Love will never die- sequel to that hatered in your eyes

I stubbed out my cigarette and walked back inside, I grabbed a drink and sat down in a booth, jinxx walked over to the booth and sat down,
"Hey phoebe, how you been?"
"Ive been doing good thanks, you?"
"Yeah I've been good thanks, so, you coming to our show tomorrow?"
"Maybe, I don't know really, depends if I'm in the mood"
"Well OM&M go on after us so yeah" he said with a smirk, I giggled
"I'll have to check with Austin" he nodded and smiled, I took a sip out of my drink, I looked over and saw Austin, he walked over and sat next to me, kissing my cheek, him and jinxx talked about the show tomorrow and said that it was okay for me to watch BVB. I looked around and saw blaze with CC, I got up and walked over to them
"Hey blaze, can we talk?" She nodded and walked my way,
"I've hardly seen you around, is something wrong?"
"No there's nothing wrong it's just me and CC are kinda together" she said blushing
"Well why didn't you tell me?"
"CC said he recognised you and he said that you lived with them, you had apparently been Andy's friend since you were 12 or something and he said that he won't tell anyone" I looked at her and glanced behind her to CC, he looked at me and I mouthed to him 'Outside talk now'
"Be right back blaze" she nodded and I walked outside with CC
"What the hell?"
"Phoebe, why in hell did you leave?!" CC said shouting a little
"I was creating too much drama and the band was going downhill so I left, I couldn't cause you lot any more pain"
"Phoebe, you actually caused more pain then you thought you would've, the bus got trashed, we drank 24/7, jake stopped eating and ash got worse with the ladies, Andy shut himself away from everyone and started smoking more and jinxx and sammi were lost" it hit me and I broke down in tears, I had caused then so much pain it hurt me, I wanted to stop giving them pain not create more drama. CC kneeled next to me
"Shh it's okay, we just have to tell the others before they kick up about it" I nodded whilst CC phoned jinxx to bring everyone in the band outside, in 5 minutes they all gathered around me
"I have something to tell you guys" I looked at CC and he mouthed 'Carry on'
"I urm I'm.."
"Your what?"
"Its me phoebe, I was jakes fiancé, I was Andy's childhood friend, I was jinxx and sammi's adopted daughter, I was ash's drinking partner and I was CC'S monster buddy" tears were crawling down my face, jake rand over to me and pulled me into a massive squeeze hug, he let go and I looked at Andy, he had tears rolling down his face, he ran over to me and hugged me
"Please don't ever never leave us again" I could feel his tears on my shoulder, he kissed my forehead and hugged me again, Andy let go and jinxx and sammi came over and both hugged me, squeezing me slightly, I could feel that they were both crying and sammi looked at me and tears were rolling down her face, she wiped my tears and smiled, I smiled back with happy tears on my face,
"Group hug!!" CC shouted, everyone ran and we all squeezed in a massive group hug. We all let go and started walking back to the bar, I had to find Jayy and Dahvie. I went over to Austin and asked him if they were in the bar, he pointed to the booth in the corner and I saw them, I walked over and sat next to them, my bangs covered my face. They both looked confused
"Can we help you?" Dahvie said, I looked up and their faces turned from confusion to happiness
"PHOEBE!!!!" Jayy screamed, hugging me so tightly I couldn't breathe
"Phoebe" Dahvie said with a calm smile
"Dahvie" I smiled back we hugged and I sat down next to Jayy who was holding into my arm like he would die without it, we talked for a bit more and then said our goodbyes, I went and said goodnight to everyone and then found Austin and we walked back to the bus. Austin kissed me goodnight and walked sloppily to his bunk and I shut everything down and got ready for bed.

-next morning-

I woke up and decided that I would go out shopping so I texted Jayy and within 5 minutes he replied

Yeah sure xxx -J

Cool, meet you at your bus in an hour?? Xx -P

Yeah awesome, better get up then >.< xxx -J

Okaieee see you in a bit >.< xx -P

I got up and made everyone pancakes, Austin walked in and sat down, I placed a cup of coffee and some painkillers,
"Is it okay if I go out shopping with Jayy today? I need to catch up with him, I haven't seen him in ages"
"Yeah sure, when you gonna be back?"
"Whatever time"
"Okay then" he smiled at me, I kissed him and went to get ready, I took a shower and put on loads of band wristbands, a Marilyn Manson top on, silver skinny jeans, a bullet chain belt and my black converse, I straitened my hair and teased it a little, I sprayed it and put a thick line of eyeliner around my eyes. I quickly brushed my teeth and looked at the time, 11:58, I grabbed my purse, bag, phone and keys and walked into the sitting area, Austin was watching TV, I said goodbye and walked to BOTDF's bus. I knocked and Dahvie opened the door, he welcomed me in, Jayy shouted saying he's almost ready and within 5 minutes he was ready. We said goodbye and walked out of the bus. We kept walking till we found a Starbucks, we picked up some coffee and we continued walking till we got to the mall. We got to the entrance and Jayy said
"HOT TOPIC NOWWW!!!!" Dragging me in the direction of hot topic. We got there and went strait for the band merch. I brought more wristbands, belt hooks, chains, necklaces, BMTH hoodie and a 'squishy' phone case. I paid and saw Jayy talking to a girl, I walked over to them
"Hey girlie, this is my friend raven" Jayy said pointing to a girl around 14. She had black scene styled hair and green-blue eyes that stood out a lot. She had both earlobe stretched and all her ears pierced. She smiled and waved at me, I smiled and waved back. Jayy ran off and me and raven started talking
"I'm phoebe by the way, I'm close friends with Jayy and Dahvie" I said with a smile
"I'm one of Jayy's friends, im 14 and I'm an orphan" she said with a weak smile
"Okay then, I'm adopted so I know what it feels like" I smiled gently at her, she smiled back. We continued talking and we soon found out that we had a lot in common. We exchanged phone numbers and we dropped her off home. Me and Jayy walked back to the busses and we said goodbye, I got back to the bus and sat on the couch with Austin watching TV. Alan ordered pizza and we had a quiet night with movies and pizza.

Notes

Well, I'm getting better I was really bored cause I have no life at the moment so yeah, like?

Never give in :)

EmoSceneGirl167