For the love of my father

As Nikolia drives to the beach we sing along to Pierce the Veil rocking out in her car.

"Omg ! I cant remember when I had this much fun just driving and singing to one of my favorite bands!" Nikolia shouts over the music .

I smile " Me either !"

We pull into the beach parking lot next to three other cars with Kaimarin,Abby,Jessie,Eli,Eliza , Kevin , Tal and Tate hanging out by the them.

"Kait! " Tal and Tate run up to me hugging me . I laugh and hug them back.

Everyone was in such a good mood it made me happy knowing that I was a part of this group.We join the rest of the group who were all in bathing suits. Just like I thought all the guys had amazing bodies tan ,minus Eli who like his sister was very white,and muscular like they were at the beach year round , which they probably were since we live in LA . The girls are skinny and the only tan one is Abby who was dressed in a pink frilly bikini. Eliza was dressed in a black bandeau one piece suit.



"Come on lets go get dressed in our stuff Kait." Nikolia tells me leading the way to the bathroom.


I follow her and we go in the same stall thing and start changing . Nikolia changes into a fringe black bathing suit that is a one piece yet a two piece at the same time . I was a little self conscience after seeing everyone else . They all had amazing body's that were flawless and mine was scarred and pale white.


"Hurry up silly " Nikolia tells me throwing a towel at me . I quickly change into my favorite swim suit of all , a one piece batman swim suit.


"Omg ! where did you get that?! Its so beyond cute Kait ! I love Batman ! and so does basically every other person in our group lol. Eliza's gonna try to rip you out of it haha " Nikolia says .


Then she pulls out a bottle of water proof foundation in my color.


"figured you'd need it since we are at the beach " she says helping me cover up my bruise the best we can.when we finish she takes my hand and pulls me out of the bathroom and too the group who found the perfect spot near the water . There was huge beach umbrellas all around our group and Eliza was passing around the sun block.


"OMG!! You look so good!" Eliza yells causing Jessie to look over.


"Everyone look at Kait! our very own batwoman ! " Jessie yells to the rest of the guys . Tal,Tate and Kevin all wolf whistle at me causing me to blush.


"So mature guys"Abby tells them as she lays down a beach towel and starts sun bathing.

Kaimarin walks up to me handing me the sun block .

"Thanks,I need this haha"

"I know " He says laughing

I start lathering my body up with it but cant reach the middle of my back.

" Here let me help" Kaimarin says taking the sun block from me and applying it to my back.

His hands were warm like the warm sand under my feet . He gently massaged the sun block into my back . Mmm it felt so nice. I look up to see a glaring Abby . Uh oh she didn't look to happy about this


"Hey no fair ! I want to rub Kait too!" Eliza whines and winks at me laughing.



When he finishes I say " Thank you "


Smiling he says " Any time Kit Kat "


hahah "Kit Kat ? " I ask


"Yeah you need a nick name all of us have one . Nikolia's is Niki, Abigail's is Abby, Eliza's is El , Eli's real name is Elision ,Jessie is Jess , Kevin is Kev , and mine is Kai so your nickname is Kit Kat." He tells me laughing .


"What about Tal and Tate's nick name? " I ask looking over at said people.


They were wrestling with Kevin and throw him in the water. Kaimarin looks at this as well and laughs.


"We call them TNT because when they are together things tend to explode "

At this I laugh and go sit next to Nikolia .


"Hey whats up? You seem awfully happy." She says.


" I just feel like this is going to be a good day." I tell her and get up pulling her with me to the water.

This is just what I needed . A day of fun in the sun.





When the sun finally goes down we still are having fun . After swimming Kevin tried to teach Nikolia ,Eliza and me how to surf which didnt turn out so well but we still had fun . Eliza met a cute girl and brought her over to hang with us which made it perfect to have a volley ball competition guys against girls. Girls of course one and after all that we are finally sitting around a bonfire .


Nikolia and Jessie were cuddling up next to each other roasting marsh mellows. Abby was hanging out with Tal and Tate while Kevin and was talking to Eli about some foot ball game coming up. Eliza and Katie , the girl Eliza met earlier, were whispering in each others ears and giggling . I wish Andy was here but he was probably hanging out with the band in the studio or something. He hadn't called or texted or anything not that I've really check since I was having so much fun. Maybe I should check that right now.Just when I get up Kaimarin comes over to me.


"Want to go on a walk?" He asks.


"Sure." he takes my hand and begins to walk down the beach .


When we are about half a mile from the group he stops and looks at the ocean. He doesn't let go of my hand. I look out into the ocean as well , the moon light on the dark waves was beautiful, I'd have to paint this as soon as I could.


Kaimarin looks at me and pulls me toward him my hand lands on his chest and my body falls into his. He uses his other hand to lift my chin up and kisses me passionately . Shocked I don't do anything but open my eyes wide . Does it make me a bad person that Im thinking about Andy while he's kissing me? He pulls away smiling at me .


" I really like you Kit kat ..." He tells me caressing my bruised cheek .

I wince and pull away a little. He looks confused at me and then looks at my cheek . Shit I forgot to reapply the foundation after the full day in the water and sun. I look at him and cover my cheek.

"Kait ... why is your face all b-" before he can finish I turn away from him and run back to the bonfire.


Kaimarin after the shock of me running away he chases me, but I had the head start. I get to a confused looking Nikolia .


"I have to go .." I look back at Kaimarin coming up the beach . " Like now.." I tell her grabbing my bag and shoes.


She looks at Kaimarin and gets up kissing Jessie she grabs her stuff and heads to her car following me. As she starts her car and backs up Kaimarin gets to the edge of the parking lot and stares at the car.


"What happened... " Nikolia asks.


I just shake my head and dig my phone out of my purse . Shit it wasn't even on .I sigh and turn on my phone to see a bunch of text messages from Andy .

"Where are you?"

"are you okay?"

"What happened? why did you leave?"

"I Love You..."


The last message choked me up .I texted him quickly back.

" Sorry the fighting was to much after last night. on my way home ... " My fingers freeze over the keyboard. Should I tell him how I feel.... ? I quickly text" ILY2" at the end of the message and hit send.


I take a deep breath and close my eyes drifting off to sleep.

Notes

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOMMA'S !!!! Im so thankful for my mom even if we get in fights from time to time and she says that Andy biersack looks like a girl (which I hit her for -__-) I still love her :)