For the love of my father

I look up at Andy and smile at him .


"We need to talk"


His smiles fades off of his face and a serious expression takes over . I grab his hand and lead him to his music room at the back of the house. I have only been in here once before but it amazes me at how much instruments are in one room . Andy has a small recording studio in one corner of the room so he can record his own music at home. A piano sits in the middle of the room and guitars lay around it a small drum set is in the other corner and a variety of other instruments hang on the walls.


I let go of Andy's hand and walk to the piano running my hands over the smooth black surface. I sit down and tap the spot next to me . Andy sits next to me and I set my hands over the beginning keys.


"This song expresses everything that I want to say to you . .." I say and press down the first note.


I open my mouth and begin singing and playing my heart out to him.


"One foot in front of the other
Keep breathing just like they taught you
You politely asked to take a walk with me
I would've married you there underneath the trees
Is it real, this thing?
Is it real, ooh, this thing?

I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
I could be your love song
I could be long gone
I could be a ghost in your eardrum
When you sleep, will it be with me?
When you sleep, will it be with me?"


A tear runs down my face as I sing to Andy . I dont look over to him I just keep playing .

"I swore I saw you in a dream
All dressed in white and wide smile
You politely asked to take a walk with me
And I married you there underneath the trees
Can you feel the beat of my heartbeat beat through me?
Can you feel the beat of my heartbeat beat through?

I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
I could be your love song
I could be long gone
I could be a ghost in your eardrum
When you sleep, will it be with me?
When you sleep, will it be with me?

How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? Ooh
How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? Ooh
How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? Ooh
How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? Ooh

I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
I could be your love song
I could be long gone
I could be a ghost in your eardrum
I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
Be with me when you sleep
Be with me"


My finger hits the last note and I feel a hand wiping a tear from my eye. I look up to Andy and see his eyes filled with tears as he pulls me close to him and kisses my forehead.


"I want and need you in every single way Kait. I dont know how I lived without you all this time." Andy says stroking my hair.


I lean up and kiss his lips softly . We walk into my bedroom and lay down .


"Tell me a secret about yourself." Andy asks as we cuddle .


"Hmm...I always fantasied about you adopting me and then it happened."


Andy laughs at that and kisses my head.


"Tell me a real one that I dont know."


I slap his chest playfully . "hey that was a real one " I say laughing


Andy gives me that uh huh look and I smile.



" okay okay hmm.. I think of you as my savior... When I was younger Maxon would abuse me and so did my foster father... It was really hard on me.. I would cut every night and cry myself to sleep. but one day Maxon showed me Knives and pens and I fell in love and finally knew I wasnt alone. I wouldnt still cut but after every time I would Know that there was one person out there that loved me even if he didnt know I was alive. I would actually write fan fiction stories about you on this site hahah how sad is that."


Andy caresses my cheek. "Not sad at all . Im happy I helped you through that but in reality you are my savior . I was going down hill with Juliet and my demons were getting to be too much and then I meet you and you changed everything.Immediately I had so much love and feelings for you it was crazy. "


Tears of happiness run down my face and Andy kisses them away. I yawn feeling the stress and emotions of today finally tiring me out.


"Saren, Crue, Quince or Rocket. Those are the names I think we should pick from. " I tell him cuddling closer.


"Those are perfect...Just like you ." Andy says and I start drifting off to sleep .


"I love you" Is the last thing I say and hear.

Notes

Hey! I just bought a new laptop so should be updating a lot more now! YAY! What did you think of the chapter? Arent they so cute together ?!



QOTD:has anyone ever tried to tell you BVB was bad or demonic? I found this site today that made me laugh so hard. It was christwire.org and they said BVB was a Cult of wiccan vampires that had " High Priestests " and any one who likes them has ABOD "Andy Biersack obsessive disorder" and we need help. hahahaah what are your thoughts on that?