Hayley’s pov
Tour starts tomorrow I have spent all day packing and making sure the guys had everything they need. The tour takes place all over America starting off in California. I’m so excited as this is my first ever tour and now the album has been released I’m hoping to hear fans singing back to me. I woke up early the next morning covered in a cold sweat I now slepted in the guest bedroom as I refused to speak to Andy. I knew it was tearing him apart but I was worse I have hardly eaten since New Year’s and I’ve turned back to self-harm its now February 1st 2010. A lot of my clothes didn’t fit me anymore so I had to get some more in a smaller size. This whole thing was taking a toll on me but I’m hoping this tour will help even though I will be stuck on a bus with Andy most the time. I carried my suitcase downstairs and out the door and put it into the tour bus which was waiting outside. Ashley, Josh, Zac and Cc were already on the bus “As you are only girl on tour you can have the back room” said Cc pulling me in for a hug. I took my bag and chucked it onto my bed. We had a couple more stops to pick the rest of the guys up and then we made our way to the venue. I could see a huge queue waiting already and at least half of them were wearing Paramore shirts!!!. I saw Ashley pull Andy into the back room before it was time to get off the bus he looked really pissed. I could hear fans calling my name it felt amazing Josh and the guys couldn’t help but smile as well. Our set list was Pressure, Here we go again, Never let this go, My heart, Emergency, Conspiracy, Brighter, Frankiln, Whoa and ending a new song Misery business. I could hear the crowed calling Paramore over and over. The boys ran on stage and started to play I then ran on and started to sing the first words of pressure. We played through the whole set list apart from the last song “So California WE ARE PARAMORE!! And we have one last song for you it is new and I wrote this after a rough time it’s called Misery Business and this is for someone called Juliet Simms”
I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass; it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.
I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.
Whoa, I never meant to brag.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.
Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

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