I Will Be There*On hold*

Andy's P.O.V.

I'm going to kill the sick bastard that did this to her, although it's my fault too, I was a dick to her, the words I said I did't mean.... but what he did is beyond anything, not only did he almost kill her but he raped her as well, fuck I'm stupid I should have ran after her, It's all my fault.

Right now it's 3:40 in the morning and I can't sleep, 3 hours ago Skylar told me he raped her, so now I'm sitting hear on the couch in the lounge trying to think of what to do, I heard a small sniffle from the door way and I turn to see Skylar "wh-what are you doing up?" she asked quietly "can't sleep" I said with a small smile "why are you up?" I continued tears brimmed in her eye's "I-I keep seeing him" she said holding back a sob "come hear hun" as soon as I said that she cam crashing into my arms and cried there, "I-I'm so-sorry An-Andy" she choked out "for what?" I asked questioningly "for being a fuck up, and that you hate me" I pulled her back a bit "listen to me, I don't hate you I was drunk and was being a dick, I'm so sorry and I'll never do it again I promise" she looked me in the eyes and then hugged me "I believe you" she mumbled into me chest "hey sky?" I said quietly "Hmmm" she replied "we have to tell the other guys" her head shot up and her eye's went wide "no"....



Skylar's P.O.V.

"we have to tell the other guys" my head started to spin and I felt a panic attack coming "no" I said quickly "Sky theirs no negotiation were telling them" he said a bit more stern then before, my breathing became more uneven and I started shaking "no... no Andy please no" I said jumping up from his lap trying not to cry "Skylar Rose, were telling them" this time he was actually angry "see thins is what I hate about you" I suddenly blurted out and he gave me a quizzical look "You never let me tell people,it always has to be now, now, now, I'm not ready to tell anyone, I wasn't even ready to tell you,but your my brother, I just.... I don't know" I said, now tears were freely flowing down my cheeks "whats going on?"... shit we woke Ashley up "n-nothing" I said and I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, not even two minutes there was fists banging on the door "Sky?... Sky please open up I didn't mean to yell" Andy seemed... scared? pfftt I didn't care I looked around the bathroom for something, anything, then I saw it, A razor..... I grabbed it and held it to my thigh .... definitely not my wrist then Andy would realize, I made 5 cuts before I cleaned up, by now the banging had stopped and Ashley was now trying to get me to open the door there was slow knocking on the door "Sky... please open the door... for me?" he asked, I took a deep breathe and turned the doorknob and saw a very worried Ashley standing there I was immediately wrapped in a hug "you had me so worried" I pulled away slowly, not wanting to be touched because of the rape "I-I'm fine trust me" I said with a small giggle he gave me a sympathetic smile and I headed off to bed.

I tossed an tuned for the rest of the night,
I woke up at six screaming Andy came in right away "Sky what is it?, what happened?" but I couldn't calm down "An-An-An-An-" I couldn't get the words out "shhhh shhhh it's okay, I'm hear, calm down" he said rocking me back and forth "come on,Sky you need to calm down before you pass out, just take deep breaths" he said while rubbing my back, I took three deep breaths and started to talk again "wh-wh-what i-if I'm
P-p- pregnant?" his eye's grew wide "you shouldn't be" he sounded unsure "ho-how do you know?" he paused for a minute "have you-... and this my be an awkward question for me to be asking but um... have you started your... um... period yet" he asked awkwardly "errrmm no, why is that bad?!?!?!!" I asked in a panic "no, in this case its good, see you need to have that first in order to be pregnant" I let out a sigh of relief, but there was still something on my shoulders but I cant tell him at all he'll hate me, I might tell Ashley later.... but not now "what time is it?" I asked sleepily "about 6:45" I nodded "how about you get some sleep, well tell the guys when your ready okay?" "M'kay, night Andy I love you" "I love you to Sky" and with that I'm thrown into darkness.


Ashley's P.O.V.

I was honestly worried about Skylar, something seemed different about her, but I didn't know what... she seemed more distant when I tried to hug her I'll ask he in the morning.

It was around six in the morning when I heard a scream come from Skylar's bunk, within 30 seconds Andy was in the bunk with her, I heard bits and pieces of the conversation but the thing that shocked me the moment I heard "pregnant''.... what happened?? I'll ask Andy later, now I need sleep...

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