Found Again

Andy p.o.v Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Stupid fucking alcohol! 'You'd be worshipped in China' really Andy? Really? Fucking smooth! 'I want to have sex with you' Andy what the fuck are you thinking?!?! Jesus her telling me that made me wish we were standing on a forty story building so that I could jump out a window! I can't believe I said that! Even though everything I apparently said is true it wasn't supposed to fucking come out yet! We were still having fun watching movies all day anyway, it was good to have 'best friend time' again, it feels like old times now. We were about fifteen minutes into the fourth movie when my phone started ringing and Riot's phone too which was weird, i looked at the clock to see that it was four o'clock in the afternoon, we both went our separate ways to take the phone call. I answered the phone to Ashley's voice. "Dude, guess what?!" He said "what?" I said completely uninterested because it was more than likely about some girl he banged last night and the phone call was to tell me how hot she was "dude cheer up! This is good news! We're booked for warped tour again this year AND we're headlining AND we're playing mainstage!" He said "no fucking way are you serious?!" I asked "yeah man and do you want to hear the even better news? Riot and her band, AVR are also headlining and playing mainstage too! How cool is that?!" He said excitedly "dude that's fucking awesome well I better go tell riot so talk to you in a bit" I said "oh so you're with riot huh? In her house? Talking with her?" He said, I could practically see the smirk on his lips "yeah I crashed here last night after the party" I said innocently already knowing what he was getting at since according to Ashley 'I'm easy to read' "uh huh, make your move already dude" he said "man you know I can't i know that i am completely and utterly in love with her but she's my best friend it would wreck everything!" I said "trust me on this man, if you don't you're going to regret it big time because a gorgeous girl like her isn't going to wait around, some other guy is gonna sweep her off her feet, carry her into the sunset and all you can do is sit there and watch because its gonna be too late and you're going to fucking kick yourself for it because you know and I know that she is the fucking one for you and if you let her get away it will be the biggest mistake of your life, trust me on this I've been there" he replied I wondered what he mean it by 'I've been there' "your right Ashley but how to do it is the goddamn problem" I said frustrated "you'll figure it out man and soon" he said "I fucking hope so" I replied "okay dude I'm gone buzz me if ya need me" he said and hung up. I made my way back into the living room and Riot was sitting on the sofa continuing to munch her way through the sweets. She turned around and smiled "hey, we're booked for warped tour and headlining again this year, that's what my phone call was about. But I overheard yours" I swear my heart froze "sooo, tell me who is this girl that you are completely and utterly in love with?" She said smiling but I could instantly tell it was fake there was a sadness in her eyes, but why? "Um I'm not really in the mood to talk about that right now can we just watch more movies and have best friend time?" I said not really looking at her and fidgeting an awful lot "Andy what is going on? Its like one minute you're acting normal the way you used to act around me and the next you're acting like you're the most uncomfortable and unsociable person in the world around me, so what the fuck is going on?" She seethed, standing up. "Nothing!" I said back, looking up at her "yeah right, I know you like the back of my hand and that is a bold faced lie!" She shouted "its none of your fucking business anyway!" I shouted back. Oh fuck, I could see her eyes go that strange dark green color that they went when she was really fucking furious. I've only ever seen that look aimed at me twice before and belief me when I say this, I was scared shirtless! I prepared myself for the wrath of Riot "oh so its okay for you to want to know every fucking detail of my life but when it comes to you, you want to be a fucking enigma? A mystery? Yeah right that's not how it works Andy! Grow the fuck up! You're not peter pan! If you want to stand there and lie to my face about what the fuck is really going on and I'm not talking about whoever it is you're in love with, I'm talking about everything else like the all of a sudden awkwardness, your new stutter which appeared out of nowhere and why you're friendly with me one minute then can't look at me the next, then you can fucking leave because I'm not going to sit here and try to piece together the mystery of Andrew Biersack because it seems like that's going to be a waste of time since you're just full of secrets and from what I remember we used to tell each other everything but obviously not anymore!" She roared. I didn't really know what to do so I kind of stood there in shock. She moved from her spot and headed up stairs to her room I'm assuming I didn't move from mines for about fifteen minutes but what felt like an hour. - 1 week later - Riot and I hadn't really spoken in the last week which was kind of awkward considering we lived in the same house now. Today was the beginning of warped and both o bands we here at the house and both of our bands buses were onside the house. The buses were HUGE to say the least like they always are when we go on tour. AVR's bus was really cool on the outside. It had their logo and their name name on both sides of the bus with a black background, the logo and name were in turquoise blue and shocking purple. Also it had a huge dark blue snake twisting itself around the logo of the band. It was fucking awesome looking. We all eventually had to start making our ways to the buses if we wanted to be there on time, so we loaded all our suitcases and equipment on to the huge ass buses and made our way into them one by one, Riot and I were last to get on o buses I was about to walk on to mines and so was she when I turned to her she turned to me, I gave a small smile and a wave but she just looked at me, rolled her eyes looked down and got on the bus, my smile turned to a frown as a I climbed the steps to my bus. I forgot how goddamn fucking stubborn she could be. I hope she forgives me or eventually let's me explain.

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