I Will Be There*On hold*

Skyler's P.O.V.

Well it's been three years I'm ten now my hair is no longer blond instead a dark dark brown, I guess its been better living with my brother instead of my father, but he's been getting kind of I don't know.... rude, he never has any time for me any more,, I mean when he firs found me he would constantly have tickle fights, and read to me before bed, and now he just pushes me around hell Ashley's a better brother figure to me than Andy is... that's kind of sad when you think about it, I was lost in thought when Ash started talking to me "SKY!!" he said loudly, I guess he was trying to get my attention for longer then a I thought "yeh sorry I was thinking" I mumbled "it's okay, but is there something bothering you? you seem down" he asked in a concerned tone, I just shook my head "no everything is fine" I lied and he new it "no everything is not fine, Sky tell me" he said with a sad expression, I started to tear up "i-it's Andy, I feel like he has more time for Juliet then he does for me, and even when he isn't busy with her, he still ignores me... I don't think he loves me anymore" Ashley gasped "no hunny no, no, no don't ever say that he does love you it's just-" he stopped half way "it's just what I know he never wanted me, frankly now it's not much better then when I was living with the person I had to call dad, apart from the beatings and molest it's not much different!" by now the tears were freely cascading down my cheeks, Ash brought me in for a hug shushing me and telling me everything will be fine, but I didn't believe him "hey how about I go talk to Andy for you see if I can sort things out" my head shot up and a wave of terror rushed over me "NO, no, no, no, no, no ,no, no ,NO!!" I screeched "you, you, you cant do that" Ash's eye brows furrowed together "annndd why not?" I sighed
"be-because, I don't want to mess things up more between me and him, I mean I should be great full he saved my life but... I just... I don't know, he loved me then, and now he hates me, he... he just.... please don't, I want things to get better not worse, please please don't talk to him" I pleaded with sad eyes, he nodded and then the others started to crawl out of there bunks all saying good morning to me, aside from Andy who just sludge through to the kitchen grumpily.

We were parked in a parking lot in west California I looked around before getting up and heading into the bunk area I changed into my outfit and walked back out to the main room of the bus leaving through the door earning "where are you going?" from my brother "why do you care?" I spat at him plugging my music into my ears and walking around the venue, I knew I probably shouldn't go too far but whatever no one would miss me and if they needed me they could just ring me.

I walked around the venue for two hours and had enough of that so I left through the gates and down to the pier, for some reason being by water always calms me down, I left at like five its now 9:30, the guys are probably just getting back from there concert... do I want to go back to the bus HELL NO!! they can come look for me, in fact Andy's probably happy I'm gone and out of his hair, he only saved me because he didn't want me to die... :/

I continued walking along the pier until I heard somthing moving, me being a curious ten year old I called out "hello?" I voice came out shakily I hear another noise and suddenly a dark silhouette appeared and I instantly wanted Andy for some reason. "What are you doing out this late girlly?" the man asked in a groggy voice "I-I-I-I-" he cut me off "you you you you YOU WHAT GOD DAMN IT" he yelled I shrunk away knowing I was probably about to get hit, he took one step closer and I did what I thought was right... I booked it, I ran as fast as my little legs could carry me,in the midst of my running I whipped out my phone and called the first Pearson I could think of... Ashley, it rang about 3 times until he answered "Hello?" he asked obviously a bit drunk "Ash-Ashley" I said my voice shaking "Sky? are you okay what's wrong where are you?" he asked sounding immediately sober "I-I-I'm close to the pier, this.. this guy saw me and was going to hit me, but but I ran I'm still running I-I don't know where I am and I need help, I-I'm buy this bar right now please come find me" I said tears rolling down my cheeks "what bar are you buy?" I looked up to see the name of the bar dark side strip bar "it's called the dark side strip bar" I was now shaking with fear he sighed in relief "that's the bar I'm at give me a minute I'll be right out" he stated he was about to hang up but I stopped him "Ash wait please don't hang up, I-I'm scared" my voice was cracking from the tears "I just got out side I see you" he said as I turned around and as soon as I saw him I ran at him with a hug and he gladly returned it squeezing me harder then ever before "Skyler where the hell did you go?" he asked rubbing my back "I-I went for a walk to the pier then this man came so I ran" I told him burying my face into his chest.

