Phoebe’s pov
The last month of tour has been amazing. The last few days me and Andy have been inseparable considering Colette is spending a lot of time with cc with some reason. I walked into the lounge were everyone was sitting watching TV so I stood in front of the TV “Hey girl move” said Ashley “Dude I need your guys help with a cover of ‘ignorance’ but acoustic” “Well I can stay then” said Andy with a cheeky smile “No batman you are coming to watch”. Me and the guys made our way into the venue as that’s were all the instruments were. I brought along my guitar so Jake could use it. We left Colette and cc at the bus as they said they wanted to watch a movie or something.
“1,2,3 hit it” I said into my microphone
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey)
It's good
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey)
It's good
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
“That was great Phoebe” smiled Andy “Thank you would you guys like a drink as I’m going to grab one then we can do another song Andy’s choice” “Yes please” they all said putting down there instruments. I made my way back to the bus which was really fucking quite for some reason. I opened the door and on the sofa was Colette and cc naked "WHAT THE FUCK" I screamed in their direction trying to avoid looking at my best friends naked body "oh shit phoebe wait I can explain" "don’t I just ewww I ugh" I said storming into the back room and shutting the door. How could she not fucking tell me that she was with cc. she lied to me she told me she wasn’t interested in him but I knew she was. I turned my back to the door and sat on the floor. I heard footsteps behind me and arms wrap around my waist “What’s wrong redhead” Andy said. I could feel his breath against my neck “It’s nothing I’m just upset Colette didn’t tell me and her and cc I fucking knew they liked each other” I said letting a smile giggle come out “Then are you going to go speak to Colette” he asked “Nope she always makes up with me it’s how it has always been” I said getting up from the floor “How about we get those drinks and watch batman” “Sure”. Joey was closing in on me I was pinned against a wall. He punched me over and over. I woke up in my bed crying I heard someone make their way to my bunk "phoebe I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you before I was just scared about what you would all think" "bub you know I would support you in anything you do" "I know and now the guys no and everything and it won’t be long before the fans find out and I get hate for it I’m just really scared" "listen you won’t get hate from the fans and I know that Andy and the boys will support you and cc they are his best friends for goodness sake" "Yeah so I’m really sorry for not telling you I really should have told you" "Yeah you should have because I was right now let’s get some breakfast" "okay and you promise me you will eat something today" "hell yeah bitch I will even make the pancakes" I giggled. I can’t let her know I still have nightmares about him she thinks there gone as I don’t climb into her bunk anymore as I always go to Andy as I don’t want her to worry. We climbed out of my bunk holding hand and walking into the kitchen. "Whoa, whoa, whoa when did you two become friends again" asked Andy "since just now" I said "our fights only ever last a day" Colette added helping me with the pancakes which I was dreading eating.

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