Die For You
Chapter 52
Phoebe's pov
We had finally made it back home after a long tour and i was glad to be seeing the kittens again. "Finally were home" i smiled as i dropped the bags on the floor and ran to the kittens pulling them both onto my lap "That's cute" smiled Andy while taking a picture.
The next day
Andy had gone out for the day with Jinxx Colette CC and Sammie but i was still so tired from the flight i decided to stay home. After 4 hours of watching movies i heard a knock at the door and got up to answer it "Hey Ashley what are you doing here" i said letting him into my house "I need to talk to you alone is Andy here" "No he's out what’s wrong" "It's just i really like you" "Umm okay Ashley but I’m with Andy you know that" "I know but.." that’s when he grabbed me by the waist and kissed me. After a while of me trying to get him off me i heard the door slam open behind me "Phoebe what the fuck" shouted Andy pulling Ashley off me "Andy please it's not what it looks like Andy please stop" i shouted as he started to hit Ashley "Were over Phoebe you lied to me just like Juliet did" he screamed before i ran out of the house. I made my way to the closets shop and grabbed 2 boxes of black hair dye. i then made my way to the Tattoo parlour where Andy gets his tattoos and got my left nostril pierced and the right side of my lip done. i slowly made my way back to the house were luckily no one was home. i covered my hair in the dye and packed my clothes while it was on. i grabbed my long lost blades and dragged them across my wrists but felt nothing. i finally put in my green contacts and purged for the first time in months i looked into the mirror and i didn’t look like myself i ran out the front door unsure of where to go but i need to leave i can't ruin everyone lives like i always do.
2 months later
I made my way to work the wind blowing my long black hair in my face. I opened the door to the tattoo parlour that I now work at “Hey bell” I said as I placed my bag behind the counter “Hey phoebe you have an appointment in 10 minutes with someone called Ashley Purdy to get some back tattoos” shit.. “Okay I’ll go get my stuff ready”. After I got all my colours out I sat on my tattooing chair and waited for Ashley to turn up. 5 minutes later there was a knock on the door “Come in” I said “Hey I’m here to get my back tattoos done” “Okay cool you can lay down on my chair I have a pillow to rest your head on… so what do you want done” “I would like stars over my back in any particular order you think will look good” I smiled and got out the different star stencils showing them to him and being thankful he doesn’t recognise me “I like your accent by the way what part of England are you from” “Bournemouth”. We were silent for a while, and I started to trace over the stars in the black ink “I feel like I recognise you, you look like someone I use to know” he said lifting his head and looking at me closely “Oh well I have never met you before but I know of you, so who’s this person you use to know” “Her name was Phoebe I really liked her but she was with my best friend and I fucked it up for them and now she’s gone we don’t even know she’s alive” He said drifting off as he said the last few words “I promise you she is maybe she just needs time to heal” I said smiling and finishing off the last star “You’re done” I smiled taking his phone so I could take a picture to show him “Wow thank you” he said before taking his clothes and leaving me so I was alone yet again.
We had finally made it back home after a long tour and i was glad to be seeing the kittens again. "Finally were home" i smiled as i dropped the bags on the floor and ran to the kittens pulling them both onto my lap "That's cute" smiled Andy while taking a picture.
The next day
Andy had gone out for the day with Jinxx Colette CC and Sammie but i was still so tired from the flight i decided to stay home. After 4 hours of watching movies i heard a knock at the door and got up to answer it "Hey Ashley what are you doing here" i said letting him into my house "I need to talk to you alone is Andy here" "No he's out what’s wrong" "It's just i really like you" "Umm okay Ashley but I’m with Andy you know that" "I know but.." that’s when he grabbed me by the waist and kissed me. After a while of me trying to get him off me i heard the door slam open behind me "Phoebe what the fuck" shouted Andy pulling Ashley off me "Andy please it's not what it looks like Andy please stop" i shouted as he started to hit Ashley "Were over Phoebe you lied to me just like Juliet did" he screamed before i ran out of the house. I made my way to the closets shop and grabbed 2 boxes of black hair dye. i then made my way to the Tattoo parlour where Andy gets his tattoos and got my left nostril pierced and the right side of my lip done. i slowly made my way back to the house were luckily no one was home. i covered my hair in the dye and packed my clothes while it was on. i grabbed my long lost blades and dragged them across my wrists but felt nothing. i finally put in my green contacts and purged for the first time in months i looked into the mirror and i didn’t look like myself i ran out the front door unsure of where to go but i need to leave i can't ruin everyone lives like i always do.
2 months later
I made my way to work the wind blowing my long black hair in my face. I opened the door to the tattoo parlour that I now work at “Hey bell” I said as I placed my bag behind the counter “Hey phoebe you have an appointment in 10 minutes with someone called Ashley Purdy to get some back tattoos” shit.. “Okay I’ll go get my stuff ready”. After I got all my colours out I sat on my tattooing chair and waited for Ashley to turn up. 5 minutes later there was a knock on the door “Come in” I said “Hey I’m here to get my back tattoos done” “Okay cool you can lay down on my chair I have a pillow to rest your head on… so what do you want done” “I would like stars over my back in any particular order you think will look good” I smiled and got out the different star stencils showing them to him and being thankful he doesn’t recognise me “I like your accent by the way what part of England are you from” “Bournemouth”. We were silent for a while, and I started to trace over the stars in the black ink “I feel like I recognise you, you look like someone I use to know” he said lifting his head and looking at me closely “Oh well I have never met you before but I know of you, so who’s this person you use to know” “Her name was Phoebe I really liked her but she was with my best friend and I fucked it up for them and now she’s gone we don’t even know she’s alive” He said drifting off as he said the last few words “I promise you she is maybe she just needs time to heal” I said smiling and finishing off the last star “You’re done” I smiled taking his phone so I could take a picture to show him “Wow thank you” he said before taking his clothes and leaving me so I was alone yet again.
Notes
Phoebe's outfit
http://www.polyvore.com/phoebes_outfit_die_for_you/set?id=129952444
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7/23/14