Andy POV

i walked to the back of the bus after giving Ash a hard stare, Ashleigh was playing music. I knew the song.

"It's not like you to say sorry..." She was lightly singing along. "This time I'm mistaken, for giving you a heart worth breaking! And I've been wrong, I've been down to the bottom of every bottle..."

I sat on her bunk and sang along, "these five words in my head scream 'are we having fun yet!'"

She turned to face me, her make up was smudged and her eyes were puffy and red. I wiped the tears away and cuddled her, "no matter what anyone says leelee you are family, you are a biersack. You have proved that many times in the past one - nearly two years,"

She sniffed, "but blood is thicker than water."

"Regardless leelee you are my sister and that makes you blood! Your argument is invalid!" I put my hand straight to her face to stop her talking and I could hear a muffled laugh. I pulled away to see a big grin on her face.

She pulled me in for a hug and whispered in my ear, "I love you andy."

"Love you too leelee!" I smiled.

Ashley POV

I shouldn't have said it. Full stop. Andy gave me the biggest stare I have ever seen, it was like thunder. He stormed to the bunks and jake shook his head at me, "dude you are just asking for an ass kicking!"

Jinxx nodded, "what are the chances she would zone in just before you said that!?"

I put my head into my hands, "just my luck really." I felt horrible, I really liked Ashleigh as well. This just sucked, she was gonna hate me. I wouldn't be able to date her anyway though because of Andy, he would kill me. I guess the one girl that could tie me down would never be mine, oh man I'm getting all depressed again. I got up and pulled my bottle of jack daniels out of the cupboard above the sink. Unscrewing the cap, I sighed before taking a huge swig. The burn soothed me, I smiled to myself and walked to the back of the bus.

Ashleigh POV

Andy left after our hug because his bladder "needed a break" (his words not mine). Ashley sat down on my bunk and tears threatened to fall. Why does he always upset me! All I do is admire him, when he first met me I told him I was a purdy girl so he knows how much I care. But alas he doesn't like me in the same way, I am more of a sister to him I think.

"I'm sorry leelee, I didn't mean to upset you. I wasn't thinking," he smiled to himself, "but you were." He winked at me which made me smile. A tear fell down my cheek and he wiped it away with his thumb. Holding my head in his hand.

My mind was screaming at me, "kiss him Ashleigh!! Kiss the damn rockstar, while you have the chance!" I smiled again, "its okay, I guess I am still a little sensitive about all that stuff."

"Forgive me?" He gave me big brown wet eyes that melted my insides.

"There is nothing to forgive." I smiled. He grinned back and kissed me on the cheek before going back to the front of the bus. I blushed bright red and grabbed my notebook from the shelf. I began drawing randomly, pausing occasionally to lightly touch my left cheek in joy.

Andy interrupted my thoughts by sitting back down on the bed, "whatcha writing!?"

I slammed my book shut, "nothing!"

He grinned, "is it your journal?"

"They are called diaries and no its just a notebook with a few drawings in, why do you care?"

"In america, where you live they are called journals. You could at least try to cultivate! And lemme see!!!!" He tried to grab my book but I shoved it down my top and he gave up, "you never play fair!"

I grinned as he sulked off towards the guys at the front. I followed him, Ashley got up when he saw that I was ready to join civilisation again. He grabbed his make up bag and grabbed my hand, dragging me into the bathroom. He wiped my face of all make up and applied more over it. Before getting out some paint. "What are you doing Ash!?" I looked worried as hell. I could see it in the reflection of his eyes.

He smiled as he dabbed the cold black paint on my face, "calm leelee. Trust me." I already do! I trust you with my life! I want to wake up everyday and see you smile the way you are now! I want to feel your touch and cuddle up to you when I am sad! My mind was screaming but the words couldn't leave my mouth.

A palm waved in front of my face, "Ashleigh? You zoned out again!"

I blinked a few times, "sorry," I blushed when I saw his eye glistening with humour.

"Your done!" He grinned, proud of himself. I stood up and checked myself in the mirror, I had the same warpaint on as Ashley!! OMG!!!

I grinned and hugged him, "thanks. I look awesome!"

"Well I was the one who messed it up then I am the one to fix it. I like to think I did a pretty good job,"

Oh Ashley you did!