I Will Be There*On hold*

Skylar's POV

I woke up a few hours later to screaming coming from the bus so I'm guessing my phone dies at some point, Then a very pissed off Juliet stormed off the bus, I got up and headed up the stairs, when I got on Andy was on the floor... crying? "Andy are you okay?" I asked timidly "leave me alone right now" he growled "I was jus-" he cut me off "GOD DAMN IT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" he screamed I jumped back because of his sudden out burst, tears sprung to my eyes and I ran to by bunk, on my way there I ran in to Ashley.. Oh god "hey Sky can I talk to you a minute?" he asked quietly I looked up from the floor with my teary eye's "s-sure" I whispered my voice barley audible he gave me a smile and I followed him to his bunk.

When we got seated he asked the question that I was dreading "Skylar what happened that night?" my breathing hitched and I felt the hot tears start to flow down my checks "I... I don't want to talk about it" I sobbed he put his hand on my back in a soothing way "you need to tell someone" he said quietly, I looked up at him "but I did tell some one I told my brother" he looked at me with sad eye's I sighed in defeat "h-he raped me, he raped me and I have no clue if I'm pregnant or not, I mean I know Andy said you have to have your period before you get pregnant, but there could be a chance, an- and I'm not ready for a child.. Ashley I'm scared" I said quickly and started sobbing again Ashley just pulled me in for a hug "hun I don't think your pregnant" he soothed "b-but what if there's a chance" he just shook his head "that's not possible" I guess that made me feel a little better, then he got up and walked out of the bunk "where are you going?" I asked "no where you just stay there okay" I nodded and went back in to the bunk.

A few minutes later I heard yelling coming from the main part of the bus "I DON'T CARE IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW SH TOLD ME NOT TO TELL YOU" that was Andy "I STILL SHOULD KNOW THESE THING'S SO I CAN HELP" Ashley yelled "I'M HER BROTHER I'M THE ONE WHO SHOULD KNOW NOT YOU" Andy retorted "OH REALLY BECAUSE LATELY I'VE BEEN ACTING LIKE MORE OF A BROTHER TO HER THEN YOU HAVE" I got up and walked to the curtain door "YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DONE I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW" Andy shouted "WHAT THE HELL YOU DON'T NEED WHAT SHIT YOU SHOULD BE ACTING LIKE A BROTHER TO SKY BUT INSTEAD WHEN SHE WALKED ON TO THE BUS YOU YELLED AT HER" Ashley shot back I just couldn't take it I was about to run to the bathroom till Ash came back ''A-Ash I did something stupid" I said quietly he gave me a puzzled look "what do you mean?" I sighed and led him to he bathroom "Sky... what's wrong?" I looked up at him "please don't hate me" I quietly spoke "Sky I doubt there's anything that you did to make me hate you" he told me, I took my pants off and lifted my shirt up a bit, I heard a gasp come from him and his fingers traced over the scars "Sky... wh-why would you do this?" he asked "My life... no one care, my brother hates me, my father abused me, I just...I don't know" his eye's met mine again "we need to tell Andy" my eye's grew wide "No!!, please no" he sighed "I'm sorry but you can't keep doing this" I felt more and more tears falling "p-please, n-not today, I p-promise tomorrow" I choked out "okay, fine but for now go get some sleep" I nodded and headed off to my bunk.

-The next day-

I woke up before everyone else so I headed out to the main room and just sat there, a few minutes later I heard yelling AGAIN "AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME TILL NOW?!" shit thanks Ash I heard angry foot steps then Andy appeared "REALLY?, WE TALKED ABOUT THIS A YEAR AGO DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO STUPID YOU COULD DIE" he got right up in my face "Andy calm down just breath" Ashley tried to calm him down "calm down CALM DOWN, HOW CAN I CALM DOW SHES CUTTING AND SHES TEN" Andy spat at Ash, I couldn't take the yelling, I ran to the bathroom with Ashley running after me, I closed and locked the door so they couldn't get in "Skylar, open the door, don't do this please just open the door" I just ignored him and I reached for my razor then I heard Andy knocking on the door with Ashley "Sky, Sky I'm sorry, please, please come out of the bathroom" I didn't reply I just drug the blade across my arm "I'm sorry" I whispered "Damn it Sky NO!" he yelled "What the hell is going on?" shit now CC's going to know "it's Sky she locked herself in the bathroom and won't come out" replied Andy then Ashley whispered something to him I heard quick feet then I started to feel dizzy I heard something that sounded like key's then the door opened that's when darkness consumed me.

Everything was white and I had no clue where I was all the noises seemed so distant "he-hello?" I called out there was some movement in the distance and the thing was coming closer "wh-who are you?" I called out again "hello child" it sounded like a girl, her voice was soft and angelic as she got closer I realized it was my mom, her long blond flowing hair, her gorgeous green eyes plump pink lips and long lashes "m-mom?" I asked not sure if it was her or not "yes Sky it's me" she said with a soft voice "am I dead?" I asked her "no hun, your in between the realms this is where you make the decision" she explained "what happens if I want to stay hear with you?" she sighed "sweetheart if you stay hear your Ashley will fall to depression he will never be the same, CC will drop out of the band and wast all his money on boos, Jake and Jinxx will never be them selves again and your brother... will join you hear..." my heart sank, why would Andy kill himself... "but mom I wan't to stay hear with you" tears were falling "Sky before you make that decision why don't you take a look at how people are doing right now" she parted the clouds and I looked into a white room with a corps laying on it Andy was there crying he grabbed a hold of the bodies hand and I felt pressure on my own, then I heard him whisper "Sky you need to wake up" I looked up to my mom and she smiled at me "mom... I think I'm going to go back" she gave me a bigger smile "wise choice" she hugged me and sent me on my way.

I was laying in an uncomfortable bed and I could hear people talking "what if she does slip into a coma?" that was Andy he sounded like he was crying "if it happens it happens, we cant stop it, from happening" that sounded like jinxx "babe its going to be okay, she's going to be fine" that was Juliet... wait I though she left... what ever I have no clue "I hope so" Andy said quietly "I'm going to get some coffee, do you want anything hun?" Juliet was being awfully nice "no thanks" was all Andy said then I heard the sound of high heals clicking against tile flooring.

My eye's slowly started to open when they did I heard someone gasp "Sky... Sky I'm so so so so sorry, I never meant anything I said to you, I love you and when I saw you lying on the bathroom floor I lost it I thought you had died I don't know what I would do if you died, I just, I'm sorry" I looked at him "Andy it's okay, it's my fault anyway I should have listened to you instead of being disrespectful" he gave me a tight hug.
I think I have my brother back!

Notes

Wow that's the fastest I've ever written a chapter HA
~I Am A Wild One