We'll Get Through This Together-Andy Biersack
Chapter 11- You Don’t Deserve To Feel So Sad
Chapter 11- You Don’t Deserve To Feel So Sad
Imogen’s point of view-
After watching Parental Guidance (A/N: Which is actually a really good movie by the way) and getting started at by people because I have a freaking bandage on my arm Andy and I head home.
“How’s your arm feeling?” Andy asks.
“Just as bad as it was last night.” I sigh.
“It’ll get better.” Andy says with a reassuring smile.
We continue the walk back to our houses and then stand between the two.
“Who’s house?” Andy asks.
“Mine?” I suggest.
“Sounds good, I’m just going to go my house and change. You can come if you want.” Andy smiles.
“Nah, it’s okay. I’ll see you at my house.” I smile back and we walk off to our own houses.
I walk through the door, say I quick hello to my parents who were on their way to bed. I go upstairs and change into my pyjamas and take my makeup off. By pyjamas I mean a long sleeve black top and batman pyjama pants. They’re so warm.
I hear a knock at my door and see Andy stand there holding his pillows and a bag.
We walk upstairs and sit in my room.
“We’re matching again.” Andy beams.
“Yes, this time it was unintentional.” I laugh.
“So what movie should we watch?” Andy asks putting his stuff down.
“SILENT HILL!” I almost yell, well I kind of yell it.
“Isn’t that a scary movie?” Andy asks making a weird face.
“I didn’t think that girls liked scary movies.” Andy says.
“Well you’ve been hanging around the wrong girls then.” I joke. “I’ll go downstairs and get some food.” I walk downstairs and get 2 cans of monster, some Doritos, some popcorn and some lolly snakes.
“There, that should be enough for tonight.” I smile putting everything on my bed.
I put the DVD into the player and wait until it’s on the menu screen. I shove two of the four pillows off of my bed and put Andy’s two there.
“Get ready to be scared.” I laugh as I press play.
“I’m going to wake you up if I have nightmares.” Andy smirks.
The movie starts and we’re already getting scared.
“I’M NOT GOING TO SLEEP FOR DAYS!!” Andy screams clinging to my arms.
“Nah, you’ll sleep.” I laugh at him; I have a twisted sense of humour.
“Can you turn all the lights on please?” He asks.
“Fine.” I fake sigh. I get up and turn the light on in my room. “Better?”
He nods his head and I get into bed. He instantly latches back onto my arm.
“How are you not scared?” He asks resting his head on my shoulder and getting all comfortable. I think that I’m going to wake up with a very sore shoulder in the morning.
“I’ve seen it before, and it’s not real Andy.” I smile.
“I know that it’s not real. We should have just watched batman or something.” He says getting scared again.
“But we always watch batman, change is good.” I explain. Wind blows roughly on my window causing it to creak and causing Andy to hide under the covers then then scream because it’s dark under there.
“Andy calm down, just close your eyes.” I try to calm him down but then give up.
I start getting sleepy and before I know it I’m asleep.
I wake up to hear one of Andy’s screams. I guess he finally fell asleep. He screams again so I shake him awake.
“Andy it’s okay, it was just a bad dream.” I say as his eyes widen and his start shivering. He throws his arms around me and sobs quietly.
I get tired and fall asleep. I’m guess that it’s all the sleep that I haven’t been getting; it must be catching up on me.
I wake up again; this time to see that my light is no longer on and there’s a note on my bedside table. I push Andy off of me and grab the note.
‘We’re going out for the day; we’ll be back before dinner x-Mom’
I go to put the note back and as I guessed my shoulder is in so much pain.
“You’ve got to be kidding me. Fucking hell.” I complain as I put my head back on my pillow.
“What’s wrong?” Andy asks with a sleepy voice.
“My shoulder hurts.” I explain. “Because someone fell asleep on it.”
“Well, that someone wouldn’t have fallen asleep on it if someone didn’t show them a scary movie.” Andy laughs.
“I’m going back to sleep.” I say pulling the covers back over myself.
“I might as well do the same, school tomorrow.” Andy says. I hear his head hit his pillow.
What a productive way to spend my Sunday, sleeping. I think about how school’s been lately, it’s freaking annoying. There are groups of kids everywhere and then you’re forced to talk to them in class. Then there’s the overly active year 7s who run through the corridors and everything. It’s a good school, the people are just annoying. But then again I find most people annoying .Most.
The other day in class, I think it was Thursday, this girl tried to dis the music that I listen to and it took all my self-control to not rip her head off. She called them emo Satan worshippers. I laugh and then hear Andy laugh.
“What are you laughing at?” I ask turning over.
“Your laugh.” Andy smirks as he turns over to face me.
“Meanie.” I joke.
We both start laughing and then turn around to face away from each other.
I remember the lyrics to Knives and Pens and fall asleep. That song is perfection.
Andy’s point of view-
I’m not going to lie, that movie was fucking scary. I feel bad because I kept waking up during the night and waking up Imogen, but she was the one who made me watch the whole movie with her. I hear her laugh and then laugh to myself. I love her laugh so much. I felt her turn around to face me so I did the same. It took all of my self-control not to kiss her. I wanted to so badly, but I didn’t because she doesn’t like me like that. We’re just really good friends, nothing more.
"It kills me to see someone as beautiful as you so sad. You don't deserve to be." I say to Imogen, she's sleeping so she wouldn't have heard me anyway.