Found Again

Time lapse - Thursday Thursday came around a lot quicker than I thought it would. Andy was still helping me pack my bags. He was being unusually quiet today but obviously for the reason of me leaving he said he would leave me to the airport so I told the girls I would meet them there because Andy wanted to take a detour to our favorite park where we would always hang around. We drove there in a comfortable silence to the park "so what's up Andy?" I asked "the sky?" He laughed a sad laugh "you know what I mean" I said "I know. Nothing I'm just going to miss you so much that I can't even comprehend" he said while still not looking at me. He hadn't been looking at me for the past ten minutes. "Hey, look at me" I said softly, he turned to me and my heart almost broke when he did. Tears were streaming down his face "oh god Andy. C'mere" I said getting up from the swing to sit on his lap and hug him tightly, while starting to cry myself to the point I was almost sobbing "hey, you'll be fine without me I promise, no matter what, I'm always in here" I said poking his chest motioning to his heart "don't say that you sound like I'll never see you again and that's even more heart wrenching than letting you go now its killing me but I'm NOT going to hold you back from your dream" "Andy that won't happen I'm only ever a phone call or plane flight away" I said while kind of choking. He just nodded sadly. I swear at that moment I almost talked myself out of it but I know Andy would metaphorically kill me for it. "Okay let's get you to the airport before I turn into an even bigger mess than I already am" he said and chuckled. "Yeah" I said softly and linked my arm with his back to the car. We sang along to cheesy songs in the car and laughed at how utterly out of tune we were. We got into the airport and he walked me as far as bag check since he couldn't go any further than that. "Well this is goodbye then" he said "its goodbye for now Andy" I replied and the two of us were full on crying now. I looked to my left to see the girls there almost full on crying too. They were my best friends but no one will ever replace Andy and the friendship that we have. My heart is breaking right now. We were hugging each other so hard like we were hanging on to each other for dear life. Taylor stored forward, tears in her own eyes. "Riot, we have to go" she said softly and quietly. I nodded my head and Andy lifted his from my shoulder and unwrapped his arms from my waist. "I love you more than anything Riot, don't ever forget that bestie" he choked out in his deep voice. I nodded and brought my head back up from looking at the ground to look at him. "I love you more than anything too Andy" he grabbed the side of my face and kissed my forehead, hugging me tightly again and let go. I had to turn away from him then to walk forwards to the back of the airport where security was and I swear, turning away from him was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. I looked over my shoulder though once again at him. He was still standing there, hands in his skinny black jeans pockets, watching me walk away. The tears were still dripping down his face because he had to lift his hand to wipe his eyes. He then disappeared from my sight because of the wall to security. This was me moving forward with my life but having to leave the most important thing in my life behind
Andy's p.o.v
I watched the most important person in my life walk away from me and I couldn't do anything about it.I knew exactly what the feelings that I've been feeling for the past few years were but I would never admit them to myself let alone her. Now I would never get the chance again to do it. That girl saved me in more ways than even she knew about. She was MY saviour. But she'll never know. I was pissing myself off because I was now thinking of all of the things that I never said to her that I could have and now I would never get the chance again because no matter what we said, I know that we will eventually lose all contact altogether and even though the thought of it killed me, I know it is the truth

Notes

BTW, listen to the song 'Fade Away' by automatic love letter it gives it a good effect. BTW was the chapter any good? Any feels? I'm so excited to write the next one! I'm loving writing this because I know exactly where the whole story is going! Thanks for reading - Riot