For the love of my father

Nikolia helps me fix my hair and makeup before we leave to the party .


"You shouldn't have fucking done that "


"I know I'm sorry I punched her ..." I whisper walking to nikis car.


"not that she deserved that but think about if she hit your stomach"


my hands automatically grab my stomach . I hadn't thought of that my anger got in the way .


"You are going to be a mother you have to think about that " she says punching my hand as she drives .


I nod and look out the passing LA scenery. When we pull up to the house the party is in full blast . We get out of the car and get bombarded by 3 huge jock of guys who hand us drinks . I grimace as one guy pulls me close to him and grinds on me obvisouly drunk .


"Get off macho man " I puh the guy away and dump the drink .


Walking into the house is like walking into a jungle . Black veil brides blasting from the stereo . Girls dancing on tables with guys . Everyone drinking . Nikolia sees Jessie and goes to him excitedly leaving me alone.

macho man from before grabs my arm and pins me to the wall .


"Hey sexy "


"hi ugly"


he laughs "how about we get out of here ... " he says and kisses my neck


why does this shit always happen to me ? I try pushing the guy away as his hands run over my stomach .


"Get the fuck off "


"why baby I heard you were loose and wanted to have some fun "


"from who ass for brains? "


"Short blonde with an attitude "


"figures but she was wrong so get the fuck off " I yell everyone ignoring us like we were together.

"The lady said get off so leave " Kaimarin says pushing the guy off of me . Macho man tries to swing at him but Tal and Tate grabs him and pushes him out the door.


"Are you okay ?" Kaimarin asks rubbing my back.


"yeah I'm fine "I say exhaling a breath I didn't know I was holding .


"you sure? Cause you're shaking " I look at my hands and notice that they are shaking.

Kaimarin leads me outside for air and tears start falling down my face . Why do these things keep happening to me ? I can't stand this . First Maxon then him again , then Juliet , then Andy and now this why can't stuff just work out for me !?


"are you okay ? whats wrong? Kaimarin asks


I wipe some of my tears away .


"Kai.... I'm pregant .... "


his mouth drops and he's speechless .oops....

Notes

Hey guys sorry for not updating sooner ! I missed you guys ! I've been working on my art work a lot lately . I also got 2 little gold fish and named them Andy and Kait :) they're so cute!






QOTD: do you guys have any pets? If so how many :) I have 8 :)