Help Me Save Me *Compleated*

Roslyn's P.O.V.

I woke up to clothes all over the bunk and a sleeping Andy curled up next to me, I nuzzled my head closer to his chest and tried to fall back asleep that didn't work out too well because Andy woke up "morning beautiful" he said with a smile "hmmhmmhmm Morning" I mumbled into his warm chest "we should get up soon" he said while hugging me closer to him so that our stomachs were touching "can't we stay like this all day, don't you have a day off?" I asked sleepily still nuzzled close to him "I have a concert tonight babe" there was a moment of silence "Well what time does it start at?" I asked not wanting to move "Not till 8" he said shifting his position "Annnd what time is it now?" he shifted a bit then a bright light illuminated the dim bunk "its only going on 1" he told me cuddling closer and kissing my forehead "honestly I want to stay like this forever" I confessed looking up at him smiling, our eyes connected and he came in for a kiss, so we decided to get up shortly after that, it was almost 1:30 and the guys weren't up yest so Andy and I just sat on the couch watching Batman until Andy forced me to eat something, I had bacon, eggs, and a piece of toast,the hole time regretting it I was getting fatter, I got half way done my breakfast when I told Andy I couldn't eat anymore "babe, you need to eat, this isn't healthy" he protested "Andy if I eat anymore I will throw up" I tried explaining he gave me a sympathetic look, he brought me in for a hug and told me that he will help me through it, then Ash came out "what's wrong, what did you do" he said amusing it was Andy's fault I was crying "I didn't do anything" Andy protested Ash came closer and took me from Andy's arms "Ros whats wrong" he asked softly "I.. I ca-cant do it Ash I cant" I told him through sobs "you cant do what sweetheart" he asked in a quiet voice "they all call me f-fat, I cant anymore" I explained "oh Ros your not fat your anything but fat" he said hugging me tight "yes I am every one thinks so" I choked out "Ros.. we KNOW your anything but fat" Andy told me but for some reason I didn't believe them "no.. no do you see the fat on my stomach" I asked lifting my shirt up reveling my belly "Ros that is not fat that is skin I can count your ribs, it's not healthy" Andy tried telling me, I just kept shaking my head "we need to get you help" Ash said sternly.

It took two hours of convincing but I finally agreed to getting help, Andy and Ash took me to the doctors and I got prescribed as depressed and extremely under wight, the doctor gave me medication for my depression and anorexia, I had to take the one in the morning and one with every meal, the first couple days were hard on me I didn't want to eat or take my pills Andy had to try and force it down my throat, I felt he was getting angry with me yet every time I asked he would say he was fine, I could tell buy his eyes he was frustrated, but the weeks passed and things got better.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~imma do a time skip theirs nothing really relevant about this part~~~~~~~

It was going so good and I was getting better until one morning...
I woke up not feeling to well so I decided to stay in bed,Andy would come in every few hours to cheek on me "hey babe how are you feeling?" he asked I just shook my head he came down and hugged me but then I git a sharp pain in my stomach and ran to the bathroom leaning over the toilet and bringing up what little I had in my belly, he came up behind me and rubbed my back "I shouldn't be getting sick" i told him almost crying "I know but that's just what happens" he paused for a minuet then spoke again "babe can you show me you stomach?" he asked so I lifted my shirt and to my surprise you actually couldn't see my ribs, Andy'd face went serious "I think I know whats wrong,... your pregnant"

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