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Ashleigh baby, you make me feel so alive

Chapter Five - I'm Left Dying Here Instead

Jinxx's POV

Something was going on and I didn't need to smell it, I understood Andy a little bit. Ashleigh is meant to be his baby sister and he wants to keep it that way but that's not gonna happen. Especially not after the look that she gave him, that girl is going to go off the rails anytime soon and no one is going to believe me. I guess I will just wait for it to happen and then I can jump around in circles singing "I told you so!"

"Why does she storm off all the time?" CC looked at Andy.

Andy shrugged, "I dunno its just what she does."

Ashley's POV

I remember the first time we had a proper conversation, just me and leelee.

***FLASH BACK***

I tapped on the door waiting for leelee to answer. When she didn't I let myself in. She wasn't in her room, I looked over at the bathroom door and heard her crying.

*knock knock*

"Ashleigh its Ashley," I laughed a little bit at what I just said. I thought I heard a small giggle come from her just before the lock clicked.

"Don't get mad," she whispered and looked at me with wet sapphire eyes, I could never be angry with her.

I walked in and she sat back down and that's when I saw her arms, she had been cutting. Saying nothing I wet some tissue and gently wiped her arm singing ritual as she stared into my eyes. I finished singing and bandaged her arm with a bit of fabric I ripped off my shirt (its not like I wear them anyway). I took most of my bracelets off and put them on her arms to disguise the makeshift bandage. She smiled as she read the boobs bracelets, I wiped her tears away and embraced her.

"Talk to me leelee," I whispered in her ear.

"Its disturbing," she said in the small voice she uses when she feels most vulnerable. I understood a bit, Andy told me about her birth mom locking her in an attic. But I don't know anything else, "tell me what you can sweetie." She nodded,

"my fingers," she held her hands up and straightened her fingers as best she could. I never realised before how messed up her hands were, "she used to brake my fingers for fun, she thought the way I screamed was funny." Tears pricked my eyes at the thought of a little read headed girl with curly hair and freckles, a toothy grin being destroyed by the one person that should love them the most. Why would a mother do that to their own child? I hugged her again and kissed each finger one by one, hoping that it was helping her feel better knowing that someone cares. "When I storm off I tend to cut, its a release for sorrow as well as frustration and anger."

***present***

"And anger!" I stood up like a flash and checked her bunk, she was lying there looking a me like I was a madman.

"What the fuck Ash!? I could have been naked!" She yelled.

I raised my eyebrow at the thought and shook my head, "I thought you were cutting, you stormed off. And you're wear my old bracelets all the time." She huffed and removed them all showing her scared tattooed arms, "I haven't done that in a while Ashley, I am a good girl... Kinda!" She winked at the last bit.

I stammered, "why do y-you wear t-the bracelets s-still?"

She smiled at them and began putting them back on, "it reminds me that you care about me, the first time I opened up to someone and the first time I realised I liked you as more than a friend," she fiddled with a bracelet awkwardly.

Damn Andy! Why is he so overprotective! I would treat leelee with more care than a glass rose!

I pulled her into a hug, "I will always care about you, I am always here to talk and I like you too," I winked at her and kissed her cheek to go back into the sofa's with the guys.

Comments

@AshleighPurdy
Awesome, subbing the second I submit this haha

foreverawildone foreverawildone
3/19/14

@foreverandalwaysawildone

hahah thanks, I dunno I guess I have always been confident. But the comments from all the amazing people who read my stories help a lot! :) and chap 1 is up :) x x x

AshleighPurdy AshleighPurdy
3/19/14

@AshleighPurdy
I wish I had your confidence haha I can't wait to read it :)

foreverawildone foreverawildone
3/19/14

@foreverandalwaysawildone

the sequel is in progress. I have 30 chapters planned and the plot twists are terrifyingly good ;) can't wait to upload the first few chapters :) x x x

AshleighPurdy AshleighPurdy
3/18/14

Finished and holy shit it was amazing! I nearly cried when ashley junior wasn't breathing haha

foreverawildone foreverawildone
3/18/14