Phoebe’s pov
What had I done I was just trying to protect him from Juliet I have to ruin everything. Me and Andy were becoming good friends and I ruined it. I thought moving to America and getting this job would make everything better but I feel like I’m back with joey, locking myself in a room and cutting my feelings away. But this was worse I was falling for Andy I feel like my heart has been ripped apart and nothing can put it back together “I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING DIED IN THAT CRASH” I screamed at the top of my lungs will I dragged the knife across my wrist one last time before passing out in exhaustion.
Colette's POV
I sent all the pictures to phoebe before closing up and running back to the tour bus. Andy came storming in and he looked really pissed but when he saw me he kinda shrank back and went around me. "what the hell have I done" "it’s not what you've done it’s what you’re going to do when you find out what I’ve done" "I DONT WANT TO KNOW I WANT TO KNOW WHERE MY BESTFRIEND IS AND WHY THE HELL DO I FEEL SO MAD AT YOU" "Please calm down okay I might have yelled at her and told her to fuck off and smashed her phone and now I don’t know where she is" "you what you did that even with all the shit she went through you have no idea how much she went through and how much she fucking WORSHIPS your stupid ass, do you know what I don’t even fucking care anymore the only reason I am even here is to keep her happy and if I can’t even do that then I am not allowed to be near her anymore" "wwwwhat are you on about" "after the crash where she saved my life even though I should have died for the things I did I vowed that unless I could keep her happy I would have to leave and whether I died or just left to keep her happy was up to me at the time so now I might as well not be here because I don’t know where she is and I can’t keep her happy" I cried storming into the back room, pushing a chair against the door, finding my razor and re-coating my legs in cuts. "I HOPE I DIE HERE THEN SHE CAN BE HAPPY" I screamed at the wall CC was calling me so I answered the phone to him "what cc" "we found phoebe and you need to be here in the bathroom now" I hung up put on a pair of shorts not caring about my legs for once and ran out. I saw her through the hole the guys had made in to bathroom door, passed out on the floor with cuts all over her wrists. "NO PHOEBE" I screamed turning to CC "GET HER OUT NOW I NEED TO MAKE SURE SHE IS OKAY" "calm down hunny first I want to talk to you about your legs" I looked down to my still bleeding legs and then heard phoebe begin to stir "Phoebe hunny please unlock the door and come out phoebe please I need you, you know I would die for you so please come out hunny "She looked at me, started crying and turned away I turned to Andy "LISTEN HERE YOU LANKY SHIT YOU BETTER FIX THIS OR YOU WILL FIND THAT THE PAIN YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW FROM ME JUST YELLING AT YOU WILL GET WORSE SO YOU EITHER MAKE IT BETTER OR I MAKE YOU PAY" I screamed at him while CC held me back "okay, okay how do I make it better?" "I DONT KNOW JUST FUCKING FIX IT" I screamed as Juliet walked in, "YOU CAN START BY GETTING RID OF THAT CHEATING WHORE".

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