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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 37: Shanella

My (Narrator's) P.O.V
Her name was Shanella, she was eighteen years old. She was beautiful, had long dark chocolate brown hair. She had different colored eyes, one emerald green and the other ocean blue. Shanella had a naturally tanned and flawless skin, making her big eyes pop. She had a thin nose and pink pulpy lips, the all in a perfectly shaped face. She was quite tall for a girl. But had a perfect body, thin, she had the right curves at the right places. She had a small waist, highlighting her hips and chest. Her arms were thin as well and she had cute hands. She had what boys would call 'sexy' or 'hot' legs, tanned as the rest of her body, they were slender. She had some Spanish origin, helping the color of her skin and facial features.

At school Shanella was in the 'popular girls' but she didn't even notice it. She had and was in the 'friends you should have', she was always in the right places, doing the right things. She had been a cheerleader, dating a guy in the football club, the most wanted one. But she stopped both. She broke up with the guy who cheated, four... Five times? Yeah, that's sadly what happen when you date an assho.. A 'most wanted' man. Then she left cheerleaders for modeling, she had been noticed by a big firm and of course accepted the offer. The only thing was that she wanted to pass her high school exam first. She managed her schedules between school, photo shoot and private life. Since the assho... Well, let's just say it! Since the asshole, she dated another model, but once again he cheated.. How lucky..


So then she was looking for a 'nice guy', someone who wouldn't hurt her. A man who would love her for herself, not for her popularity or for her boobs. She wanted love. Real love, not like in movies and books, but a real one. But nobody knew it, she knew most of her 'friends' liked her because she was 'THE Shanella' and that if you wanted to be popular you had to befriend her. So she didn't trust her 'friEND' as she used to call them with Verity. Verity was her only real friend, but sadly she had to move away so they kept contact thanks to Internet. Verity was the only person to know how she felt, what she liked, what she thought. Sometimes Shanella felt lonely, because she felt like the world around her was fake.


Outside she was 'that girl', the girl all boys wanted to date, and all girls wanted to be. But inside she just wanted to be more normal, she didn't want people to always call her, wave her... Not that she wanted to be alone, she wanted to be around real people. Of course she didn't talk about it, never, she just smiled and acted like everything was alright. Some people really liked her though, because she wasn't a 'mean popular', she was nice to mostly everyone, wasn't the 'did-you-see-me?' type of girl. Her face wasn't covered with a plaster of make up, she wasn't half naked every day. But she was popular anyway, it's that, we have to say it, she was naturally beautiful. She was a decent girl and didn't need a the shortest mini skirt to be sexy.


All of this was a good part thanks to her mother. Her mother was a daughter of an American man and a Spanish woman. She received her education mostly from her mother who was an 'old school' woman. She transmitted it to her own daughter, teaching her how sexy and attractive a woman could be without being naked around. So Shanella grew up between long traditional Spanish dresses and jeans... Yes, jeans! We're in America!
Her father in the other hand has been a native white American, he has worked in the army and it influenced how Shanella was. She liked her works to be perfect, didn't accept a single flaw from herself. She decided to finish high school even if her career was almost sure in his memory, because he has kept on telling her how studies were important...


Well, coming back to actual time, Shanella had a little secret and once again Verity was the only one knowing about it. The cute brunette had a big crush on a guy, a tall guy, tall enough to have an head more than her when she was quite tall herself. He was cute but so shy.. He could barely handle being looking at, but Shanella couldn't take her eyes off of him. So she did it discretely, she didn't want to bother him, as he was always with his -girl?-friend. If he was taken there was no way she would ever told him how she felt! Even if he has the most gorgeous gray eyes she had ever seen and that each time she saw him she would kill to kiss him...
Before nobody but her noticed him, but now almost all the girls were after him. So Shanella just gave up, even if now she knew he wasn't with the pink haired.


Why would she be in a crowd of girls after one guy? And that poor guy seemed more embarrassed than proud by the crowd! And he was sooo cute when he blushed! And this time when she hugged him, he turned wine red while her heart raced. But she didn't care, it has been her opportunity and she took it! This day has been the first time she touched him, she didn't even know his name yet... What a shame!
But she couldn't help, around him she felt shy. She could barely say a proper sentence. Verity told her thousand time to just go and talk, that with her description he seemed to be a nice guy, that she had nothing to loose.
That was true, he seemed to be a nice guy, the type of guy who wouldn't hurt her, who would love her for real, the type of guy she wanted. And she thought and knew it.


Shanella would never admit it, but she wish this guy would come and talk to her. She knew people would say she wanted him just because he was one of the rare guy who wouldn't asked her out. But she didn't care, she knew that if he ever asked her he would really want her, and she knew she would definitely say yes!
Not only because he was one of the cutest male she knew, but also because he was... Well she didn't know, but there was this thing about him that attracted her..
He wasn't a popular guy, well until he started to show his face! And she liked it, she didn't want any of the fake ass 'popular guy'. She wanted a normal guy, a cute and tall normal guy. No, she wanted this tall and normal guy. Nobody else.

Notes

First time I ever do a 'third person P.O.V' if it sucks please tell me! (But if you like it's better tell me too!) Because I plan on writing Rebie's past like this (except if it's not good at all...) thanks :)
Hope you like it so far and thanks for reading :)

Happy father's day (in France) <3

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true