When we got back to the bus I realized no one else was on except me and Ash "where's every one?" I asked my curiosity getting the best of me "there still at the club" my mouth formed an "O" shape "just out of curiosity, because I know you LOVE clubs, why are you sitting hear with me?" his face turned... red? whatever "My best friends sister needed me, so I left" he said with a smile "ahhhh okay" I said as I sat next to him on the couch and watched what ever godforsaken movie was playing.

Only a few hours had passed and it was now 11:30 I was just about to fall asleep when all the guys came barging on the bus and all stumbled to there bunks aside from Andy who just stood there starring at me swaying back and forth "what are you staring at?" I spat at him "your a silly bitch you know that" he slurred I was shocked "wh-what?" I questioned not wanting to believe what I just heard
"your a silly bitch.... and I don't even know why your hear... dad was right to punish you like that, pffftt and your moooooom, well she's probably happier with out you, d-all you do is mess things upp, your constantly in the way of EVERYTHING bugging up on me like 'oh do you have time for this' or 'if your not busy can we do that' AND I'M SICK OF IT, when you ran away I was hoping it was for good but I guess not hmmpphh" I just stared at him speechless my own brother was being a douche I just couldn't take it I stormed out of the bus hearing Ashley calling my name I just ignored him and ran to a dark ally just across from where the bus was parked, I took out my pack of smokes and light one up... I know I know I shouldn't be smoking blah blah freaking BLAH! I honestly don't care anymore it seems as tho Andy don't care much either god I hate my life.

Just then I heard deep chuckling I jerk my head in the direction hoping to see Andy or Ash but instead I saw a tall man "your a pretty little thing aren't you" he said walking closer to me, his eye's clearly had contacts in them seeing as those can't be a real eye color "wh-what do you want?" I asked shaking yet again "you" he whispered with a disgusting glint in his eyes "ge-get away form me" I said trying to maintain my fear he narrowed his eye's "now why would I want to do that?" he spat as he grabbed my a- i mean but making me gasp "get away from me you dirty pig" I growled he looked at me shocked then slapped me I screamed out in pain, he then started to feel me up and down "st-stop it" I tried pushing him off me but it didn't work, he then ripped my pants along with his off and came inside me, the pain was unbearable my screaming was loud and yet no one saved me, after about an hour of torture he left me there I tried to move but a shot of pain went through me and I let out a high pitch scream I guess it was enough to wake up one of the boys because the light in the bus came on and Andy walked out, despite what he said to me right now I really wanted him to hold me I gathered up all my strength and yelled for him "A-ANDY" it came out short but loud enough for him to start running over to me, and then the hole world started to go black only then did I realize I had a gash on my stomach that was poling out blood, Andy plopped down beside me looking me in the eye's "A-an-andy I-I-I'm s-so-sorry t-th-that you hate m-me" I croaked my eye's fighting to stay open, he slowly stroked my hair "no,no,no, it's not your fault... it's mine, I wasn't a good brother" he said his voice shaking I could feel the darkness consuming me and my eye's start to close "hey no Sky look at me, don't close your eye's, you can't sleep yet you'll miss too much, its not your time please" I could hear the fear in his voice, but I couldn't help it, it was to much the last thing I hear was Andy "SOMEONE CALL THE FUCKING AMBULANCE" and then darkness...


Andy's P.O.V.

As she laid there dying in my arms I couldn't help but to think it was my fault that this happened I remember the shit I said to her and it wasn't fair, as he eye's started to drift off I yelled out of panic "SOMEONE CALL THE FUCKING AMBULANCE" I lifted her up in my arms and made my way back to the bus, when I got there Jake was already on the phone with the operator as I just held my lifeless sister in my hands "I'm so sorry Sky" I whispered through tears... my sister could die and it would be all my fault.....no.....

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