For the love of my father

I'm playing with Sixx in the front room when Andy wakes up and comes in. He lean down to kiss me but I pull away .



"Andy .... Nothing has changed even though that happened last night ... I just need some time to think about everything okay? " I say getting off the floor and grabbing my purse .


Ive been awake since 6 am thinking of what to say to Andy and getting ready to have some alone time today to think.



Andy's face falls a bit but he nods his head


"I understand... But Kait please remember how much I love you ... And no matter what I'm leaving Juliet to be with you ... "


"what about if she really is pregnant .? " I ask worried about the answer .


"Then ill take the baby and we will raise it together ... Juliet has never wanted kids ."


When he says that my mind is more at ease but I still need time to think....


" ill see you later..." I say walking out the front door and getting in the car .


Where should I go? I could visit niki but she's with Jessie and Kai tried to get with me tonight . Eli and Eliza found random stranger to hook up with so they are MIA and so are Tal and Tate because they were suppose to go boating today .


Ugh I think starting the car and pull out of my driveway to wonder the streets of LA . It's better then nothing .



3 hours later I have shopped for everything I needed and didn't need . From clothes to paints to make up and jewelry . I bought some stuff for Andy too as well as the house . My stomach growls reminding me that I haven yet eaten today and am starving so I drive around till I find a crowded Chinese place that looked good .


I walk in the crowded restaurant and order my favorites . Chow mein, orange chicken , spicy wings and BBQ pork . I stand to the side waiting for my order a man bumps me into someone . I turn around quickly to apologize .


"I am so so sorry ! " I tell the pretty woman with piercings and gaged ears . She smiles at me .



"don't even worry about it it wasn't your fault sweetheart it was that rude mans ."

I take a closer look at her and realize she is really pretty and her chill attitude made her even more so. She was wearing a pair of dark jeans and a black veil brides shirt which made her even more cooler .


" I'm Ellie by the way " she says holding her hand out for me to shake .


i take it and say " I'm Kait nice to meet you "


just then her order is called and she disappears somewhere in the abyss of bodies behind me .


"Order 208 ! 208! " the lady calls 10 minutes later .


I retrieve my good and then go on the quest for a table to sit at . All the tables and then some are full of bodies though and I sigh I guess ill have to have this meal to go I think turning around about to leave.



"Kait! Kait ! Over here!" Someone yells and I turn around .


its the nice woman Ellie who calls me over I smile as sit down across from her.


"Thank you "


"no problem " she says and smiles at me .


half way through eating and talking about different bands we like she sets down her fork and looks at me .


" I have to ask ... You're Andy's adopted daughter ....right? "


i smile and nod my head .


" Oh my gosh that's awesome !i loved what you said about Juliet on the Bryan stars interview too lol brilliant. I'd did to be adopted by Andy biersack ! And if I wasn't completely in love with my best friend and husband I wouldn't mind being with him either haha how is it living with him ? " she asks and that's when I break down .



i tell Ellie a complete stranger every little thing about Andy ,Maxon, and my babies . She sits there holding my hand and listening to the whole thing unjudgemental .


"and now I don't know what to do " I tell her at the end.


"Sweetheart I'm so sorry for what you had to go through but even with all the ups and down it seems like Andy genuinely loves you and wants to be with you . I can tell you from experience that there is nothing better then being in love with someone an having them love you back as equally as you love them . Also having a baby is the best thing in the work I love my son more then anything . I think you should forgive him because you never know how long you have with a person ."


I take in everything she said and she's 100% right.


"thank you for listening and everything I'm sorry I kept you "I look at my phone and gasps" 3 hours !"


she laughs " dang where did the time go? I have to get back home to my son but" she writes her number on a napkin and hands it to me " call me when ever you need anything sweet heart . "


I give Ellie and hug as we say goodbye in the parking lot as I watch her drive out of the parking lot I get I'm my car and reflect on what she said . I smile and start my car to go home to the man I love that loves me back .

Notes

Hope you enjoyed this chapter ! I love writing for you guys and I love each and everyone of you ! It's amazing to know that in this family we are never alone ! <3 oh by the way I got my septum pierced :) so happy haha





QOTD: what is your zodiac sign? I'm an Aquarius :)