Phoebe's pov
Dinner at Colette’s was more than awkward for me. I had to force the food down my throat even though I was starving. I guess I had just gotten use to not being about to eat. The bills came this week and I have no money what so ever. I feel isolated from everyone they are all so happy then there’s me the pathetic girl that no one wants even Andy hasn't spoken to me since he took me out. I told Colette that I’m busy and happy when really I’m suffering in silence I just feel like ending it all... Cutting doesn’t give me the release anymore the stress of being alone is too much. 'You’re a fucking bitch phoebe I don’t even know why I’m with you he screamed at me while hitting me over and over' "Fucking nightmare" I said suddenly sitting up in my cold dark room. I got a letter this morning saying important in big red letters I have been too scared to open it but after that dream fuck it. I ran down the hall to the kitchen where I placed the letter 'you have 2 days’ notice please leave the apartment free of all belongings before said date or they will be taken' Fuck, fuck, fuck I’m being kicked out what the fuck am I going to do I have nowhere to go Colette thinks I’m fine I can’t go to her and worry her. Without realising it I had called Andy "What’s wrong Phoebe why are u calling me at 2am" " A..Andy.. I.. I need your help I’m being kicked out of my apartment in 2 days I have nowhere to go I don’t know what to do" I rushed out sinking to the floor tears rushing out of my eyes "Right pack everything you want and be ready in 30 minutes your moving in with me..."
Andy's pov
Phoebe needed me I know I have been a shit friend since I took her out but I just don't know how to deal with my feelings for her. Juliet’s been messaging me saying she’s sorry I have been talking to her but I don’t want to get back together with her. After I got dress I climbed into my car and made my way to Phoebes she was already outside in her pjs with just one box and a bag "are you sure that’s everything you want" I asked as she got into my car. She simply nodded and I drove back to mine. "I'll show you to your room" I took hold of her hand and lead her up the stairs to the guest room "Thank you Andy" she said grabbing me holding me in a tight hug "It’s okay redhead remember any nightmares you know where to find me" I smiled before leaving her to sleep.
Phoebe's pov
Andy’s a life saver I have never been so grateful to someone before 'he’s mine you fucking bitch, you have a bad history after dating me whore' I sat up crying why the fuck do I keep having these nightmares and now Juliet is in them. I ran into Andy’s room crying and jumped on his bed "what.. Phoebe did you have a nightmare? Was it about him again" he asked in his beautifully deep voice. I nodded "and Juliet" I whispered "Forget about her Phoebe I have and so can you" he said before pulling me closer and kissing me. I pulled back for breath when Andy’s phone went off *Hey baby I was wondering if you wanted to meet up and talk about getting back together* "WHAT!!!" I screamed jumping off Andy’s bed "Phoebe it’s not what it looks like please come back" "fuck you Andy your just using me to get in my pants" I shouted running into my room and grabbing the bag off my bed. I sprinted out the house and down the street luckily ccs is only and few streets away. When I had finally lost Andy I stopped and pulled out my pocket knife cutting my arms to shreds. I slowly walked to cc’s and knocked on the door. A few minutes later Colette answered the door "Phoebe what are you.. Oh my fucking god cc get here now" she screamed pulling me into her house.

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