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Chapter 50

Hayley's pov
"Miss Hayley Williams we are ready for you". I lifted my body from the orange chair feeling the nerves run through my body. "Hello Hayley if you go take a seat over there and I will be right with you" Said the doctor leaving me and Andy in the room alone. I took my seat Andy staying by my side the whole time "Andy I don't know why but I'm really fucking nervous" I said taking his hand "I know love but it will be fine just think we will be seeing our baby in a few minutes" He said squeezing my hand in reassurance "Right Hayley I'm Doctor Oswald and I'm going to be doing the usual check up today can you tell me round about how many weeks you are" "I'm about 12" "Okay if you can lay down and lift up your shirt for me and I will start the scan" She said lowering the chair so I was now laying flat on my back "The gel is going to be cold" She smiled squirting the gel onto my stomach "Let's get a good picture of your baby". After a minute of looking she stopped on what looked to be a darker spot "Umm are you sure your 12 weeks from the size of the baby it looks like your only 5 weeks along" Said Doctor Oswald looking very concerned "I'm sure I took the test 7 weeks ago and it said I'm 4-5 weeks" I said sitting up from the chair starting to feel sick "Okay well I'm going to take some blood and run a couple quick tests to find out what's going on". She quickly took the blood and left the room so me and Andy were alone again "Andy what's going on" I said letting the tears stream down my face "I don't know baby but I'm sure it will be okay just try to relax". After sitting in silence for 10 minutes Doctor Oswald returned to the room "So I have some bad news.." just hearing these words made me feel stiff, I could feel my heart rate increase and my body started to shake "It turns out you are having something called a fake pregnancy, It looks like you were pregnant for 5 weeks but miscarried but your body carried on giving you the symptoms thinking it was still pregnant" I dropped Andy's hand and placed my hand over my flat stomach "The blood work is also telling me that you have a very low chance of ever being able to carry a baby for more than 5 weeks before miscarrying again" I could feel my heart break as I heard these words god Andy must hate me right now first I kill his child and now we are told we can't have children there's no way he's going to stay with me now "I'm so sorry Andy" I said running out of the room "Hayley come back" He shouted back to me. I made it to the car park before I broke down on the floor "Baby come here" Andy said lifting me onto his lap "I'm so sorry Andy I killed our baby I'm sorry" "It wasn't your fault Hayley you didn't chose for this to happen" "How can you be so calm about this I killed our child if you stay with me you will never have children ever so just go" I shouted trying to pull away from him "Hayley This is killing me to but I have to be strong for you, and I would rather spend the rest of my life with you then have a child I love you more than I could ever imagine I would love someone" He said picking me up from the ground "I love you too" I managed to mumble through my tears "Come on we have to go back in the doctor needs to get rid of the baby so you don't get ill". We walked through the hospital and back into the room where Doctor Oswald was waiting for us "Come on Hayley lay down I will be quick, it may sting a little but only while I'm doing it" she said. I could feel everything she was doing but I felt no pain, The numb feeling that I had from the lost over took anything I was feeling on my body "I'm all done now so you can leave when you are ready and I really am sorry for your loss" Andy nodded at her and helped me get my jeans back on making sure I had everything before we finally left the hospital. We made it back to the bus a lot later than expected and I just wanted to crash in Andy's bunk and sleep but all of the guys were asking why we were gone for so long and if we are okay "Okay, okay if you really want to know what happened today you better all sit as it's some pretty big news" I said clinging to Andy's chest as I sat on his lap. We told them everything that happened and by thee end of it everyone of them had tears in there eyes.

Notes

I had to re type this as when I tryed to upload the first time my computure crashed so I'm sorry if its not good. Its a very sad pov

Comments

epicness but that moment for andy was painfull!! i saw it on a video

DarksideKeys DarksideKeys
8/18/14

I sowy

Brilliant!! As always!

DarksideKeys DarksideKeys
7/31/14

@DarksideKeys
I will as soon as I can

PhoebeBVB PhoebeBVB
7/23/14

UPDATE
Again...

DarksideKeys DarksideKeys
7/23/14