Love Like War (Andy Biersack Love Story)

I stood in 8th row, not really a row its just people standing everywhere. BVB came on stage and my heart beat undying-ly.

The show went on for an hour, when Andy sang Bulletproof I lift up my hands as promised and sang to my brother tears dripping down my cheeks.

"Got some good news for you bvb army, meet and greet in a few minutes!" Andy yells, the fans screamed of glee thanking God that he just said that. Me included.

Yet again I was in line. It went on for an hour when I finally got my chance.

I came into a white walled room, a huge poster in the back of the guys and a table, seated with BVB.

"Hey angel, enjoy the show?" CC asks,

"I did thank you." Andy looked up and gave a half wave, with that he returns signing away.

"Can you uh please sign these," I pulled out my brother's drum sticks placing it softly on the table.

"Drummer nice." CC grins signing away.

"Uh, its not really for me. I kinda promised someone I will do this for him."

"And who might that be?"

"My brother." I sighed heavily trying not to cry but one tear escaped. "He was your biggest fan CC, you were his hero." I whisper, my voice broke so I could not fan girl, and anyway I have no one to fan girl with.

"Was? Not any more?" He asks handing me back the drum sticks.

I turn my head to see Jinxx, Jake, Andy and Ashley eyeing me. "Yeah, you were his hero and he was mine." I say with a weak smile.

"I am so, so sorry." Jinxx says.

"Thank you."

"Why are you sorry?" Andy asks Jinxx confused.

"Her brother died." Jinxx responds.

Andy turn back to me with that look, that look that just made me want to scream. That 'fuck.' Look.

"He really wanted to come see you guys."


"What happen if I may ask." CC spoke up.

"A month ago Jamie committed suicide, I uh found him. It was really nice to meet you guys." I rambled and walked away as fast as I could.

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