Lost it All
Chapter 1
CC Pov
It's been 2 weeks since Andy left. Annie has been a wreck and hasn't left her room let along eat. I wanted to check if she was okay but ever time I would try to come in she would yell at me to leave. A while back Andy told me she used to cut but stopped soon after being here with us. I was worried she would start again.
Annie's Pov
I haven't eaten anything in 2 weeks. Normal people would be starving but I'm used to this it was only about a year ago I got over this. I also began cutting again. I miss Andy soo much I need him in my life. (Cutting don't read if triggering!) As I thought of this I ran into the bathroom grabbed my razor. I dragged it across my skin several times leaving over 50 marks on my wrist. I weeped as I thought more of Andy. (Ok u can read)
The door to my room opened
"Annie" it was Ash
"Go away!" I screamed
Ashley Pov
I was shocked as the words came out of her mouth. I walked over to the bathroom door and walked in on Annie on the ground with a razor and a red arm.
"Annie"
She was quiet but continued to cry. I grabbed he clean arm and brought her up to me. I turned on the water and put her wrist under it. She squeezed my other hand I pain. Next I grabbed the wrap from under the sink and warped her arm up. I brought her on the bed and laid down with her as she cried. Finally she stopped crying and fell asleep. I understand how heart broken she was I felt bad it was all my fault she wasn't eating and she started cutting again. Tears started to fall from my eyes. She means soo much to me. I love her soo much. I cried myself to sleep.
Andy's Pov
I was a wreck with out Annie but I can't get over what she did. We were about to move out together and she went and did that. I was crying laying on my bed. I realized I haven't left my hotel room for 2 weeks. I decided I might do something with the guys. I called up Jake.
I waited as I heard the ringing
"Andy!!!"
"Hey Jake"
"Where are u? How are u?"
"At a hotel and I'm stable I guess"
"Dude I'm sorry Annie a mess over here when are u coming back" I thought about what he met by a mess then I thought back to what she told Me before we started dating.
"Didn't didn't start again did she"
"Well... Yes Ash just found her in the bathroom crying and over 50 new cuts on her wrist and she hasn't eaten since you left"
I didn't know what to say. She was that effected by me leaving I thought she would be fine with Ash.
"New cuts?"
"Ya she has scars underneath them and scars on her other arm"
"Sorry Jake I got to go"
"Wait why did u call?"
"I want to know if u guys could hang out to night but I'm aaaaaa .... Busy tonight sorry" my voiced cracked
"Alright call me when ever"
"Bye" I hung up then I started crying
Notes
I will probably update like 3 more times because I'm so excited to hell with taking this story slow
Yay she picked Andy!!!!
5/12/14