Help Me Save Me *Compleated*

(AN: Oh my blue fuck I'm a horrible writer...I think this will be the last chapter... I'm totally out of ideas)

Roslyn's P.O.V

When we got back from the hospital I went strait to mine and Andy's room and curled up into a ball facing the wall and cried to myself,
I thought about all my past mistakes and how this one is added to it... "It's my fault... It's my fault... It's all my fault." I mumbled quietly to my self before bursting into more tears "It's alll myy fault" I sobbed into my hands, I then felt a hand rubbing my back "Shh baby girl it's not your fault, thing's like this happen..." Andy said trying to make me feel better... I shook my head "no... nonono It is my fault, I'm a horrible mother... I killed her.. Andy I killed her" I yelled the last part. He pulled me into a hug and we sat there like that for a while until I fell asleep...

I woke up around 5:45 in the morning because of the fucking nightmares... I was hoping that it was all just a dream, that I still had my baby... But when I looked down my stomach was flat again, I sighed and curled up into a ball and drifted back to sleep...

It's been a few days and I haven't moved nor talked since I lost my baby... Andy and Ash have tried to get me to talk, to move, to eat.. But I couldn't my depression was worse then it ever has been before... and I wanted to die again...

Andy's P.O.V.

My pore baby hasn't moved since we got back from the hospital, She's really scaring me, She's getting thinner and more sickly looking..

I was up with her in our room one night when Ash was gone... It was about 8:30 at night and I was laying on the bed with her stroking her hair and talking to her "Baby I know it's hard but please, Please talk to me... I love you" tears formed in her eyes and slid down her cheeks, I pulled her up into my lap and held her close. I put my lips to her cheek and kissed her gently "I love you so much baby" I whispered in her ear, suddenly she moved, she looked around the room and then made eye contact with me "Baby Please say something" I mumbled to her "I-I-I'm sorry" She stuttered before running to the bathroom... No!

I got up and ran after her, I reached the door but it slammed in my face "Ros!! Roslyn baby please open the door!" I begged but she didn't open it I tried to open it but she had locked the door... FUCK! "Please don't do this, Babe please" I pleaded "A-And'y I'm s-sorry..." she choked out... 'please no' I thought to myself...

Roslyn's P.O.V.

After I said sorry I ran to the bathroom Andy trailing not to far behind me I quickly slammed it and locked it "Ros!! Roslyn baby please open the door!" Andy begged but I ignored him and grabbed my razor I heard the door handle giggle and I smiled sickly to myself 'he can't get in' I thought to myself "Please don't do this, Babe please" when I heard those words and I burst into tears again "A-And'y I'm s-sorry..." I choked out and slid the blade across my left arm "ROSLYN PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR" Andy yelled, I didn't think I just went with it, suddenly I felt something pop in my arm and blood gushed out I panicked and stood Attempted to stand but fell again making a crashing noise "ROSLYN!!!!! I'M COMING IN" and with that the door broke down. Andy looked around the room and his face fell as soon as he saw me "ROS NO!!!" he screamed I moaned in pain "Hold on baby I'm calling an ambulance" he said as he whipped out his phone, as he was talking another pair of foot steps cam up the stairs.. And standing right there in the door was was a shocked Ashley, I let a tear slip out of my eye before closing them for good, just before I slipped out I felt Andy's lips one last time and I weakly kissed back "I- L-ove y-ou" I weakly said before letting myself go.

I was some where that was all white I had no clue where I was but I had no more pain I felt happy... Suddenly I saw my best friend appear... "Kristle?!" I asked bewilder "Yes" she gave a small smile "It's your time Roslyn..." she said with a small glimmer of sadness tears sprung to my eye's I was fine with death, I will miss Andy but he's better with out me, every one is... I let out a breath and looked back seeing everything I was leaving behind and smiled to myself "Andy I love you, so so much" I whispered and followed my friend into the light forever at peace...

Ashley's P.O.V.

I ran up the stairs, I heard yelling as soon as I got in the door and instantly panicked.

When I got up there I saw Andy holding my sister in his arms with a cell to his ear, She was bleeding and crying.. I saw her whisper something to Andy then went limp in his arms "NO ROSLYN PLEASE DON'T DIE" Andy screamed.

~*Time skip to hospital cas im so tired*~

Right now me and Andy are standing in a white room watching them work on trying to resurrect my sister , everything was going by so slow then her heart monitor just stopped I froze and Andy fell to the ground in tears mumbling something, the nurses led us out of the room. We waited about 20 minutes until a doctor came out with a saddened face "Were sorry to say... Roslyn did not make it" And with that he turned away. My whole world stopped... no.

Andy's P.O.V.

"Were sorry to say... Roslyn did not make it" those words spun around in my head no nonononononoNO my baby she's gone why..?

I could't processes what was happening my baby... my world.. is... gone, I got up and ran to my baby's room, 'please say they were lying' I thought to myself. I walked into the room and fell to my knees no.. just no...

~~~Three weeks later~~~

I was standing at Roslyn's funeral with the rest of the guy's, I was holding a single red rose and placed it on top of her casket "I love you babe" and with that I walked away from my love until my death day comes...

AN: That's it it's over Thank god right.. yehyeh what ever I suck at writing...

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