Love Like War (Andy Biersack Love Story)

Another day. Another time line. Fuck! "Emo slut!" The jock Razor yells as I came on school ground.

With nothing to say to him I plug in my ear phones blasting savior by black veil brides in my ear drums, blocking out the hate and the stares.

What did I do to deserve this? I am not a bad kid. I never was.

My ear plug was ripped out of my ear the next that hit me was the ground as I collapsed forward. "Just like her brother, worthless."

I stood up again grabbing my belongings of the floor. "Why don't you also kill yourself like your emo brother and join him in hell."

Trying not to burst from tears I ran into school passed laughing and pointing peers and stumble into the bathroom stall.

I slide down pushing my white pale hands in my face.

The memories flooding back into my head.

•one month ago. Flash back•

"Jamie!" I yell with laughter pushing my crazy black hair back. "Jamie I got the tickets!"

I ran passed my mom and dad with a smile and jumped on the stairs like a bunny.

I came to a black door with a skull. "Jamie can I come in?"

No answer.

"Alright big brother I am coming in." I open the door slowly peeking my head in, but no Jamie.

"Jamie?" I strolled passed his bed seeing all his CD's on it. One thing caught my eye.

I picked up the piece of paper seeing its a note.

•You really should kill your self, what's keeping you here? Nothing. Pathetic emo gay fuck!•

The note fell out of my hands. "Mom! Dad!" I yell as loud as I can as I ran to the bathroom.

"Please don't let this happen." I whisper. Trying to open the door, but to my surprise its lock.

"Matinee what's wrong?" My dad came in out of breathe.

"Jamie." I whisper, "won't open."

"Step back angel." Dad mumer's.

My mom's arms rapped around my waist as my dad did a ninja kick to the door.

What I saw broke my heart and soul.

"No!" I bellow removing my mother's grip, running to Jamie's body on the cold tile floor.

"Hey I am here." I whisper, removing a strand of black hair out of his face.

"Hey don't die on me." I commanded. "Wake up. Please." My hands now covered in blood.

"No, no, no Jamie please." His piercing blue eyes staring deep into my hazel. "Please."

I turn to my mom who has her hand to her mouth, my father bending down to pick him up.

"Leave him, he will wake up. He just needs rest okay!" I yell my eyes red.

"Matinee, he's gone," Dad whispers. "Come on sweetie." My dad removed me from my brother and drag me out to his room.

A few minutes later people came in red and white uniforms covering Jamie up with a white blanket. I just sat there on his bed with nothing to say.

"Yes, of course." My dad says to the officer.

"Any reason why your son would commit suicide?" The officer asks.

"For being different." Dad replied.

Another man came up to him. "Sir for the burial."

I stood up shaking my head. "Jamie hated coffins, I don't want him to rot in one. Cremation. Also ask permission to throw his ashes in the ocean, he always wanted to swim with the fishes, it was his dream, so no one is gonna burry my older brother in a pine box you got that?"

"What my daughter said." They all nodded and went on their way.

My brother's body came out of the bathroom with a stretcher. "Wait."

I walk up the body removing the white blanket from his face. I bowed down and grinned. "I am going to a black veil brides concert and when they sing I am bulletproof I will lift up my hands and sing it to you." I say giving him a kiss on the cheek.

I turn my head to his ear and whisper. "I will see you in hell brother." Knowing me I will end my life the moment I am alone.

•end of flash back•

The bell rang pulling me out of my death zone. Why did I not pulled myself to ending my life?

I stood up pulling over my hoodie. I stride out of the bathroom, with my head low.

A few minutes went by and I am alone in the hallway. I look up to see my brother's locker. Big black words on it saying 'Rest In Hell!'

I turn to mine saying 'your next!'

I close my eyes shut, removing all negative energy and ran out of the hallway in the sun light. First time I am back to school after my brother's death, I should of listen to my mother when she said I can stay home for another week.

Just today, and tonight I will be seeing Jamie's heroes performing. "Happy 18th birthday big brother."

Notes

this Is my first time writing a fic like this. so yah tell me what ya think