I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream

My eyes scanned the group of boys at the lunch table who sat across from where I had came out of the classroom. Ashley, who sat in the middle, smiles brightly and waved me over. Smiling to myself, I walked over and sat across from them.
"Hey Blaire!" Ashley said, waving as I sat. The small group gave me small smiles and waves. "These are my friends, Andy," he pointed to a rather tall boy with stunning blue eyes. "CC," he motioned his hand to a boy who was also tall, but not as tall as Andy. He smiled shyly and waved. "Jake," Jake, playing with a guitar pick necklace around his neck, smiled and waved a small, short wave. "and Matt." The boy who sat next to Andy smiles widely and shook my hand gently.
"It's nice to meet you all." I said, setting my tray in front of me.
"There's also Jinxx, but he's not here." Andy told me. "You'll meet him soon." He smiled a soft smile. Just then, a French fry flew across my vision and hit Ashley in the forehead.
"Oh it's on!" He exclaimed. Fries were being pelted across the table everywhere and at everyone. I smile to myself, this is an interesting group. The fantastic flying french fry fight continued another few minutes, and when there were no more, carrots flew. Suddenly things went silent. I caught a glimpse of something familiar in the corner of my eye. Valerie. The guys had their heads down, silently eating the remainder of their lunches. She stood with her hands on her hips, staring down to me as if she were expecting something from me. A few seconds, which seemed like minutes that dragged on, passed before she finally spoke.
"Why?" She said coldly. "You were supposed to eat with me, not these freaks." All I could do was stare back at her, my mouth slightly open. Well then. No one of the guys said a word.
"They asked if I wanted to eat with them." I replied. The look on her face clearly wasn't happy. But did I care? Not really. Was I confused? Extremely. She looked at me, then them, back at me and rolled her eyes. "Besides, I couldn't find you." Her "friends" stared from behind her, making disgusted faces."I don't think you looked either." She said nothing else, and simply walked away with her group. Yeah, super confused. This is not the Valerie I knew. Head slowly rose and the noise began again, like nothing had happened. They got over that quickly, however I hadn't. Freaks? They're far from freaks. They were nice to me, they seem nice. And if being nice meant being a freak, then I'd gladly be one along with them. While I, on the inside, was still thinking, the bell rang clearly and everyone groaned. Class time again. We emptied our trays, before saying goodbyes. "See you later Blaire." Ashley's said waving, walking away. I smiled and returned a wave, heading to orchestra.
There weren't many people in this class. Maybe 20. The teacher, who looked about 40, a tight bun and an evil looking face, assigned me to a seat at the end of the row.
A violin was handed to me, along with a bow and rosin. I gently set the violin and other things in the case beside me. The class was loud, students talking over each other. Socializing. The door creaked open and the room went silent. A boy with black hair and the most enchanting eyes I've ever seen walked into the room, violin in hand, note in the other. He seemed..perfect. He looked perfect..He handed the note to the teacher and apologized for being late before he took the empty seat next to mine. My eyes couldn't help but to wander to see the boy who sat not even 5 feet away from me. Everyone had started to practice what they had been learning. I just sat, probably looking stupid. I clearly had no idea what I was doing. The teacher approached him and tapped his shoulder. They talked and both glanced at me. I looked down at my lap.
"Hey." I heard a voice. Looking up to see him looking at me, I couldn't help but to smile. "Mrs. Rue thinks I should work with you, since you're new. Do you have any experience with violins?"
I felt like my words were stuck in my throat. "N-No." I said stuttering. Damn it. "Well here, lets start off with how to hold it." He positioned himself with his own violin. "This how you hold it." I watched him and tried to make my holding look identical to how he held his. "Like this?" I said, my voice shaking a little, noticeably. He looked up and set his down gently.
"Here." He said, gently taking my arm and raising it a bit higher. "There. Like that." He smiled, handing me my bow, placing it in my opposite hand. "Now," I gently placed the bow against the strings. "Play this." He then took his and played a string. I watched and then did the same. When I finished, he smiled. "Very good." I returned a smile.
Seconds went by and the bell rang. Schools out. Finally."We can pick back up tomorrow." He smiled, put away his things and walked out. I put away my things and hurried out the room and ran out the gate towards home. I didn't see Valerie again that day, not even when I passed her house on the way. When I walked through the door, I found myself wrapped in my mothers arms. "How was your first day, hun?" by the time she had spoke, she had let go and followed as I made my way into the kitchen. "Good. good." I said, picking up an apple and taking a bite. "Make any friends?" I nod, still chewing. "At least I think so" I laugh. "Good." she smiles, walking out. I go up to my room and lay on my bed, closing my eyes and falling asleep.

Notes

Sorry it short and sucks. :/ it's 12:25 am xc I promise it'll be better next time though c: I'm sorry I've taken so long to write. I've had no inspiration and no ideas for this story. Buuuut, thank my best friend Hannah, who gave me an idea!