Andy’s pov
I woke up the next morning with Hayley’s hair in my face I could see the dried blood covering my sheets. I looked down at her arms I hadn’t noticed how bad it got cuts where covering her whole arm I can’t believe this was happening I made my baby do this. I picked my phone up to check the time it was only 8:00am so I slowly drifted back to sleep. When I next awoke Hayley was gone I started to panic as I noticed my bathroom door was shut “Hayley are you in there” I said knocking on the door. I got no reply shit “come one Hayley open the door please”. I heard the click of the door being unlocked I grabbed the handle and slowly opened the door. “Shit Hayley” I said running to her she was bleeding a lot I could see she had at least over 50 cuts. “I just want to be perfect for you” she said tears running down her face. “Hayley you are the most perfect girl I know you need to stop hurting yourself it breaks my heart” I said pulling her onto my lap making sure I didn’t hurt her. She didn’t reply all she did was place her hand on my chest and continue to cry. After 20 minutes of us being curled up together I finally picked her up off my lap and placed her down carful on the floor. “I need to clean these cuts up it might hurt but just trust me okay” I said all she did was nod this was breaking my heart my beautiful girl is suffering so much. It took me 30 minutes to clean all of the cuts when Hayley eventually spoke “I want a tattoo” “what” “I want a tattoo when my cuts heal” “okay what are you thinking” “I want a heart on the side of my wrist and three stars in a cluster on the top left of my left wrist”. After discussing tattoos for a while I carried Hayley back into are bedroom and put her softly onto the bed and switched on the TV.
2 weeks later
Hayley’s pov
I finally got up after a night of what felt like restless sleep I was getting my tattoos today and to be honest I’m really scared. I’m getting the heart for Andy even if we don’t ever get back together properly he was still my saviour and the only person I was ever going to love. The stars on the other hand are for Ashley as there are kind of his thing and ever since I stayed with him he has become a big part of my life. Andy eventually woke and came into my room he looked amazing in his ripped shirt and black skinny jeans “you ready” he asked looking me up and down obviously making sure I had no more new cuts. I nodded as I was finding it hard to get my words out as I was really nervous. When we got to the tattoo parlour excitement over came and I jumped out of the car and ran in. “Hi um I would like to get a tattoo” I said while giggling as Andy entered. I was lead to a chair while my tattoo artist Rick grabbed all his equipment “So sweetheart is this your first tattoo” “Yep and I’m really excited and nervous” “I would advise holding your boyfriends hand” I just looked away and giggled Andy’s not my boyfriend even though I’m getting this tattoo for him!. As he pressed the needle against my wrist I made a grab for Andy’s hand with my free arm and squeezed it tight. The first tattoo didn’t take long at all but as he moved onto the stars that was a different matter. It hurt like hell as he traced over my scars but I knew it would be worth it. “Your done sweetheart” Rick said as he whipped some cooling gel over the new tattoos “I love them thank you so much” I said wrapping my arms around his neck and thanking him over and over. Andy had a big smile on his face the whole time I guessed it was because it was the first time he has seen my smile since the whole incident with Juliet. “I have a confession” I said turning to Andy as we made our way to the car he turned around and looked into my eyes “I got the heart for you..” I couldn’t finish the sentence as Andy had made a grab for my waist and had pushed his lips against mine. He started biting my bottom lip as I slowly parted mine so he could enter his tongue into my mouth. I was pushed against the car the mirror was digging into my hip but I didn’t care he still loves me. “Andy I’m getting crushed!!” I said as I pulled away from his embrace all I saw was him smiling and pulling me away from the car just to kiss me again “How about we go home babe” he said into my ears making my spine tingle “Good idea” I said as I climbed into the car.

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