Andy's P.O.V
Shit! I was late! I told Rebie I would be at her school a few minutes late, but there were already fifteen minutes passed and I still wasn't there! I hope she won't be mad at me... Or even worse, be disappointed!
The whole day, I couldn't think about anything but her, her lips, her damn smile. So when Jinxx agreed for me to pick her up I was the happiest man on the planet! We texted a lot during the day, with our little game of putting a band or album name in each text. It made her talk more, she was funny, she was perfect... Just hidden inside a solid shell!

I arrived and instantly recognized her, she was with a guy... Who was he? Who was he for her? Why were they both smiling? Did she find him cute? Cuter than me?
'Calm your fucking paranoia Andrew!' I told myself, they were maybe only friend after all! It would be good for Rebie to make new friends... I couldn't keep her to myself, it would be too selfish!

But still, I didn't like the way he was looking at her, she was beautiful. And I bet everybody but her could see it! I sighed as I looked at them. He was about eighteen or nineteen, when she was seventeen, he was maybe better for her than a twenty-three years old man. Maybe I was just too naive, wanting her to like me as I liked her... I softly honked and she noticed me, Rebie waved whoever he was goodbye and walked to me.

She came in and sat next to me.
“Hello Andy” she said calmly, she wasn't grinning anymore...
“Hi..” I mumbled, my mood fell to zero when I saw them together... Could this be jealousy? No! I wasn't the jealous type! And in any ways, she wasn't my girlfriend or anything! 'Would you want it to be?' asked a little voice in my head, but before I could think about it Rebie dragged me out of my daydreaming.

“Are you okay?” she asked softly. Was I? Certainly not!
“Yeah it's okay.” I replied maybe too harshly because I saw an hint of hurt passing through her eyes. But she quickly blinked it away and turned to her window, suddenly passionated by the boring and monotonous landscape...
I sighed, what a dumb ass!

Rebekah's P.O.V
I finally achieved to make Ethan laugh, it had been pretty hard as he was still afraid of me. But I could understand it, he had been bullied for who knows how long and had an extremely low self esteem. He was now smiling normally, like everyone, not looking down at his feet.

I heard a klaxon and recognized Andy, so I waved Ethan goodbye and walked to the car. I went in and felt my heart beating faster, like really faster! What was going on? I frowned at the idea and said hello to Andy, he barely replied... Was he upset? Was it my fault?
“Are you okay?” I asked, no he wasn't I could tell! He was tensed up and seemed pissed. But still he replied:
“No it's okay.” harshly, okay it was my fault -again- I looked through the window. Trying to think about something else... It wasn't the moment to cry, 'cries are all in vain'!

Why was I always annoying others? Why couldn't I do anything right? I was hurt and damaged, right, but it wasn't a reason to be so bad! I felt like crying again and just bit my lip to blood until it went away... I was annoying the only man who was actually nice to me without any reason, without any avail...

We arrived home and I just mumbled a 'thanks' before grabbing my bag and walking away. I didn't know what I did this time, but I just wanted to cry. For the first time in like five years I felt like my tears wouldn't leave me alone until they would fell out. What the fuck was happening? Why couldn't I control it this time? I annoyed thousands people before and never felt so bad... Maybe it was the straw that broke the camel's?.. Or maybe because it was Andy?

I didn't know but I felt bad, I went inside the house and slammed the door. I ran upstairs not listening to Sammi and Jinx who were calling after me. They wanted to know, they wanted to help. I knew it but I couldn't help myself from pushing them away. Once again I was hurting someone who cared for me...
I ran in my room and locked the door behind me then in the bathroom and did the same. I wanted to be alone, to understand what was happening.

I fell in the floor and cried, it was like a waterfall, I couldn't hold my tears. I heard Sammi and Jinxx calling me, but I refused to let them see me like that. Cries were useless but this time it felt good! I cried again for I don't know how long. I cried for all the bullshit which happened to me five years earlier, I cried for loosing my friends when the social workers got me. I cried for my worthless existence, I cries for Tori, I failed her too and soon enough she would see how miserable I was behind the mask of stone. I cried for Andy who didn't like me anymore, and for Jinxx and Sammi who I was hurting when they were so nice... But I couldn't help myself..
I was just a worthless monster. Unable to love, to care for anything else then itself. Doing everything wrong, especially in love and friendship, all because of one person: Jacob...

I cried for the first time in five years...

Notes

Jacob... Did I talk about him before? No? Too bad!
Anyway, still like it?
Would you prefer a: 'Andekah' or 'Rebethan'? Just wondering for the next chapters :)
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