For the love of my father

And and Bryan stare at me stunned . They don't say anything as I look down hanging my head blushing from embarrassment . Bryan is the first to break the silence . He starts laughing uncontrollably to the point of his eyes tearing up and him almost falling off te couch. Andy joins in with his laughter . You would have thought I said the funniest thing in the world the way they are laughing but Andy's laugh is contagious and I crack a smile too looking up at the two idiots .


"omg! I can't believe you said that" Bryan says trying to catch his breath." I'm so happy we are live !"

I freeze and look at the camera .


"Wait we are live? So hundreds of people are watching this ?! " I ask covering my face .


Bryan and Andy nod. im so embarrassed! My face heats up as if I can feel everyone staring at me and I stand up.


"I have to go . Sorry . "


"wait where are you going? " Andy asks


" I'm not feeling to well I'm gonna lay down" I say walking to my room "nice meeting you bye"


once in my room I take a deep breath and study my room . I've only decorated part of it and being in here when it's the same way as when Maxon was in here bothers me . I grab my sketch book and sketch out how I want my room rearranged . I move my bed to the left corner next to one window leaving my bay window with a bench seat open for me to sketch on . I move my entertainment center parallel with my bed and my desk by my closet .


I look around admiring my new changed room only to think something is missing . I hang up all my band posters on one wall and my art drawings on another but something is still not right. A canopy! And lights! I grab my bag and car keys and head out of my room . I pop my head out trying to stay clear of Bryan's camera but he apparently already left .


Andy sits at the kitchen table with his guitar working on a new song.

"Hey um I'm going to run to the store really quick ." I tell Andy startling him.


I giggle as he turned around.

"you almost gave me a heart attack haha . And okay be safe and here " he says handing me a credit card " this is for you so you can ge what you need instead of asking me and Juliet ." He smiles as I take it


"thanks I won't spen to much just some stuff for my room then I may go to my art studio to paint . "

Igo to my car and start to drive to the store. My phone vibrates informing me of a new text message . I check it to see an unknown number .

Unknown: you looked so pretty today but you seemed a little jealous of Juliet don't be Hun you have me I'm all you need . Hope you feel better . See you soon - your love


my skin crawls and my stomach twists . What did he mean see me soon? I pull into Target and grab a basket . I head to the home section and grab some black curtains to make a canopy with and some curtain rods and hooks. I start searching for Christmas lights to go around my room and around the canopy . I feel myself being watched and slowly look around me .My phone vibrates again


Unknown: what are you looking for maybe I can help?

I freeze . He's here . Following me .


"Hi kitty did you miss me ? " Maxons voice feels my ears and tears come to my eyes .

I feel a knife run up and down my back . I remember how quick and deadly he is with that knife I have a constant reminder of it right underneath my butt from when he carved his initials there befor he left the foster home.

"H-I Maxon ... What do you want ? " I say in a shaky voice.


"Just wanted to see you .you know if you didn't want to be foun you should really turn off your gps finder on your phone . " he says laughing he grabs my waist and turns me around . His lips finding mine I gag at his taste and push him off

"I wouldn't do that if I were you . I just wanted to see my girlfriend and help her go shopping . " Maxon says grabbing my hand .


I feel helpless knowing he will kill me before he lets me go again until he's done playing with me . I look up at his face it was still bruised and cut from his makeover Andy gave him .

" what are we looking for ?" He asks

"Christmas lights an a mini fridge "

Maxon finds both of those things fast and and then takes me to the makeup section .

"Im gonna buy you some new makeup kitty pick out anything you want . "


" Maxon that's really nice but I uh have all the makeup I need" I tell him softly .

He glares at me and I shudder .

"um but I could always use some new eye liner and makeup brushes and foundation and uh could you pick out a new perfume for me ? " I ask nicely and his face lights up .

He looks at the perfume and start smelling it as I pull out my phone and text Andy really quick .

Andy: Maxon at target help!

I shove my phone in my pocket just in time when Maxon hands me my favorite perfume called vampire . He remembered ...


A security guard walks past the aisle and stops when he sees us .

"Excuse me ma'am are you okay ? "

i shake my head and Maxon tenses up he lets go of my hand and whispers in my ear "ill see you later kitty "
Then walks away . The security guard chases after him as another guard escorts me to the register where I buy all my stuff . I try to hold back my tears .

"Are you okay miss? " the cashier asks and a few tears escape as I nod and the guard helps me to my car . I now officially hate target .

I drive off as fast as I can tears falling freely now I go to my studio because it's the closest safe place . I get to the room and lock the door tight as well as the windows .


Andy: are you okay? I called the security and they said they'd find you and help?

I text him back quickly telling him where I was and I was staying here cause I was to scared to drive back alone.


I grab my paint and put plastic on the floor in front of the left wall . My body is numb and there is only 2 things in the world that help that . painting and cutting . I grab a ladder and begin painting the whole wall black I zone out as my body takes over painting to release my mind .


Three hours later I step back from my painting and study it . The wall was black with a full moon underneath the moon was an angel that looks just like me except her make up was smeared and her eyes red from crying though I may look like that now . her wings were black and her halo bent and broken . Her wrist were cut blood pouring making the water underneath her red . The angel was crying and the river was a river of tears of every tear she's ever shed .


I sign the painting at the bottom and was out my brushes . I look at my painting again. I like it .

Notes

Hey! What did you think of this chapter? I hate Maxon -.- who doesn't ? Is there anyone? I'm thinking of doing a question of the day thing at the end of every chapter what would you guys think about that? I love you all thank you all so much for your support ! <3




QOTD: what would you guys like to see happen in the next chapter ?