Develin's POV

Everthing was black. The only thing I could see was a baby all coverd in blood and not breathing. His eyes where open and the where staring into nothing. The baby boy had brown eyes and light brown hair. Slowly tears started to form in my ees. This was my bab boy. And he wasn't living anymore.

I picked him up and hold him close to my chest crying and screaming. 'Eddy please wake up! Don't leave mommy and dadd please!' I screamed but no one could hear me. Suddenly Eddy was ripped from my grip falling into the darkness. 'EDDY!' I screamed. The only thing I heard was an annoying beeping in the distance slowly coming closer. The black dissapeard and light came. The beeping went louder.


I opend my eyes and imediatly grabbed my belly wich was flat. Ashley was on my right holding my hand. His head was on my chest and I felt tears on my chest. 'A-Ash what happend?' I asked scarred for his anwser. Ashley looked up, tearsstrains on his cheek. He opend his mouth but instead of speaking he cried harder. He burried his face in my neck and cried. I stroked his hair and tried to calm him down. I did this until he calmed down. 'Now love tell me what happend.' I said. 'You fell down the stairs and hitted your belly. You had a miscariage.' Ashley said. I was paralyzed.

Flaskback

'Push!' The docter said. I screamed and pushed again.
I heard a faint crying and I felt asleep with a smile on my face.
......
I woke up an couple of hours later.
I saw my husband sitting there with anger on his face.
'Hunny what happend?' I asked sleepy.
His eyes where burning.
'You stupid tramp!
The only thing I wanted from you was a son!
And you gave me a dead born girl!
Once we get home you will regret it!' he screamed at me.
I whimperd.
...
When we came home m husband pushed me gainst the wall.
He walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife.
'I'm done with you you little tramp!'
Suddenly he pushes the knife inbetween my shoulderblades.
I screamed.
'Shut up! You deserve this! You can't even give a man a healthy son!' He said.
He took the knife back and pushed again in m back.
My mouth filled with blood and I coughed.
'You worthless piece of shit just die!' he screamed.
he pushed the knife on more time in my back and left it there.
Slowly I felt my life flow out along with my blood.
A weird kind of sleepyness came over me.
Instead of black I saw white.
I was going to be save in Heaven with my family.
I could already feel the warmth on my face.
I will find piece and rest.
Finally!

End of flashback
I gasped and pushed Ashley off of my. Ashley looked shocked at me. 'Love what's wrong?' He asked and he reached for me. I whimperd. 'Please don't kill me! I'm sorr that I can not give you a healthy son! I'm sorry!' I screamed and I cried. Ashle wrapped his arms around my waist.

'I will never hurt you! Where did you get this idea from?!' he asked scarred. I sighed. I guess I have to tell him.

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