor and my ex and his friends were beating him. I felt like crying, it seemed like it was because of me!
“That's for fucking her! She worth way more than you! *kicks* and for leaving after” they were all on him.
When I was about walking to them to try to stop this I heard a low growl. Turning around I saw Rebekah... She was scary, more, I was paralyzed of fear! Her whole body epitomized one thing: rage. Her anger was almost palpable.


Then I saw her fighting them... She wasn't herself anymore, and to be honest I would kill to have the calm and distant Rebekah back! She was now more like a demon, or maybe the devil himself! She was way stronger than the five guys all together. Soon there was blood on the wall...
I noticed Ethan walking away and braving my fear I went to help him. Rebekah didn't notice us as she was busy punching two guys so fast I could almost feel their pain. I helped Ethan out and we walked to the restroom, he looked at me with sadness. Why was he sad when I was the bitch? I quickly cleaned his face, he was bleeding badly. I couldn't look into his eyes, feeling guilty about what happened to him. Thanks goodness his perfect nose wasn't broken.. At least.


“I'm sorry Sha.. Shanella.” I gave him a confused look, him? Sorry?
“I.. I never meant to fuck and go. You're a really interesting girl, but you deserve way better than me.” I felt tears forming in my eyes, no I didn't care. I wanted him only!
“I'm sorry for not replying. I felt to guilty for having sex with you while you were drunk. I'm an asshole.” the tears fell on my cheek, I felt it cold, running down.
“No Ethan, look at me. I.. I thought you didn't want me anymore, that I was a bitch. But I truly wanted it with you.” he gave me a weak smile, he seemed so tired! I leaned in and kissed him, ignoring the taste of blood, I loved him. Wait! What?
All of a sudden he stopped to kiss me back. I opened my eyes to see he was falling unconscious.


No! He couldn't die from blood loss, could he? I sweetly laid his head against the wall, standing up to go find help I noticed how much blood there actually was on the floor!
I ran out, then ran as fast as I could, thanking God that I never put heels for school! I ran past Rebekah and her parents, not understanding what was happening for them, but truly I didn't care! All I cared for was my love, lying on the floor and loosing blood! Yes I loved him, no matter fucking what!


I ran in the principals office, not bothering to knock. He looked up at me in shock and quickly wiped his tears.. Tears? Fuck it! Ethan!
“What's going on Shanella? Why are you there?” he asked
“He.. Ne.. Et.. Oh.. God!” I tried to catch my breath, God! Don't let me die now!
“Shanella breath! Okay, now tell me what's going on.” he said, putting an hand on my back and leading me to a chair. When I could finally talk I looked up at him, feeling tears in my eyes again.
“Ethan... He's almost dead.. He lost a lot of blood. Call an ambulance.” he looked at me with wide eyes then nodded.


Notes

So much drama! Oh my God, will Ethan die? I'm on chapter 50 and over 15000 views! *do a happy dance*
Ok, so sorry for the violence... It's a release of my own.. So, yeah.

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true