I watched Lzzy run off down the road. I ran up my driveway and into my house, slamming the door. I threw my backpack across the hallway, and punched the wall. I placed both hands on the wall, and rested my head against it, and let the tears fall. I wanted to chase her. I wanted to grab her back, and kiss her and tell her how much I loved her and needed her, and would never leave her and didn't mean anything I had said. But if I did grab her back, If I did kiss her, it would make the goodbye 10 times worse than it was already going to be. I didn't want to leave her, but I had no other choice. I wanted to be in my band more than anything, but it hurt to leave here here after everything we've done for eachother.

I punched the wall again, letting my anger out. I hated this whole thing. I should of never talked to her. I should of never let her into my life. This whole thing was never ment to be, it's not normal. I should of just stayed the loner of the school. What if Joe tried to hurt her while I was gone? What if he did something terrible to her and I wasnt there to save her like I promised I would? Tears blured my vision as I they slid down my face. I hardly ever cried, unless it was something that meant alot to me. I knew I loved her, and I knew that I always would have a soft spot for her for the rest of my life, and the thought of me never seeing her again made my hear break. More tears streamed down my face, and I wiped them away with my hand, but they still came.

I heard the back door open and close, and my mom walk in, putting her keys on the kitchen counter. I sunk to the floor, and raised my knees up, hiding my face as I cried. She walked in, and sighed, walking towards me, and sitting on the floor beside me. "Whats the matter sweetie?"
"It's Lzzy.....I feel awful for leaving her.....I love her mom....." I cried, and she sighed, bringing my head up to lok at her. "I know you do darling, but if you love someone, sometimes your forced to let them go, if It was true love then you'll find eachother again. Trust me sweetie."
"But mom what if she dosent come back? What if we don't find eachother?"
"Then she was never yours in the first place, and your true love is still out there."
"But mom.....I need her."

She pulled me towards her, and hugged me as I cried. "I know it feels like that now, but you'll find someone else sweetie. I know it's going to be hard, but she might not be the one. I know it might feel like she is at the moment, but that might not be the case. The one might be still out there, your just waiting for them to come along, but it might take a while, you just need to be pacient."

I nodded, and wiped away my tears. "Now, go upstairs and watch some Batman, it'll take your mind off it." She said, and I nodded, getting up off the floor, and walking upstairs.

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I sat on my bed, my eyes glued to the TV. It was half 9 at night, and I couldent get Lzzy off my mind. Someone knocked on my door, and my Dad stuck his head around the door. "Hey Andy can I talk to you?" He asked, and I nodded, putting the TV on mute. He sat down beside me, and faced me. "Your mom told me about the whole thing with Lzzy..."
"Oh..." I said, looking down. "And I went through a familair thing myself when I was your age..." He said, and I looked up at him. "Really?"
"Yep. I met this girl in highschool. She was amazing and I loved her soo much, but my dad wanted me to move schools into a completly different state. It broke my heart to leave her, but we decided that it would be better to let go and move on. I moved states and attended a different school. I soon moved on from her, and so did she, until I was 21. I moved back to my old state, and went clubbing with my mates, and I saw her again. We fell in love all over again, and eventually got married...."

I looked at him, shocked. "It was mom?"
"Yep, and I still think she is the most beautiful woman alive, and no girl will ever or has ever match her. Now I know how much it hurts to leave someone you love behind, but it will all work in the end, I promise you." He said, and I sighed, nodding. "I hope so. I just wish that I didn't have to leave her, that she could come with me."
"I know it's hard, but it'll work out Andy. I promise, and I'm sure you'll find your girl soon."
"Thanks dad. I hope so." I said, and he smiled, giving me a hug before leaving me on my own again. I sighed, and opened up my laptop. I knew I had school with her tomorrow, and I was determind to sat everything straight, and not leave her on bad terms...

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