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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 19: Does She Love You?

Andy's P.O.V
“What the fucking fuck are you doing here?” I yelled at my visitor, angry.
“Well, I'm fine thank you, what about yourself White Rabbit?” I felt my anger growing wide as Juliet called me that.
“Don't you dare calling me that!” I growled, she smirked at me then walked in my house as if I invited her. I glared at her and she just smiled innocently, what did she want?

She sat on my couch -infecting it with who knows what and I would probably have to change it...- and smiled again. Just looking at her smile could almost make me puke!
“So what do you want?” I asked harshly, contrary to Rebie, her 'hint of hurt' didn't bother me! She gestured for me to sit next to her, but I rather die burned than do, so I just shook my head, staying standing, arm crossed on my chest. She sighed and looked up at me.

“Andy... Why are you still so mad at me? It had been six months now!” I glared at her and smirked, why was I still mad? Was it a bad joke?
“Ohw... Maybe because you cheated on me three times, then put it on tweeter as if you were proud of it? Oh by the way telling everyone that he was better than me in sex? Oh and not to forget that you said -still on tweeter so that everyone could know- that you were with me just for my fame, because in the end I didn't worth your time, that I was just an odd brat? But all of this is just a supposition of course!” I said it slowly, evilly, sending shiver to her body.

She looked up at me and looked scared, great! I knew why, at first I got mad, pissed! And I couldn't stop yelling at her, breaking everything. It was scaring her too but she was smirking, happy she achieved to break me down so well. Now I was calm and cold, talking calmly, but she could see, hear and feel that my anger was still there, deep inside, even bigger than before..

“I'm sorry...” she whispered, I chuckled, then laughed out loud! She was sorry? Six months later? When she ruined my reputation over women, over every fucking one? Who would want to date an 'ass in bed'? Who would trust an 'odd and whimsical brat'? Who would take a man 'crying and begging for me to keep him' seriously? She even added a photo...

When my hysteric laughter was calmed down I looked at her.
“You're sorry Dragonfly? Oh! And for what? For my reputation? For the picture? For cheating...?” I walked to her and grabbed her arms, then I whispered to her ear
“OR maybe for being a worthless bitch when I loved you more than anything?” She was shaking in my hands, she looked up and all her attitude faded away, she was just a woman, a terrified woman. And maybe she was sorry.

I released her arms and walked to the little desk pouring me a glass of whiskey. I sighed loudly and turned back to her.
“Well, you said what you had to say, now what do you want?” I took a sip of my drink, waiting for -I hope- a good answer.
“I want you back.” I almost killed myself with my drink... She said WHAT?
“Wait! What?” I asked when I could breath normally.

“I miss you Andy... Really! We used to be so happy together! I did a mistake, but nobody's perfect!
-Wait! You first put your job long way before me, fucking a director so that your song would be selected over others. Then you did that. It's not 'a mistake' anymore! It's just that you didn't care for me! You thought I would always be there, waiting as a damn pet! And talking about missing me... You miss me or my fame? Or maybe my money?” she sighed and looked at her hands on her lap.

“I.. I really mean it Andy, I miss you. No one else, nothing else! I miss spending time with you, doing crazy thing, feeling alive with you! I still love you Andy, and I know that you do too, if you can give us a chance, I'll work for it, I believe in us! I seduced you once, maybe I can do it a second time! Let's just start on new bases? Forget about the past and start all over?” I shook my head, she hurt me to bad! And now there was Rebekah! She wasn't allowed to me now, but she was real, as Jinxx said. If I could just get back a normal reputation and achieve to make her like me as I liked her -and it seemed she liked me pretty much already- things could work!

“I can't anymore. I begged you during one whole month! Now you come back suddenly as if nothing happened!
-Why Andy? Why are you so ruthless? I swear, I am sorry. I regret all I did. I can even give you public excuses if that's what you want!” I shook my head again, I couldn't lie, it seemed real! Nor she was the best actor ever, nor she was really sad, her tears seemed about to fall...

“I met someone” I said blankly, she looked at me shocked for awhile then asked:
“Are you with her? Like officially? Does she love you? Do you love her?” she looked desperate...
“It's complicated. But no, we aren't together yet.
-Then there's still a chance for me! I can make it work!” Against Rebie? I don't think so! But there was still this question hauting me 'Does she love you?' I didn't know exactly about Rebie's feelings!

“What do you mean?
-I can bring back good memories of you and I...” she said, standing up and walking to me, she was sexy and I knew her body, but I couldn't help but compare with Rebekah! I could fuck her for sure, when Rebie didn't always accept hugs... But she didn't have this I don't know what which make Rebekah awesome. She walked to me, wiggling her hips, she put her hand behind my neck and whispered:
“Make love to me one more time and you'll forget about this girl!”

She pushed me to the couch and I looked at her, was it a good idea? Nop!
Juliet started to undress herself, it was sexy I couldn't lie. But there was still the memory of all she said about me six months ago. Then there was Rebekah, this was supposed to make me forget about her but I just couldn't stop thinking about her! I was only imagining -and maybe even hoping- it was her, dancing in front of me. Trying to turn me on for me to make love to her over and over. I was thinking about her lips, even if I had a pair of nice hips in front of me...

Juliet was almost naked now, and I still wasn't turned on, I only thought about Rebie, her hazel eyes, her little nose coming up when she frowned, her pink and soft lips... Was I falling for her? This wasn't supposed to be what I should be thinking about when I had a personal strip tease...
“Well... I think you should stop. It doesn't work, I don't feel like even fucking you, I just want her now...
-Who?? Who is she? What does she have in more than me?
-She's a decent girl, and I don't know what she has but I can't stop thinking about her now! So you should leave and do something else!” she looked at me shocked.

But then she hugged me tighly, trying to caress my sensitive member under my pant. It was now pissing me off, why couldn't she take 'no' as an answer? I could barely trust her sudden regret, but this was close to harassment! And because of this bitch I still hadn't texted Rebie! Because even if I didn't know how she felt exactly, I knew I started to have feelings for her. And I wouldn't let that pass for someone who broke my heart not so long ago... At least I thought.

Notes

Hey guys I'm really thinking about giving up on this story, I don't get any feedback, I don't know if you still like it if you hate it if there are things you would want to change... NOTHING!
Love you -Shadow

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true