Sad But True (sequel to Nothing Else Matters)

"Can I come in!"

"Go away unless you are Alex or have boobs!" I yell dryly scribbling down on a paper.

"Jack would of like that remark.." I open the door seeing Alex with a grin. "Andy is a dick."

"Ah, he is my dick. Thanks for coming." I whisper as he crash next to me.

"Sure, write a new song?"

"Yep, wanna sing it with me?"

He nods grabbing my guitar. "Start here." I whisper pointing the first lyrical note.

"My ship went down In a sea of sound. When I woke up alone I had everything." I sang quietly.

"A handful of moments I wished I could change And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade."

Alex joined in a huge smile on his face. "In a city of fools,I was careful and cool, But they tore me apart like a hurricane... A handful of moments I wished I could change But I was carried away."

I took a huge breathe and sang with Alex.

"Give me therapy. I'm a walking travesty But I'm smiling at everything. Therapy... You were never a friend to me And you can keep all your misery."

"Oh wow," alex sighs shaking his head.

"Happy birthday Alex." I say sliding the paper over to him. "You thought I forgot huh?"

"No... Yes." He pouts slightly giving me a nudge.

"Can I come in?" Both I and Alex turn our heads seeing Andy.

"I don't think she wants to talk to you." Alex groans going in defense mode.

"She is my wife, I don't care if she wants to talk to me or not, she will listen so if you don't mind Alex I want to talk to my wife." Andy groans back.

"No."

"Alex its okay, come pick me up later for the party okay?"

He sighs and kissed me on my cheek. "I love you."

"Love you to Belle." He walked out pushing Andy out of the way.

The door closed and the atmosphere tighten.

"So talk." I spat out

"You trying to make me jealous with Alex, again?"

What the fuck!

"What's wrong?" He asks.

Is he serious?

I scoff shaking my head. "Why don't you ask your ex?" I hiss acidly.

His mouth twists and his eyes frost. "She came on to me Belle, I pushed her of."

We glare at each other. Okay, I can see this will end in a huge fight. "Juliet told me she would get me back, yep she did."

"I love you Belle, no one else!" He yells angrily.

"I don't think I believe you." I admitted narrowing my eyes.

The words pierced through his heart like a knife. "I do." He sounds hurt, or is it a play

"Do you still love Juliet?"

"Yes but not in a way I love you."

Suddenly I want to cry- not lady like but burst into tears that the whole world could hear.

I took a deep breath to suppress my urge. "You still have feelings for her." I say more than ask.

"No!" He says, appalled.

I turn away from Andy eyeing the photo of I and Andy, we look so happy there, on the ocean.

"I broke up with her for you, she was heart broken Isabelle."

What? Is he expecting me to feel sorry for her?

"Please look at me."

No. I know if I do I will burst in tears. I simply cannot cope with any more crap. I will com bust and turn back into a drug junkie, I can't have that, not for me and not for this baby in my stomach.

"Belle baby."

"What?"

"Don't do this, she is not the one I married." Andy mutters.

this woman he is talking about; he had a very full-on, deviant fucked up sexual relationship with, crap it hurst thinking about Andy and juliet fucking each other.

I stood up and walked to my closet. Mm, what to wear for the party?

Got it. I grabbed my blue shorts and red tank top.

"Belle."

I did not answer.

"Please."

I turn around and smile. "Its okay, I forgive you. I need to get ready for alex's party." I say and walking in the bathroom. I locked the door opening the shower.

With the shower stream screaming I gave up and begin to cry, the bursting all around me.

I need a break.

Two hours later I ran downstairs seeing the BVB guys watching batman yet again, thank god I am not going to be here.

"Wow, you look hot." Ashley whistles.

"Why thank you." I blow him a kiss ignoring Andy.

Black Veil Brides and all time low were never close, that's why I am invited and they are not, good thing to.

Few minutes went by when my phone buzzed saying Alex is outside.

"Have a good night guys!" I yell marching to the door.
"Belle wait." I took a huge sigh and turned around.

"Yes?"

"Don't drink to much, call me if you want me to come pick you up."

I am not drinking I am pregnant you cheating bastard!

"Okay bye." I say to quickly running to Alex.

I climbed in the car giving Alex a quick kiss on the cheek. "Is he still gawking?" I ask.

"Yep. let's have some fun baby."

I grin and nodded. The engine came on shivers down my spine. Let's party shall we.

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